Post by Raphael Laurent on Dec 4, 2023 1:57:13 GMT -5
Dammit... 2 AM and he couldn't sleep. The nightmares were keeping him up, now, and they only kept getting worse, each time causing him to wake up in a cold sweat. Hell he'd barely even gone to bed, two hours ago, when he'd woken up in shock and horror. Then the voice had started, the same one, as always. This was starting to get old, but there were some things that he was starting to understand. Any time that he had these episodes he had an overwhelming urge to go out and fight hollows and, during such fights, he always wanted to use Hollow Seed.
Power... It was a weird word, as he'd never wanted power before, he'd never really needed any overwheming sense of power. But... now that he was able to easily kill these weaker hollows and even some of the stronger ones, he was beginning to feel more confident. And yet... He needed more. The stronger that he was, the more power that he had, the more people he could protect, the more that he could beat up hollows, the less he'd need shinigami... The more hollows he could kill, and more...
He shook his head. It was so frustrating, having to sit there and listen to various normal people talking about how their days went, as if nothing was wrong in little worlds
There was so much that he still had to do, though; he needed to visit places, needed to understand so much more about the world and with this... He stretched his hand, frowning in annoyance and anger. It almost felt like someone was digging and rooting into his soul... He could feel the anger pulling into him, grabbing him more and more. He wanted... to go out and hunt. He was getting...SO tired of always being in control of himself. Sometimes he just felt that need to let go. He could be... so much more. He knew that in his soul. It echoed throughout the core of his being and made him want to be... But for that he needed more strength; he needed to kill hollows.
A roar echoed through the night and he could sense his opportunity and took a deep breath. It took him but a minute to dive completely in, allowing the feeling to overtake his mind. Immediately his power flared to life, ballooning in an extreme amount of hollow power, the sclera in his eyes yellowing in his giving over to his power. Then he took a deep breath. "Yeeees... Such strength... Letting go...giving myself up... Over to this feeing... How beautiful..." Unknown to himself, his voice echoed in a telltalel way, his eyes panning to the right, as a telltale roar rang through the night.
It didn't take him long to find it, the hollow, and he was on it in seconds, punching and blasting it. Within minutes of Raphael finding it, it was dead. Yet, it hadn't dissipated and with an oddly malicious smile, he raised his right hand, energy gathering into it before jamming a class five hollow seed into it. The technique acted like a saw, ripping it apart and immediately he began to eat. He coould feel it strengthening him, despite how weak it was. It was a wonderful feeling... Finally, he could eat...
Power... It was a weird word, as he'd never wanted power before, he'd never really needed any overwheming sense of power. But... now that he was able to easily kill these weaker hollows and even some of the stronger ones, he was beginning to feel more confident. And yet... He needed more. The stronger that he was, the more power that he had, the more people he could protect, the more that he could beat up hollows, the less he'd need shinigami... The more hollows he could kill, and more...
He shook his head. It was so frustrating, having to sit there and listen to various normal people talking about how their days went, as if nothing was wrong in little worlds
There was so much that he still had to do, though; he needed to visit places, needed to understand so much more about the world and with this... He stretched his hand, frowning in annoyance and anger. It almost felt like someone was digging and rooting into his soul... He could feel the anger pulling into him, grabbing him more and more. He wanted... to go out and hunt. He was getting...SO tired of always being in control of himself. Sometimes he just felt that need to let go. He could be... so much more. He knew that in his soul. It echoed throughout the core of his being and made him want to be... But for that he needed more strength; he needed to kill hollows.
A roar echoed through the night and he could sense his opportunity and took a deep breath. It took him but a minute to dive completely in, allowing the feeling to overtake his mind. Immediately his power flared to life, ballooning in an extreme amount of hollow power, the sclera in his eyes yellowing in his giving over to his power. Then he took a deep breath. "Yeeees... Such strength... Letting go...giving myself up... Over to this feeing... How beautiful..." Unknown to himself, his voice echoed in a telltalel way, his eyes panning to the right, as a telltale roar rang through the night.
It didn't take him long to find it, the hollow, and he was on it in seconds, punching and blasting it. Within minutes of Raphael finding it, it was dead. Yet, it hadn't dissipated and with an oddly malicious smile, he raised his right hand, energy gathering into it before jamming a class five hollow seed into it. The technique acted like a saw, ripping it apart and immediately he began to eat. He coould feel it strengthening him, despite how weak it was. It was a wonderful feeling... Finally, he could eat...