Post by Nakajima Kimiko on Jun 27, 2022 16:01:13 GMT -5
The Soul Society is often touted by the Shinigami of the Gotei 13 to be amongst the safest places in the world. It is a place in which you are told you will be able to rest until your time has come to pass on. You will never be hungry, they said, never thirsty or in pain, and your lives will be protected by the celestial warriors in black that reside within the glorious district of white they call Seireitei. However, what is not told to the many Pluses the Shinigami send to this place so presumably cherished and praised, this realm supposedly so heavenly is that many of its traits. For instance, for one Plus out of a hundred who find themselves in the upper districts of Rukongai where they may experience a semblance of their previous life, the other ninety-nine will instead be told to remain within the latter districts where chaos and sickness roam free. A few Pluses may even also have a modicum of spiritual energy within their bodies, leading them to be forced to consume food and drink water before they perish. And then, there is the matter of the Shinigami's protection.
For what appears to have been since its very inception, the celestial realm has suffered many wounds. These wounds took on many forms, all of which proved to be lethal in their own way. At times, it would take on the appearance of a bandit clan that would seek to destroy everything that dares stand in the way of its members all for the sake of some banal, pretentious reason; at other times, it would instead appear as a sudden rise of spiritual Pluses who find themselves incapable of finding food by themselves, leading to great famines and droughts. A few of these wounds were even inflicted by the Shinigami themselves, as there are times in which they were called by the forces responsible for the functioning of this world to bring balance to its cycle by massively reducing the number of Pluses within the realm. Regardless of the severity of the wounds, however, they would eventually disappear... safe for one particular type of injury. The one that bleeds incessantly, that screams in terror, and leads to permanent damage to be felt for generations. Invasions.
It is unclear how many times the Soul Society has been invaded by an outside force, whether it be from a Hollow, a Hellion or some other spiritual anomaly. Every time an invasion would occur, those who are responsible for the transferring of information throughout the celestial realm would always attempt to keep it hidden from all as a means to soothe those who have suffered losses during them in one way or another. Rather disappointingly for them, this attempt to safeguard peace would often fail, as those who perhaps were unfortunate enough to survive each ordeal would remember them all in great detail. They would remember the sheer amount of blood and guts that would spill everywhere during each invasion, the unmitigated destruction of everything that they once referred to as their new home in this afterlife, and the faces of each creature or monstrosity that has murdered the people they eventually came to call friends. Perhaps there was no other event in recent memory that contained such terrible things than the very latest which struck the Soul Society.
Even after almost two entire years have come to pass since it occurred, the assault against the celestial realm by six million demons was nothing short of a catastrophe. The total number of casualties is still being counted to this day, though it is suspected that it is a number so horrifyingly high that most dare not to think of it. Many homes and shelters were vandalized or downright annihilated by the monsters from below, leaving many Pluses afterwards forced to live in abject poverty that could only rival the hardships of those who reside within the 80th, and the Shinigami were then forced to deal with survivors of the attack who grew desperate enough to fight against their brethren for basic necessities. A few of those which were part of the demonic force even found themselves surviving the wrath of the swordsmen and swordswomen in black, and so decided to remain in the Soul Society so as to torment the Pluses for a bit longer. It was, in every sense of the word, a disaster.
Kimiko was among the many who defended Seireitei against the forces of hell. She could recall every moment of it to a tee, or at the very least the moments she personally experienced as she defended the Blue Stream Gate from the invaders. Needless to say, she was not very sure of how she wanted to feel about it after all that's happened since then. On one hand, she believed it to be amongst the times in which she had the most fun fighting an enemy force. She personally slaughtered dozens, if not hundreds lesser Hellions all by herself, and she found great enjoyment in the act. It was a true battle, she told herself at the time, something that she knew she would remember for many years after. On the other hand, this enjoyment was born out of a deep sense of frustration - maybe even one of outright hatred - she held for Taishokukane, as they were training right before the demons hit the celestial realm. After what was revealed to her only but a short time ago... it was enough to make her see it all under a different view.
A few days ago, she and her spirits spoke to one another. Like the time she was permitted by them to learn how to use her Bankai, she met them at the divide. There, they spoke to one another about many things: her Inner Hollow, the rocky shogi table found within Celes' Inner World, and many other things. Shockingly enough, though he was not keen with the idea at first, even Taishokukane found something to say in all of it despite how difficult it was to get him to speak. In the end, they all realized together that Kimiko has been on the verge of being "taken over", as Celes coined a few times before, due to the emotional distress and trauma she has felt over the years, and so she needed to do something in order to emotionally push her Inner Hollow away from the time being, so to speak. It would allow her to not only allot herself more time for them to prepare against the incoming threat, which Taishokukane had made sure to point out, but also feel better. In other words, as cheesy as it was to her when she understood it, she needed to think of something positive for once and not something negative.
For many days after, she began to think about what she could do in order to feel better. At first, she thought of training, though she rapidly dropped that idea. Though she agreed to follow Taishokukane's teachings, it has been more difficult for her to separate herself from the values she has held for so long than she cared to admit; after all, she can't just become only partly honorable after she has been fully honorable ever since she became a Shinigami. Her second option was to focus more on books. That one seemed like a better decision when she conjured it, as there have been many books she has been unable to read during her year-long depression caused by the acquisition of her Bankai. Unfortunately, after she spent a day reading, she realized that it wasn't stimulating enough. To put it bluntly, she had gotten simply too used to wielding swords, and so now, she felt as though a lack of their use was rather boring. At best, even if she still liked reading, sticking to that activity would only be a temporary solution to her problem. Then... she thought of Wynne.
Her apprentice has been rather dormant lately, to say the very least. Although they still train together from time to time, it has been some time since they have seen each other. From what she can gather, this has mainly been due to the demonic invasion; after all, its aftermath has definitely increased the workload of those from the Tenth. Nevertheless, as she was reminded of the strange giant of a woman, she found herself reminded of the love for teaching she has come to identify during their first session together. While she showed Wynne how to fight more properly with the skills at her disposal, she had realized that she had a deep appreciation for educating others. It was a skill that she admittedly still needed to develop, but even so, she appreciated it nonetheless. It inspired her to potentially do more at the time, to go further beyond with the idea. Now that she was faced with this dilemma of hers... perhaps it was time for her to finally go forward with it.
It was with this train of thought that she found herself heading towards the White Way Gate during one faithful afternoon, then trekking down the first western districts of Rukongai. Her plan today was to find a place where she could potentially teach others how to handle the sword in her own way. Though the damages left by the invasion were still being repaired and there was still a bit of loathing for the Shinigami at this present time, she felt as though there was still a place out there she could use to teach, whether it be a plot of land of some kind or even a vacant building. If she could find something like this, then surely, she could then proceed to properly create the foundations of what she believed could be a literal school of swordsmanship. Just the image she had of herself potentially possessing her very own school with her very own followers was making her smile a bit. I never thought I'd imagine myself thinking about such things... I hope it'll be nice, her thoughts hummed quietly as she proceeded.
Of course, along the way, she would make sure to visit a place within which she could take food on the go. She was not sure of how long this was trip was going to take, and so she'd most likely need to sustain herself doing it. Better to try to have a trip on a full stomach than on an empty one. It was a small stand on the side of the road which marked the 5th district which was being taken care of by a young and enthusiastic man. He was preparing pieces of fried chicken to be served to merchants and wanderers alike who both had enough coin. It wasn't the kind of food that she was used to consume herself, but the scent of it was enough to cause Kimiko's mouth to water a bit. She would approach the stand with an interested look on her face, then smile politely to the cook. "Hello. Can I have, uh... a large box, please?" She would ask as she pointed towards the box she wanted. It was about as thick as her arm, and about half as long.
"Alright! It should be ready soon! Just put the money in there," the man would promise the scarlet-eyed woman before pointing towards a jar which had several Ryo coins inside of it. After Kimiko would pay the price requested for the food, the man would start working on the fried chicken. Hopefully, it will not take too long for the food to be ready.