Post by Hanako Nozawa on Aug 31, 2024 13:03:48 GMT -5
Hanako's grin faltered. It wasn't that she didn't understand Fuuko's words -far from it; she understood perfectly well what was to be expected of her. A life of violence was all that awaited her, whether she stayed in the Gotei or returned to the Rukongai to live out her days until reincarnation. She had been made to accept that long ago. No, what was upsetting now was the abrupt change in tone back to the serious, and the sight of Fuuko harming herself before asking that she do the same. She accepted her reality, but that didn't mean that she was completely comfortable with it just yet. After all, to fight and purify Hollow was to rescue their souls from their torment. The thought that she'd have to kill was more unsettling.
"As grim as it is," her expression had darkened a little, betraying her thoughts without notice. She chewed on the corner of her mouth a little to relieve the stress of this part of the conversation. "I understand. Our job is to fight and to kill, to prevent even more suffering. The world is a violent place, through and through." Hanako stepped forward, into Fuuko's personal space so that they were nearly touching in the scant inches between them. Her eyes swiveled downwards, her hand hesitantly reaching for the exposed blade of Fuuko's zanpakutō before stopping just shy of the cutting edge. "If I wasn't fighting for the Gotei, I would be fighting in the Rukongai. At least here, I can make a difference, even if I don't like the methods." She looked Fuuko in the eye with a steady resolve, and pressed her thumb gingerly to the blade. A wince discolored her expression, before it was scoured away again by a playful grin as she drew her scratched hand free.
"But, life can't be all about the bad." A small, demure chuckle followed. "What's the point to it if we don't have some fun, too?" Her grin widened a little, and she raised her hand for Fuuko to see. The scratch had been the slightest of openings, leaving room for just a few droplets of blood to escape and settle on the white of her thumb. "Did you still want a taste, Kou-chan~?"
"As grim as it is," her expression had darkened a little, betraying her thoughts without notice. She chewed on the corner of her mouth a little to relieve the stress of this part of the conversation. "I understand. Our job is to fight and to kill, to prevent even more suffering. The world is a violent place, through and through." Hanako stepped forward, into Fuuko's personal space so that they were nearly touching in the scant inches between them. Her eyes swiveled downwards, her hand hesitantly reaching for the exposed blade of Fuuko's zanpakutō before stopping just shy of the cutting edge. "If I wasn't fighting for the Gotei, I would be fighting in the Rukongai. At least here, I can make a difference, even if I don't like the methods." She looked Fuuko in the eye with a steady resolve, and pressed her thumb gingerly to the blade. A wince discolored her expression, before it was scoured away again by a playful grin as she drew her scratched hand free.
"But, life can't be all about the bad." A small, demure chuckle followed. "What's the point to it if we don't have some fun, too?" Her grin widened a little, and she raised her hand for Fuuko to see. The scratch had been the slightest of openings, leaving room for just a few droplets of blood to escape and settle on the white of her thumb. "Did you still want a taste, Kou-chan~?"