Post by Benjiro Hiroto on Aug 22, 2023 20:50:32 GMT -5
In the newly restored sanctum of his quarters within the Tenth Division's barracks, Benjiro Hiroto stirred from his slumber. The scars of the recent invasion had finally faded from the walls, replaced by the pristine serenity of a repaired abode. And as the wounds of the division were mended, a brief respite unfurled its wings, gifting the Twelfth Seat with fleeting moments of reprieve. The confines of his quarters bore witness to this newfound calm, a sanctuary where he could once again dedicate himself to the pursuit of enlightenment.
Yet, beneath the veneer of his journey to tranquility, a subtle current of restlessness tugged at Benjiro's spirit. He pondered the plateau he seemed to have reached—a stagnant pool where his growth, once a torrential river, had dwindled to a trickle. He recalled his monumental progress throughout his early tenure as a Shinigami, even becoming the Twelfth Seat so early into his career, yet since then, he had stagnated. He found himself wrestling with the question that had echoed within him: Was this, the current state of his abilities, all he was destined to be?
Futan Juzemasu, his constant companion and embodiment of his potential as a Shinigami, lay beside him—a silent witness to his contemplations. He reached out, his fingers tracing the hilt with a touch that mirrored the delicate reverence of a pilgrim at a shrine. He brushed his palm against the prayer beads, longing for warmth and companionship from the spirit within, but both he and his blade knew that this silence and frustration would lead to growth. His Zanpakuto held secrets yet untold, mysteries of power that dwelt within the both of them, if only he could unravel their enigma.
The sun's gentle caress painted the room with shades of gold, casting the warm light of a midday sun upon him. Time was ever fleeting. If he was to try and pursue anything meaningful with the time that he had, he needed to do it now. With purposeful resolve, Benjiro donned his Shihakusho, his fingers deftly maneuvering the traditional robes that bore the weight of his duties. Next, his own personal flair came in the form of his green Buddhist haori that he draped over his shoulders. Futan Juzemasu found its rightful place within its scabbard— prayer beads coiled gently around his wrist at all times..
Seeking guidance and the prospect of growth with the limited time he had, he embarked on a quest for his Captain, a beacon of wisdom and strength to the Twelfth Seat. Captain Celes was one of, if not the strongest Shinigami he knew, but that reputation often came with a schedule far too busy to host additional training sessions, especially for new members. Though, he thought there would be no harm in asking, for she had told him that the Tenth was like a family. Was it not normal to seek guidance from family?
Yet, the fates had other plans, and as he sought her counsel, he found that she was nowhere to be found. She had been increasingly absent as of late, save for the moments of true crisis and emergency. She always fought in threat after threat, Benjiro was beginning to worry about her. It wasn't easy, especially with the Tenth not having any Officers strong enough to back her up against the more serious threats. In fact, one of his goals was to reach that level of strength, so that he may be of use in the protection of the Soul Society.
It was then, as he was deep in contemplation, that he came across the first Officer in the Tenth that had grown close to him. Seijuro, a lower-ranking officer, at this point, and a steadfast friend. The older man seemed to look distraught, but he still held that same smile on his face. Perhaps some friendliness would ease his troubles? "Good afternoon, Seijuro!" Benjiro greeted, his voice filled with warmth. Seijuro nodded in reply. "Ah Benji! Good afternoon to you as well. What's the rush?" Seijuro asked, curious as to why Benjiro was roaming around the quarters.
Benjiro's smile wavered a little as he opened up a little to Seijuro. There was no harm in asking a friend for help, was there? "Have you seen Captain Celes? Does she have duty again today?" His inquiry was a loaded one, filled with a mix of worry, concern, and hopeful eagerness. Unfortunately, Seijuro's solemn nod was all the answer he needed. "The Captain's busy right now, I haven't seen her today." Seijuro responded, looking quite bothered by it himself. "Something you need, Benji?"
Benjiro's lips curved into a wistful smile. "I was hoping I could ask the Captain to train me. The threats that we have been facing, invasion after invasion, it... it's been weighing heavily on my mind. We are the Tenth Division, the Defense Squad of the Soul Society, yet we have fallen short at every turn. If not for our Captain's efforts, I feel like we have failed." His words hung heavily in the air, the sentiment shared between the two Seated Officers. Seijuro felt the deep burden of his own inadequacies building up within his chest. "We have, Benji. We have failed."
The tense silence held for a few more moments until Seijuro broke it. He had noticed Benji's burdens and figured it might have been time to lighten the mood a little. "You know, I was about to do the same. I need to step up my game too, until I can go head to head with any threat that comes our way." Seijuro spoke with a fiery facade, hoping to spark some sort of life and enthusiasm back into his junior, despite his junior being both larger and higher ranking by now. "I was thinking we could head over to the 11th to see if there's anyone to train with. Captain Celes taught their Captain, you know!." Benjiro smiled softly, grateful for his friend's attempts at cheering up. "Alright, that sounds like a good plan."
Benjiro and Seijuro seemingly resigned themselves from the heaviness of their thoughts and doubts. It was those very doubts that pushed them onwards, after all. Growth often came after a crisis, and this was as big of a crisis as one could have. With that, they made their way over to the Eleventh Division. Their sister squad awaited, a bastion of strength and camaraderie, the warriors of the Seireitei, the Attack Squad. As he approached the barracks of the Eleventh, Benjiro called out to the Shinigami that manned their reception. "Good afternoon, could we join your Squad in training today? We are Officers of the Tenth Division. I hope that we aren't too much of a bother."
Yet, beneath the veneer of his journey to tranquility, a subtle current of restlessness tugged at Benjiro's spirit. He pondered the plateau he seemed to have reached—a stagnant pool where his growth, once a torrential river, had dwindled to a trickle. He recalled his monumental progress throughout his early tenure as a Shinigami, even becoming the Twelfth Seat so early into his career, yet since then, he had stagnated. He found himself wrestling with the question that had echoed within him: Was this, the current state of his abilities, all he was destined to be?
Futan Juzemasu, his constant companion and embodiment of his potential as a Shinigami, lay beside him—a silent witness to his contemplations. He reached out, his fingers tracing the hilt with a touch that mirrored the delicate reverence of a pilgrim at a shrine. He brushed his palm against the prayer beads, longing for warmth and companionship from the spirit within, but both he and his blade knew that this silence and frustration would lead to growth. His Zanpakuto held secrets yet untold, mysteries of power that dwelt within the both of them, if only he could unravel their enigma.
The sun's gentle caress painted the room with shades of gold, casting the warm light of a midday sun upon him. Time was ever fleeting. If he was to try and pursue anything meaningful with the time that he had, he needed to do it now. With purposeful resolve, Benjiro donned his Shihakusho, his fingers deftly maneuvering the traditional robes that bore the weight of his duties. Next, his own personal flair came in the form of his green Buddhist haori that he draped over his shoulders. Futan Juzemasu found its rightful place within its scabbard— prayer beads coiled gently around his wrist at all times..
Seeking guidance and the prospect of growth with the limited time he had, he embarked on a quest for his Captain, a beacon of wisdom and strength to the Twelfth Seat. Captain Celes was one of, if not the strongest Shinigami he knew, but that reputation often came with a schedule far too busy to host additional training sessions, especially for new members. Though, he thought there would be no harm in asking, for she had told him that the Tenth was like a family. Was it not normal to seek guidance from family?
Yet, the fates had other plans, and as he sought her counsel, he found that she was nowhere to be found. She had been increasingly absent as of late, save for the moments of true crisis and emergency. She always fought in threat after threat, Benjiro was beginning to worry about her. It wasn't easy, especially with the Tenth not having any Officers strong enough to back her up against the more serious threats. In fact, one of his goals was to reach that level of strength, so that he may be of use in the protection of the Soul Society.
It was then, as he was deep in contemplation, that he came across the first Officer in the Tenth that had grown close to him. Seijuro, a lower-ranking officer, at this point, and a steadfast friend. The older man seemed to look distraught, but he still held that same smile on his face. Perhaps some friendliness would ease his troubles? "Good afternoon, Seijuro!" Benjiro greeted, his voice filled with warmth. Seijuro nodded in reply. "Ah Benji! Good afternoon to you as well. What's the rush?" Seijuro asked, curious as to why Benjiro was roaming around the quarters.
Benjiro's smile wavered a little as he opened up a little to Seijuro. There was no harm in asking a friend for help, was there? "Have you seen Captain Celes? Does she have duty again today?" His inquiry was a loaded one, filled with a mix of worry, concern, and hopeful eagerness. Unfortunately, Seijuro's solemn nod was all the answer he needed. "The Captain's busy right now, I haven't seen her today." Seijuro responded, looking quite bothered by it himself. "Something you need, Benji?"
Benjiro's lips curved into a wistful smile. "I was hoping I could ask the Captain to train me. The threats that we have been facing, invasion after invasion, it... it's been weighing heavily on my mind. We are the Tenth Division, the Defense Squad of the Soul Society, yet we have fallen short at every turn. If not for our Captain's efforts, I feel like we have failed." His words hung heavily in the air, the sentiment shared between the two Seated Officers. Seijuro felt the deep burden of his own inadequacies building up within his chest. "We have, Benji. We have failed."
The tense silence held for a few more moments until Seijuro broke it. He had noticed Benji's burdens and figured it might have been time to lighten the mood a little. "You know, I was about to do the same. I need to step up my game too, until I can go head to head with any threat that comes our way." Seijuro spoke with a fiery facade, hoping to spark some sort of life and enthusiasm back into his junior, despite his junior being both larger and higher ranking by now. "I was thinking we could head over to the 11th to see if there's anyone to train with. Captain Celes taught their Captain, you know!." Benjiro smiled softly, grateful for his friend's attempts at cheering up. "Alright, that sounds like a good plan."
Benjiro and Seijuro seemingly resigned themselves from the heaviness of their thoughts and doubts. It was those very doubts that pushed them onwards, after all. Growth often came after a crisis, and this was as big of a crisis as one could have. With that, they made their way over to the Eleventh Division. Their sister squad awaited, a bastion of strength and camaraderie, the warriors of the Seireitei, the Attack Squad. As he approached the barracks of the Eleventh, Benjiro called out to the Shinigami that manned their reception. "Good afternoon, could we join your Squad in training today? We are Officers of the Tenth Division. I hope that we aren't too much of a bother."