Post by Deleted on Jan 13, 2017 0:06:18 GMT -5
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Opening
Type: Fighter V.2
Affiliation: Vandenreich
Rank: Lieutenant (Would like to keep all of my Training SP)
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Basic Information
Name: Zackary "Sebastian" Jensen
Age: 33
Birthday (Month/Day): January/7th
Blood Type: A+
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Appearance
Height/Weight: 6'3 / 175lb
Physical Description: Face-claim: Emiya Kiritsugu
To put it simply; Sebastian is well sculpted, tired looking, man. He is a plain man that somebody wouldn't pay much attention to, but if one focuses on him he happens to stand out. He stands a little over six feet tall and weighs in at about a hundred and seventy-five pounds. His body is slime and not large, but if you where to remove his clothes you would find a well defined muscular physique. Again, he isn't big but he has the build of someone who regularly works out or does physical activity. He's built like the type to fit perfectly in a suit. His face is narrow sort of like an arrow. Stubble lines his jaw bone.
His hair is a dark grey color and is completely natural, not the product of some sort of chemical treatment. His hair is spiky if he lets it go untreated, but if it gets washed and dried his hair becomes nice and neat. Sebastians eyes are the sort that lack any sort of emotion, any sort of light, are the sort that show a man who is tired beyond his years. The man's eyes reflect the life he has had, the lifeless behind them as result of the blood path he has carved through the years. The best way to describe them is that they resembled one, single, kind of animal in the world. His eyes are lifeless, soulless, dead...just like those of a sharks.
Sebastians body is well defined and at the same time slender. He has a body designed for getting work done, not standing in the gym and lifting things up and putting them down all day. Needless to say, Sebastians body is what most men dream to have. Well defined, broad shoulders and a six pack. His body is not truly perfect though. Across his chest starting from his left breast and ending around the left side of his hip is a long scar. The scar looked to be caused from a blade due to its straight path and varying depths. The middle of the scar is deeper than the two tips and is white like a sheet. Aside from that everything else it just right. Sebastian has two normal nipples and he doesn't grow hair on his torso.
After becoming an assassin and working as a mercenary, Sebastian has acquired a few new scars. Three scars given to him from someones gun dot the back of his right shoulder. He has a puncture scar on his left side, a result of being stabbed. Sebastians arms are built for work and show it. They are ripped with muscle but slim enough that he can slip in and out of either a air duct or a business suit. Sebastians hands and arms are most un-noteworthy after that. Save for the fact he has big man hands that just about covers the arms. His legs are not that unique either. Hair grows along his legs, the top of his feet, and his scrotum.
Sebastian is not often seen in anything besides his trademark suit. He's been questioned before as to why he does not wear the traditionally white outfits that the Vandenreich commonly wear, and in response to that he answered; "His Majesties chosen garments bring unwanted attention and can cause immediate recognition. My job is not to respect His Majesty with what I wear, but to instead honor him with my actions." The Vandenreichs clothes are something that is easily recognizable, and in Sebastians line of work that is not something he can afford. He is the shadow of the Emperor, the arrow in an enemies back, the Vandenreichs assassin.
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-Personality-
Dislikes:
- Not having money - Having no money is something that will irritate Sebastian to absolutely no end. No money means no way to get food, no money means no travel, no money means being unable to survive. No money means that everything he has worked for has been pointless.
- Spending to much money - Oh man, Sebastian absolutely HATES how expensive some things are these days. Gas prices, grocery bills, seven dollars for fast food, a dollar for a soda out of a machine, the cost of ammunition these days. It is ridiculous. He's also incredibly selfish with his money, refusing to even part with a dollar in most cases.
- Unnecessary Death - Sebastian believes everyone has a time and place for when they are destined to die, and he believes that killing people for no reason breaks that flow of fate. However, recently Sebastian has been having no problem killing innocent bystanders if they are between him and a target.
- Arguing- It is usually a waste of time and will get Sebastian or someone else all huffy and puffy. Sebastian would rather sit down and just have a calm conversation with the person rather than beating his chest like a ape and hollering.
- Arrogance - Sebastian doesn't like it when someone brags about how good they are without actually being able back up their words. While he has no issue with pride of bravado, if someone cannot back up their own words he has no issue with knocking them down a few pegs.
- Commitment - He has issues with commitment. Frankly, a psychiatrist could make a career out of Sebastians commitment issues. He has loved at least twice now in the past, only to be left with a feastering hole in his heart. He will not make that mistake again.
- Bills - All working Americans...or people actually...have to pay bills. It sucks. You get charged for the dumbest things. Sebastian hates paying his bills.
- Living in crowded areas - While it isn't so much a dislike, its more of a preference. Sebastian would rather live where it is quite and he has space. And that is why he lives in Nevada a mile away from the nearest town in a trailer.
- Stupidity - Raw, unfiltered, stupidity... What this means is he hates the people who act utterly stupid. Not silly, but just stupid. The racists, the sexists, the crazy women who accuse a man of raping her just because he argued with her, people who don't think and screw things up. Sebastian absolutely HATES stupid people.
- Saika - It's more or less become his job to track down escaped Saika, interrogate them, and then finally send them back to Hell. He dislikes dealing with them, and most hell races in general.
Likes:
- "Me time" - As many people who know Sebastian can tell you, the man is incredibly anti-social. He prefers to spend his time with himself, preparing for his next job. He finds joy in being alone and being with his own thoughts.
- Firearms - One of Sebastians few hobbies, the man enjoys cleaning and maintaining his collection of weaponry. Many of the guns he possess he uses during his jobs, so he has to make sure that they're well kept.
- Travelling - It's one of the only things he enjoys about his work. He likes sight seeing, experiencing new lands and cultures. While he never stays in one place for too long, he enjoys what little time he has during his travels.
- Quiet - When all he can hear is his own thoughts, Sebastian is rather at peace.
- Driving - While he despises spending money, Sebastian has invested in some rather decent automobiles. When off duty or on vacation one of his favorite past times is a cross country drive in his 1967 Chevy Impala across the United States.
- Working - It keeps his mind off of things. All he does is work. All he really cares about is making money. Everyone in Xcution knows he's the hardest worker, and will tell you that he's a diagnosed work-a-holic.
- The Cold - Maybe it's his ancestral European blood, but Sebastian generally enjoys the cold. Another reason is perhaps because it resonates so strongly with him. Death is cold.
- Sex - It's one of the few activities that require another person that Sebastian actually likes. When he feels the itch it's not terribly hard for him to find someone to help scratch it. However, because of his antisocial behaviors and levels of grief it's been a long time since he's been in the sheets with someone.
- Cooking - A very secret like that only three people know. Sebastian actually likes to cook. While he's certainly got the skills to make something delicious, it's very rare you're going to actually see him barbecuing and not eating anchovies out of a can.
- Researching - Sebastian likes going over files, reading, and researching into his clients.
Flaws:
- Workaholic - When he was in Xcution, Sebastian was well known for the amount of work he put into his job. He had a record breaking number of contracts completed, only beaten by agents who had been in the organization longer. He quickly rose through Xcutions rank, gaining infamy for doing so. Only time will tell if the same will be said about the Vandenreich.
- Nightmares - Even after receiving the blessing of the Emperors light, Sebastian is still assaulted nightly by the nightmares he suffered before his transformation. Visions of hell, of the faces he killed, and his overwhelming guilt give him trouble sleeping. Even now he still has to take medications to get himself to sleep, though accepting the Emperors light has helped a little.
- Antisocial - Sebastian is not often seen around other people, and even less actually talking to them. He is a loner by nature and by necessity. He's a killer. He's been developed to only see people as targets, to see them as sacs of flesh containing numerous weak points that can be exploited to end their lives quickly. He's learned that attachments and bonds will only hurt you in the end, so he does what he can to not become attached to people.
- Selfish - At the end of the day, Sebastian is a greedy individual. It was always seen when it came to his money and his hard headedness when it came to paying for other people. But this trait still carries true with the Vandenreich. In fact he joined His Majesties holy army for selfish reasons.
- Too Serious - Sebastian is not the kind of man who ever lets down that professional front. Everything he says, his body language, his mannerisms are all indicative of a man who takes his job seriously. He speaks politely and straightly, not allowing his emotions or opinions to bleed through.
Habits:
- Ditching People - A bad habit of his born from his anti-social tendencies. Sebastian has a habit of simply vanishing, leaving people mid conversation or when they fail to notice him.
- Gun Maintenance - As firearms are his primary weaponry, Sebastian spends a lot of time cleaning and maintaining his weaponry. It's become a habit of his, really, to clean and practice with his guns. He has his own private, underground, ranges and workshops to practice and work.
- Working - An obsession, really. All he does is work. Working is the only thing that keeps Sebastian from offing himself out of grief. He devotes himself entirely, one hundred percent, to his work. Even on his "off time" he can be found working in one way or another.
- Meditating - Not in the sense that most people expect when they hear that word. When Sebastian is not busy, and he is alone, he can often be found somewhere private simply sitting with his eyes closed. Sebastian does this to keep his mind straight and to keep himself focused.
- Keeping Busy - When he isn't working or meditating, Sebastian will do what he can to keep himself busy. This can be seen with him always being on some sort of computer or tablet, reading over stuff and making calls. Even though he is Vandenreich now, he still keeps up his assassin work. Some things are hard to kill, and Sebastians work as a assassin didn't go away when he quit Xcution.
Fears:
- Opening his heart up - Sebastians greatest weakness is his heart. A man that is full of guilt, saddness and pain, kept locked inside deep within his core being and never being able to see the light of day. Sebastian suppresses himself and his emotions, pushing people away if they begin to get too close. Secretly, Sebastian wants to be forgiven. He wants to love again. But twice now he has allowed himself to face a broken heart, the fault being his own. He cannot allow it to happen again. A third time would be hid end.
- Losing all his money - Everything he has worked to acquire is in his secret bank account. For Sebastian money is purpose. All his hard work, accumulated into a number. He aims to make that number reach as high as it can go. If he were to ever lose that number, his accomplishment, well then he would probably snap.
- Hell - After having gone there twice, after having to deal with what comes out of it numerous times, there's nothing more that scares the shit out of him. His entire reasoning for joining the Vandenreich was to get away from it, to give him a way out. A permanent solution to get out.
- Getting Sloppy - New powers are essentially a new body. Even after his transition and accepting the Emperors light, Sebastian still keeps up with his contract killer work. However, what makes things worrisome is he might go back to old muscle memories of when he was a Fullbringer and not adapt properly to being a Quincy.
Goals:
- Purpose - Sebastian only has one goal. One, single, ultimate goal. He is a damaged man who has lost nearly everything he had cared about. He is a man who is destined to an eternity of suffering one his life ends. So...his one goal is simple. Purpose. He wants a reason to live again. He want's something that makes him want to get out of the bed in the morning. Something that keeps him from putting the gun into his mouth. Sebastian already tiptoes on a unsteady edge. One bad slip and he can tumble onto either, dangerous, side of that line. Joining the Vandenreich was his last attempt at finding a reason to live. Hopefully they provide.
Overall Personality:
When it comes to the man in the suit, what sort of personality does an individual like himself possess? Who he was before he began this business has died, replaced by the Assassin whom is renowned throughout the spiritual worlds. He has changed drastically since joining Xcution, and even more since joining the Vandenreichs forces, barely resembling the man whom he used to be. While he can remember the expressions, the personality, the way he used to think and act as though he has not changed, it is just that...an act. Sebastian knows he has become different, he knows that he has changed, he's painfully aware of this in fact. Whether or not it's something good is up for debate, a question that he will give no heed to.
For starters, Sebastian is a cold individual. He is anti-social by nature, striving to remain alone despite repeated attempts by others and even himself to become more social. The way his job works, and the way he himself works, causes him to avoid people by nature. He is the silent killer of the Vandenreich, and strives for that silence all the time. He is often unseen, unnoticed, unheard, and he prefers it that way. But despite these things, Sebastian holds an unmistakable presence. He is the sort of individual that when he talks you listen. His voice demands attention. His mannerisms themselves can put people on edge. He is the sort of man that many people are often uncomfortable around, as those who are intelligent know that Sebastian is masking his truer self.
This anti-social behavior causes Sebastian to have bad habits. When it comes to social interaction he prefers to have none at all. Vanishing without warning or simply ignoring present company, Sebastian is a tough nut to crack. He is always preoccupied by something else, most often that something being work. His dedication to his job is amazing. He was renowned as one of the hardest workers in Xcution, and still strives to uphold this in the Vandenreich. His number of contracts completed is record breaking for someone as young to the Organization as he is, though only topped by senior superiors. Regardless, his efforts are rewarded with high pay, incredible growth in his talents and skills, and securing one of the most powerful positions in Xcution. Only time will tell if this will be the case with the Vandenreich, as they are...different.
Hard working as ever, Sebastian is often given mandatory vacations so as to not cause damage to his health. These vacations bother him simply because he doesn't know what to do with that free time. If he isn't working, he isn't getting paid. The satisfaction of receiving a paycheck is like a drug for him, the only thing he has to look forward to in his life. To him, working and being paid are all that matter to him. Life besides that is empty for him. He finds little to no enjoyment from anything besides working. And when it comes to these jobs the more dangerous and the more rewarding the better. He is a man who is looking for death, though he cannot take his own. He has little regard over his own life, yet takes great caution and care to preserve it. But it's more than just money. Sebastian has to keep himself busy, otherwise his mind begins to wander.
Sebastian is a man who has accepted the inevitable. He knows he will die. He knows he will die young. Nobody who is involved in this line of work lives long. Nobody will live until they are old. He has made many enemies, many whom will go after him once he has left Xcution, and now that he has joined the Vandenreich that number has grown. One mistake can cost him his life. And yet, he is fine with this. He is fine with dying. But, even so, despite his suicide by work tendencies he is afraid of what awaits him on the otherside. Sebastian knows where he is going. He knows that his final destination will be the lake of fire. In order to escape this he joined the Vandenreich in hopes of finding a permanent way out of hell. It's odd that a man who is looking for his own death is afraid of what will happen when he dies. This attitude has only made him colder to those around him.
Many people will state that Sebastian is perhaps one of the most loyal to Xcution. These people do not know Sebastian very well. He is loyal only so long as the pay keeps coming, if there is something in it for him. Make no mistake though, if a better offer came along he would take it. All Sebastian lived for was money. It was all he cared to acquire. He is an empty and grief filled man, and working for the continual growth of his bank account is all that makes his life have any meaning. He was not always like this, though, as this grief began rather recently and from a foolishness on his part. In truth, Sebastian was once a rather kind man. Though he came off as cold, this was just his professional attitude. He has been hurt too many times to allow himself to open up to anyone ever again. The loves of his life stolen from him, his heart broken too many times. Experiences caused Sebastian to become this way, and there is little chance to him becoming warm once again.
Speaking of professionalism, this is a word that defines Sebastian rather well. Though Sebastian will make his own decisions based on situations in order to complete the mission, he is a professional assassin. Man, woman, child, disabled, anything is fair game to him. He has no issue with ending the life of anything so long as he is being paid for it. He does not allow emotions to cloud his judgment, seeing himself as little more than the instrument of His Majesties will. If the Emperor wants someone dead, he sends Sebastian. His lack of empathy for others is what makes him effective, is what makes him efficient. He is like a machine, very rarely disobeying orders in order to do his own thing. And yet, despite disobeying he still gets the job done.