Shizuka Sanamizu [Xcution Seven Guns - Rifle]
Jan 7, 2015 0:22:38 GMT -5
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Post by Shizuka Sanamizu ✮ on Jan 7, 2015 0:22:38 GMT -5
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Type: Spirited
Affiliation: Xcution
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Name: Shizuka Sanamizu
Real Age/Age of Appearance: 29/21
Birthday (Month/Day): 12/20
Blood Type: A-
RP Sample (Optional): See any previous threads with Shizuka.☽ [smear:4EE2EC]A P P E A R A N C E[/smear:F52887] ☾
Height/Weight: 5'5.5"/ 104 lbs.
Physical Description:
As is the same for many girls, Shizuka wears a large array of types of clothing. Her closet is always stocked with only the most popular of designers, with her favorite being none other than Michael Kors himself. Nothing makes her happier than when she is walking down the street and people are obviously staring at her either out of envy or adoration, and sometimes even both. The collection has only grown, yet she favors a couple of particular outfits over others. Every lady has her favorites, so Shizuka is definitely no exception to the rule. While she loves to accessorize, just a nice and simple shirt and pants combo works out of her most of the time. When she is feeling a bit more fancy, she may perhaps put on a dress to impress whoever she is meeting up with. Well, that, or try to get a guy to give her a little attention. Either way, every girl enjoys dressing up once in a while, right? So it is obvious that she would do the same. Sometimes it is just nice to be able to expand the diversity of clothing types, even if she did prefer wearing a particular outfit or two compared to the others she had stocked up in her closet. Yes, life as a girl truly is something exciting. Ever since her graduation from high school, Shizuka found that adding a bit of excitement was just what she needed in her life. However, even with that, her friends and people around her typically saw her in casual wear instead of something more formal.
Beginning with the top of her outfit, before any facial features or body structures are elaborated on, Shizuka dawns a simple, while halter-top that fits closely to her body. It sits just above her naval, leaving it exposed. On the back of it, there is a large, metallic silver star that is outlined with a thick, purple star shape so that it is more exaggerated and, therefore, more noticeable. It serves as a type of symbolism as to who she is, since she has always worn clothing that had stars on them since she was little. She always enjoyed the shape, believing it brought about good luck and granted pure wishes when good people asked for such things. It amazed her that something so standard could hold such meaning, but she thought it was cute so she liked wearing it. Besides, it gave guys something to look at that wasn’t her butt. Shizuka did think the attention was fun when she got it, but if she was on a job, she hated being distracted by people. It was not like the star always helped or even really moved their eyes to something else, but she thought it did what it had to and that was all that mattered. Besides, it was cute. It gave just enough decoration to make the shirt special, and that was what she wanted. Plus, it matched the keychain that she toted around on the side of her shorts.
Speaking of, that is the next bit of detail for Shizuka’s casual wear. Her shorts are a worn-looking type of black color and rest far enough below her butt to not show anything super important, but short enough for her to be able to move freely in them without having a second thought or being uncomfortable. Truth be told, the reason why girls wear short shorts is not always because they are dressing like a harlot. Often times, it is because it is simply more comfortable for the individual and makes it easier to move. Shizuka wears them for that reason and that reason alone. Besides, it extenuates all the right assets. Looped around the pair of shorts is a belt of a matching color with a large buckle in the front, completely covering up the zipper and button pieces of the shorts. It has no special markings on it and is made of some strange metal that all belt buckles seem to be made of. It fits loosely, since the shorts fit well on her. It is used as more of a decoration than as an actual belt. Mentioned before, she has a small keychain that is also in the shape of a star attached to one of the loopholes that her belt goes through on the side of her shorts. It is not there for any other purpose than just an accessory, but Shizuka likes having it there to tie everything together. Since her casual wear is so simple, she thinks it is fun to add little additions here and there to make it look a little bit more cool or involved than it really is.
Then, of course, are her shoes. As per usual, Shizuka will always wear the pair of shoes that her Aunt gave to her when she was young, seeing as it is the base of her Fullbring powers. Since she was originally born in Italy, her Aunt had purchased a beautiful pair of Roberto Cavalli heels that displayed her eternally-painted-red toe nails. Seeing as it was only fitting because of her birthing circumstances, she found the most detailed pair she could. Of course, Shizuka fell right in love with them. They are bright gold with tons of chains of varying sizes and styles hanging down from the buckle that fits thinly around her ankle. These chains rest gently on top of her feet, but are no more than small decorations. There are three straps attached to the shoes, as well, with two being around the toes and one being around the top of the foot by the ankle for support. The heel itself is only about four inches tall, but that just means they are easier to walk in. If anyone has ever tried walking in heels, they can imagine how difficult it must be for someone to be wearing them nearly all the time. Whenever Shizuka does not wear these shoes, she always carries them with her in a small bag of some sort. However, those instances are rare. She always tries to find outfits that would potentially match the shoes if she ever needed them to since they are her go-to pair and the only ones with the ability to transform into her Fullbring.
Additionally, when Shizuka goes out and tries to impress people, she changes from her average casual clothing into something a bit fancier, depending on whichever adventure the event takes her on. This type of fancy wear includes a bright red dress that is also styled as a halter, tying beautifully behind her neck in a small bow. The neckline dips down to just above her breasts, which is enough to show off as much cleavage as she needs to. Because of the style of dress, that happens to be quite a bit. The rest of the dress falls tightly against her body, displaying her petite, yet elegant, frame. The skirt rests around her mid-thigh, if not a little higher. She still wants to be classy, yet this is definitely the favorite among her evening wear. Shizuka does have a few red dresses, since they seem to go with her gold shoes so well, and each one has a similar style with varying fit against her body. Some are more lose-fitting while other show off more of her figure. At her age, she is trying to attract whichever eyes she needs to in order to achieve her goals, which typically involve seducing her targets for information before she terminates them. That, and they can add to an already exciting date when she ever has one.
When referring to her figure, some may find her small or petite. Shizuka is, in fact, quite thin. But it is a good kind of thin that she was able to gain through careful (well, sort of) dieting, a faster than average metabolism, and excellent hygienic care. She does value her body, since it is the major deciding factor on what makes her feel confident. Confidence is key, as they say. Besides, she firmly believes in looking good so she feels good. So starting with her hair, Shizuka always felt more like a blonde, as opposed to her natural brunette color. She does sometimes switch back and forth between the two hair colors, but she is almost always seen as a blonde. She believes it makes her seem brighter and more cheerful. The length alone turns heads on occasion, though. Her hair is so long that it reaches to just below her waist. She can easily reach her hand around her back and grab the ends while still having some left over to hang beneath her fist. Her face is soft but beautiful; having a certain flawless glow to it when she smiles that seems to resemble a goddess. Or, at least, that is how she sees it. On top of that, she has a lovely olive skin tone as she comes from Italian decent, despite her Japanese name. Mixed blood does cause the most precious of babies.
Shizuka’s body, as mentioned, is quite fit. She has a toned stomach that is often decorated by a small belly ring, though she chooses when she wants to wear it. More often than not, though, it can be seen on her. Her arms are thin but femininely muscular, matched by her legs that stand similarly. She cares about her appearance and makes sure people can see that by keeping up with her own workout routine. This also adds to why she is thin, but she looks anything but unhealthy. In fact, one part of herself that she is quite proud of is her own breast size. She used to lament about her lack of a chest when she was younger, but after growing up a bit over the years, she now proudly displays them at a size of 32-C. As silly as it may be for her to be excited over something like that, it really is a part of her that she likes, especially since they are very youthful and perky. But, that is enough of that. Shizuka also has, in addition to the belly ring, five other piercings. Four of them are actually two pairs, as both of her ears have two normal ear piercings beside each other. The fifth is a cartilage piercing on her left ear towards the top in the center of the natural curve that the ear makes. As much as she loves that piercing, it is covered by her hair most of the time because she prefers to wear it down unless she is trying to focus on something and wants all of the hair out of her way.
On top of everything else that makes Shizuka the wonderful girl she is, she has one special feature of her own that truly makes her unique. It’s called heterochromia. That long word is the defined by a rare mutation in the irises that causes discoloration to occur so that one iris is colored differently from the other. In her case, her left eye is blue and her right eye is green. In her left eye, however, she is red-green colorblind. Her family believes it could have been that the rods and cones that identify those two colors were not fully finished developing since she was born six weeks premature, but it does make certain things a little bit more difficult for her. For example, Christmas is a bit weird. Alone, each color turns into this odd maroon. When together, they seem black and white and completely impossible to distinguish. This often confuses Shizuka, so she tries desperately to ignore it, especially since it has been the butt of many jokes since she was growing up. Still, it is a part of her and all her own. Not many people can say they have heterochromia and colorblindness. It is special to her, despite being so confusing all the time. Besides, Shizuka has a few redeeming qualities to make up for it.☽ [smear:4EE2EC]P E R S O N A L I T Y[/smear:F52887] ☾
Dislikes:
✖ - Shinigami - Ever since she was young, Shizuka has always hated Shinigami because of what her aunt used to say about them. She believes no good can come from them and would rather not waste her time.
✖ - Feet - She believes no one ever washes their feet but her. They can be utterly repulsive and she wants absolutely nothing to do with them. It's just so completely disgusting.
✖ - Shoes - This is more of a love/hate relationship. Shizuka loves looking at shoes and owning them but hates wearing them at all. They can be so constricting.
✖ - Drama - Honestly, it should have stopped after high school but it never quite leaves you alone, does it?
✖ - Hypocrites - Shizuka can be bit of one at times, but she loathes nothing more than someone who says one thing but does another. They just seem so dishonest.
✖ - Brussel Sprouts - Nothing about this vegetable is okay.
✖ - Zombies - This dates back to her early childhood and a mean prank that was played on her, but Shizuka really can't stand them and cringes every time she sees anything about them.
✖ - Immaturity - She can sometimes be immature, but there is no excuse for someone to act like a nitwit and get away with it for no reason.
✖ - Whores - Now, she adopted the whole "to each their own" philosophy and doesn't really mind what people do, but she can't stand the thought of how these people lives their lives.
✖ - Drugs - She hates them. Period.
✖ - Alcohol - Similar to the whore thing, Shizuka doesn't care if people drink. She just doesn't really like it much at all.
✖ - Paying for her own food - Seriously, she's a girl. She shouldn't have to.
✖ - Nagging - She'll get to it when she wants to. Shizuka hates being reminded to do something over and over and over.
✖ - Laziness - But if no one nags her, she'll probably never do it.
✖ - Procrastination - Why do today what you can put off until maybe never?
✖ - Babies - These miniature humans disgust Shizuka. She can't stand them and hates being around them, especially when they start to cry. It is the most annoying sound in the world.
✖ - Vocal Fighting - She really just doesn't enjoy raising her voice at people, and Shizuka can be pretty blunt when it comes to pointing out flaws about the other person, which just results in more fighting.
✖ - Worms - Ugh...
✖ - Yawns - These things are highly contagious and even hurt the jaw after a while if you're super tired! Why would anyone like these? Besides, people use it as the best opportunity to breathe on you. Yuck!
✖ - Cursing - Being a lady, Shizuka does everything she can to avoid using foul language. She thinks it is rude and unacceptable.
✖ - Reading - This is just plain boring.
✖ - Large crowds - Shizuka has severe social anxiety that she has to battle every day to be as outgoing as she is. Large crowds of people, especially people she doesn't know, really freak her out.
✖ - Bugs - Shizuka can usually deal with them but if it's bigger than her thumb nail, she's an absolute wreck and will scream and run away, and then have someone else get rid of it. Butterflies and moths are okay, along with few other exceptions. But she hates bugs.
✖ - Sweets - Believe it or not, Shizuka doesn't actually like sweets. She is incredibly picky with what she eats. She has a sweet spot for brownies, a couple kinds of cake, and muffins. Otherwise, she just doesn't see the appeal and would much rather have fruit.
Likes:
❤ - Sweet Tarts - Guilty as charged, these are Shizuka's favorite candy. She can often be bribed with them and has absolutely no shame about it.
❤ - Milk - There is something about this that makes it so tasty, so she drinks it as often as she can. Besides, it's good for the bones.
❤ - Kiwi - These tart little delicacies aren't in her possession very often, but when they are, they don't last very long.
❤ - Earrings - Shizuka is always seen wearing her earrings at all times. She doesn't tend to like many other types of jewelry, but she will always decorate her ears.
❤ - Dancing - When alone, she will dance to as many songs as she wants and even uses it to exercise. Other than that, she typically won't dance, and definitely won't do it in public.
❤ - Gymnastics - This is a bit self-explanatory since Shizuka grew up with it since she was really little.
❤ - Singing - Yet another thing she would only do alone, Shizuka loves to sing her favorite songs and even makes herself sound a little funny when doing it. Life is too short not to.
❤ - Acting - She is a wonderful actress and adores the profession, though she knows it probably is not the best career path.
❤ - Fun Dip - Like sweet tarts, fun dip is a bit of a weakness for her. It's fun to eat and the stick is so tasty!
❤ - Flowers - What girl doesn't like flowers? Especially those multicolor roses!
❤ - Apple Products - They are beautiful, beautiful machines. She loves using her Macbook Air for just about everything.
❤ - Dragons - She has a fascination with these creatures and loves how people have interpreted them over the years.
❤ - Movies - These things are the best! Movies are a great way to pass time, especially if you can't come up with a good date plan.
❤ - Heat - She loves the heat. Snow and ice is pretty neat, but the warmth is so wonderful and nice.
❤ - Fire - This is what causes the heat that she loves so much and is incredibly intriguing. She always plays with it when she can.
❤ - Music - Relaxing and fun, music always finds a way to pump people up or calm them down. It's an incredibly emotional process.
❤ - Jokes - Anything that makes Shizuka laugh is fine by her! She loves comedians and wants to be a bit of one herself.
❤ - Drawing - To pass time, she will draw cartoons or images from popular television shows that she watches from time to time. It isn't exactly a hobby, but she enjoys it anyway.
❤ - Cars - These things are basically her entire life and what she wants to work with in the future.
❤ - Cats - Cats!
❤ - Dogs - Man's best friend, right? She loves dogs and wants to own all of them. Cats are the same way.
❤ - My Little Pony - This is a bit of a guilty pleasure for Shizuka, but she enjoys the show because whaaaat? The animation is good!
❤ - Anime - The stuff that Japan produces can be some of the most epic things she has ever watched in her life.
❤ - Men - Shizuka does love her men. She can be seen checking them out from time to time whenever a cute one walks by.
❤ - Beautiful Women - Though a heterosexual female, Shizuka does know when to appreciate an attractive woman. She does have a few lady crushes, after all.
❤ - Symmetry - Humans are naturally programmed to like symmetry and find it visually appealing, but she knows just how important it really is.
❤ - Animals - Who doesn't love these adorable things? All kinds of animals interest Shizuka, except for bugs. She doesn't like bugs. But she does have a few favorites, with reptiles being one of them.
Flaws:
❖ - Hypocrite - Though she dislikes them, Shizuka has been known to be a bit of a hypocrite. She hates that about herself and desperately wants to fix it.
❖ - Fixing Things - Speaking of fixing, she has a tendency to fix objects that are broken because she just feels compelled to. She does not like broken things and wants it to work again, but it can be incredibly distracting.
❖ - OCD - Shizuka has slight OCD when it comes to certain things and is a bit of a perfectionist when she wants things her way.
❖ - Cocky - She can be cocky, though she tries to tone it down whenever possible.
❖ - Easily Distracted - It is not like ADD, but she can get very distracted by simple things.
❖ - Pyromaniac - Shizuka love, love, loves playing with fire and always goes straight toward it whenever she sees it.
❖ - Not Listening - She has a terrible problem with not listening to people, but she hates it when they don't listen to her. It gets tough.
❖ - Oblivious - While very smart, she doesn't really know what is going on in her own life and tends to ignore most of it.
❖ - Judgmental - She is quick to judge, but she tries to not let that have the real final say in if she likes something or not.
❖ - Pervert - Yes, Shizuka can be a bit of a pervert at times. She doesn't like talking about it.
❖ - Bluntness - Shizuka can be horribly blunt without any regard for people's feelings. She tends to just say what is on her mind, and it can either be funny or hurtful. If someone is offended, however, she will always apologize unless she hates them.
Habits:
→ I often like to run my fingers through my hair or play the the hair on the back of my head when I’m nervous. I don’t always mean to but sometimes it happens anyway.
→ Sleeping naked - I either forget to put clothes on or I just choose not to. There’s not much else to explain there.
→ I always make sure my lips have some form of chap stick on them because if they don’t, they feel all weird. That bothers me, so I keep them covered.
→ Pinching my nose with my thumb and index finger - If someone does something stupid, I’ll often do that to show how annoyed I am.
→ Vibrating my eyes - Is that really a habit? I only do that to freak people out but it happens a lot. Or maybe when I stare at something for too long. I’m not really sure.
→ Showering for exactly thirty minutes - It just happens, actually. I think I have an internal clock that tells me when I need to stop and how much longer I have.
→ Cracking my toes - It feels nice when the air that is stuck between the joints in my toes is gone. It’s like cracking finger knuckles, only it happens more often.
→ Having a total of eight things all the time if possible.
Fears:
→ Zombies. Enough said.
→ Drowning - I love swimming but I’d hate to be that one person who gets too tired and just can’t come up for that relieving breath of air.
→ Hurting people - I hate that thought. I don’t ever want to hurt anyone who is close to me. It pains my heart and I can’t bear to deal with what could happen if I did.
→ My pets dying - Isn’t that a scary thought? I know it’ll happen once day, but all of my pets mean everything to me. I can’t let that happen any time soon.
→ Falling off of a building onto a concrete side walk always scares me. I can’t imagine how much it would hurt just milliseconds before I died.
Goals:
After working in this organization for so long, Shizuka has come to realize her full potential. She will not stop training and trying to better herself, but she has begun to seek after even higher status within Xcution. While being among the Seven Guns is a blessing in itself that she is very proud of, the Fullbringer is attempting to go even further than that. She hopes to one day become Xcution's CEO. She wants to restore the organization to its former days of glory with a bit of modern flare thrown in. She believes she can make it even better than it ever had been and make those who had never heard its name before recognize it as a powerful group. She believes she can be so much more than she ever had been and wants to prove that to not only herself, but everyone around her. She won't stop until she gets there.
Alignment: Chaotic Good
Overall Personality:
As someone with such a dynamic personality, Shizuka finds herself to be an upbeat type of girl who rarely ever gets upset by much. She enjoys the company of those who are familiar to her, though she is known to dislike large crowds because of a slight social anxiety that she tries desperately to hide. It has definitely improved over the years, and she is able to at least start conversations with strangers as long as someone she knows happens to know them, as well. She is unsure of why she has this issue, but she assumed it happened when she was young and it grew into something a bit more severe. Luckily, through exposure to more extroverted people and becoming friends with them, she was able to adopt a semi-outgoing kind of behavior around strangers that allows her to feel more comfortable with them. It took some effort, but she found herself able to develop a type of fake confidence when it came to situations she was uncomfortable with. It amazes her to this day that she came so far from a shy girl who never let go of her mother’s leg and always hid herself from people to a fairly independent woman who can take care of herself when she needs to. Since Shizuka attends college, she needed to be able to push herself to be more extroverted because she deeply adores her friendships and believes each one was a blessing to her. The only reason she even made those friends, however, was because she overcame a powerful fear. She is extremely proud of that.
During her young years as a recluse, Shizuka developed an appreciation for things on the more nerdy side of the social spectrum. Growing up, she always enjoyed video games and anime and things of that nature. It was more entertaining to be a part of a world that was not exactly her own, and she deeply wished for those things to become true. She always loved the idea of having Pokémon or being able to use magic or whatever else her imagination could make up. She still has that overactive imagination, but with her life as a Fullbringer, parts of those desires were made real. It was exciting to her when she realized she could actually use her powers in such entertaining and interesting ways, but she does get a thrill from the more unnatural events. Now, she still keeps those same interests and expanded it on to her academics. She found some fun in math and decided to pursue a degree in Mechanical Engineering at her university. She still freaks out over comic books and loves watching some serious action movies, of course. She especially likes the “X-Men” movies and thinks it would be super cool if mutants like that existed. To her knowledge, it didn’t get that intense in her world. It may just have to stay in the comic book realm and the confines of her overactive mind.
Both fortunately and unfortunately, Shizuka also tends to get herself into a little bit of trouble with her flirtatious nature. Ever since she was little, she has been a bit of a flirt with just about everybody. It is never meant to be harmful, though she does understand how it could potentially make some people nervous about her. If she were in a relationship, she knew she would have to tone that down. Although it must be said, she will never date anyone shorter than her or her height. She doesn’t care about the height otherwise, but she does prefer the taller men. The only problem with it is that she hardly ever notices when she actually is flirting with someone because it happens so often. She became used to it, and so she has to make a genuine effort to think about what she says before she says it. On the other hand, she can sometimes use it to her advantage. Whenever Shizuka wants specific information from people, whether it be gossip or valuable knowledge that she could potentially use against them later, she seduces them into telling her every single detail they know. Now, she may sometimes use this ability to get a couple of “pretty girl discounts” here and there, but let’s be honest. If someone says no to a pretty girl discount, they’re being a jerk. So she just knows what to ask for and people will typically respond in the desired way. Over the years, Shizuka learned to perfect this manner of manipulation and use it to any advantage she had. She still flirts innocently on the side, though. She just rarely ever acts on it, or at least, she doesn’t tend to get too far into certain relations. Shizuka does not like the idea of potentially being labeled as anything negative since she still wants to be regarded as a proper lady.
Despite her tendency to want to show her best side to people since that is what every first impression should be, Shizuka loves to act silly and just be as much of herself as possible. Deep down, she just enjoys being a goof ball and acting like an idiot sometimes. Occasionally, this can be shown when she tries to copy someone else’s voice and just makes them sound like some odd mix between a dumb person and an old man. Actually, that tends to be her default voice for everybody whenever she tries to quote something they said in a mocking way. Everything about her is just a wonderful ball of funny that wants to laugh and have a good time without caring about what other people think of her. Sure, she likes them thinking she’s elegant and all that, but she seriously loves being able to let lose and get the giggles sometimes. She has the maturity of a six-year-old when it comes to humor, but she has all the best intentions in mind. Aside from her slightly off-color or racist jokes, and she makes quite a few of those, she can typically tell some pretty funny one-liners. Well, funny for someone who was, you know, six. Nevertheless, Shizuka enjoys the company of anyone who knows how to have a good time and keep her as entertained as possible. She does not like being bored, but that is why she frequently acts like an idiot to remain entertained when possible, whether it is by dancing badly or having conversations with absolutely no one when she is alone. Honestly, anything will do. She just thinks it is the best way to pass the time as long as you can laugh.
Even though she has a bit of a weird side to her, Shizuka knows when to be incredibly serious. She is very dedicated to her work and never does anything half-assed because she wants it to reflect well. She can be a bit of a try hard, but she needs to be when it comes to just about everything in her life. School is extremely important to her, especially now that she’s working towards a difficult degree. She loves her fun, but Shizuka knows when to calm down, sit down, and study. She has always been this way, though. If she sets her eyes on something she wants, she works and works for it until she gets it. Actually, this has a lot to do with her flirting. She realized that when she really tried to get someone’s attention, she managed to have them notice her more and she could use that. Due to her heavy motivation to finish big projects, Shizuka also makes a pretty good employee in just about any job. She hates most of them but she always has been able to lend a good helping hand. She has an incredible ability to focus on one single thing for as long as she needs to as long as she takes a few breaks in between. Meaning naps. Shizuka does enjoy her naps.
Just like any other girl, there are a few emotional sides to Shizuka, as well. She had a strange time growing up, though, because for a while, she never seemed to show much emotion at all. She was nonchalant about everything and did not care for much. There was a point in time where her parents actually started questioning if she was okay since she barely even cried half the time she probably should have, and that lasted for years. All of a sudden, she cries at everything. If a puppy is learning how to walk, she cries. If a fly farts, she cries. It’s ridiculous. They are mostly just soft tears and not her actually bawling her eyes out, but still. She’ll get insanely emotional over the craziest things. Shizuka does not exactly remember what brought on the ability to suddenly ‘feel’ again or what made her stop in the first place, but she was both thankful and irritated. For a while, she seemed like a total boss and could handle herself better than anyone since she thought she had a great understanding of her emotions. Once she actually started feeling things again, she realized she was just a normal girl. It was so odd being able to relate with other people as they told their tales of sorrow or joy, but she believed it may have just been a phase. Now she loves being happy and accepts being sad. Even anger passes by her and she learns how to embrace it each time. Shizuka did manage to get a good hold of her negative temper, though. She does not lash out at people when angry unless she is severely egged on, and she never truly holds grudges against anyone. Except Shinigami, but they aren’t people.
Going along with her more girly nature, gossip tends to be a huge part of Shizuka, especially when around close friends. Unfortunately, most of her friends are incredibly far away or always at school, so she always needs to find the time to get away and talk to some people or read some tabloids or anything that could possibly give her any juicy information. Shizuka tends to be fairly easy to talk to if people can get past her eyes, seeing as that is what distracts them once they get over her looks. As soon as the relationship changes from stranger to friend, she can practically get their life story out of them with a few odd secrets here and there. She always liked how people thought she was fun and kind, and then even more so when she realized they opened up to her so much. On the other hand, it is a curse as well as a blessing when everyone goes to her and constantly complains about their problems, asking her for advice, and then completely rejecting it once she gives it to them. Shizuka then turns around to her best friend, since they are practically connected at the brain, and proceeds to tell her absolutely everything that is going on with anyone. If someone said she couldn’t tell a soul, they obviously did not mean her best friend, of course. Anybody knows that. Gossiping does take up a lot of time as one of Shizuka’s main hobbies, though. It’s just too fun.
At first glance, she probably does not come off as the intelligent type. In reality, Shizuka is actually extremely smart and enjoys intellectual challenges, which is probably why she wants to be an engineer. From a young age, she actually was an underachiever and hated doing schoolwork. She got good grades, but she just never saw the point in trying. She saw her own challenges, since she is a normal person and not on genius level, but she realized that she had a goal in life and wanted to be successful in the future. Being successful takes hard work and dedication, but she just needed to be motivated. After watching “The Dark Knight”, she fell in love with Bruce Wayne’s sports cars and wanted to pursue a career as an automotive designer. Once that motivation set in, there was nothing she couldn’t do and worked herself silly to get where she needed to be. All of that effort gave her the knowledge she needed to confidently consider herself one of the smarter individuals, as opposed to average knowledge or below average. Mentioned before, she is no genius. However, she is well on her way to being considered one.
Confidence is also a key part of Shizuka’s personality. It took a very long time for her to actually be confident in herself, but she always envied those who could look in a mirror and genuinely be okay with what they saw. She always told herself that if she could pretend to be confident, then it would happen one day. But her crippling social anxiety from when she was a kid held her back even in her teenage years. She was so unsure of herself and could not stand being around other people because she only saw what was inadequate, making it even harder to become friends with anybody. Now, she has a loving support group and wonderful people in her life that remind her about how it is okay to not be perfect. She does not need to be some celebrity or anything for people to care about her, and that is just fine. Of course, Shizuka always likes to pretend she’s some important celebrity anyway. She is confident enough now to say that she loves who she is. Of course, there are still parts of her that she wishes she could fix, but for the most part, she is definitely okay with the young woman she has become. Plus, the compliments she gets on a practically daily basis help with all of that.
Noted many times by others around her, Shizuka is a thin female. This is not because of her desire to stay healthy and fit, though that may help the cause a little. It is really because of her fast metabolism that she has had for her entire life. Her weight has remained the same, even at her age, since she was thirteen years old in the seventh grade. She has consciously tried gaining weight to no avail, but it stopped bothering her so much. The main reason it even bothered her in the first place was because people kept making comments to her, saying she was too thin or frail. In reality she was just fine, but perhaps a bit underweight, if anything. She did not care, though. If she wanted to eat whatever she wanted, that was okay with her. If anyone made a rude comment towards her, saying she needed to stop because her metabolism would not be like that forever, she laughed and said that it didn’t matter because it was just fine right now. Besides, she liked her body. She has a small frame, so her light weight seems just right for her size and makes sense. She is by no means unhealthy, and makes sure she always gets enough food in her system. That alone is its own problem, though. Shizuka is always hungry and can’t seem to stop eating. She constantly carries a snack on her so that she doesn’t faint from hunger because it can turn into an extremely painful experience where it feels like her stomach is eating itself. Still, she finds a way to deal with it.
One of her more favorable qualities is that she is extremely supportive and caring for her friends because she believes friendships are the most important types of relationships that anyone can have. Because of this, she has an unconditional love for her closest friends and is willing to help them as much as possible. Even when they annoy her with their complaints, she never speaks ill of them because she knows they appreciate her being there for them. Shizuka always wants her friends to feel that they can trust and believe in her to be there for them because that is all she truly wants. She would never turn them away, no matter how many times she thinks about doing it. The reason is that she is just a very forgiving person, probably to a fault. She thinks it is easier to forget than it is to forgive, though. So as long as she does forget, then she can probably forgive it, as well. Despite this, her memory can be selective and she may remember a few bad things here and there, but she always tries to be optimistic and take the enjoyment out of life instead of the negativity. She deeply cares for people and wants to do what is right by them, so she does her very best to make them smile and laugh while they are around her. That ties back in to her silliness, because she found that it is easier just to make them have some fun to forget whatever it is that was bothering them.
Now, as joyful as she can be and as much as she loves positive things and tries to be optimistic, Shizuka still has a deep hatred for just about everyone else. The general public tends to be pretty stupid and irritates her to no end. She cannot stand fools and she has no patience when it comes to incompetent people. In fact, unless she gets to know someone, she either feels indifferent towards them or dislikes them completely. Otherwise, she ignores everyone else. Shizuka can be very sarcastic and snarky towards those she does not like and tends to be more blunt than usual. If she does not like someone, they will definitely know relatively soon. It is possible for her attitude to change, but she has a very dry sense of humor around them instead of her usual goofy self, directing all of her jokes towards that person or people. She may even sometimes growl under her breath, especially since some actually compare her personality to that of a dog with her fun and energetic, yet very protective, self. Hardly anyone ever notices it, but if they do, then they know that Shizuka feels very uncomfortable. Most of the time, she will keep quiet. She just can’t help herself if she is engaged in the conversation, though. She will sometimes spit venom, but she really tries not to bite. Overall, though, Shizuka can be pretty interesting.