Collective Introspection

[Nakajima Kimiko]

The revelations which came from Taishokukane were rather plentiful, to say the least. They involved the hiding of the truth behind veiled words for many years, the defense of these realms against a foe that is in all consideration seemingly insurmountable for the time being, and intentions that were ultimately benevolent in nature. The silver shade, as intolerably cold and rude as he may appear to be in hindsight, never once harbored any harsh feelings towards Kimiko, and even now, he still appeared to only wish for her well-being. If that was not the case, he would not have fought the Inner Hollow head-on. Moreover, he would not have attempted to train her for so long or even so much as entertain the idea of giving her access to Bankai alongside Shizukakane. Regardless, even if his attitude was behavior and all of this was nothing but an element of a grander play, the Third Seat couldn't help but simply stand there quietly after all was said and done.

On one hand, once again, she was happy to hear that some of her questions were finally answered. She now finally was aware of what this being has been all along, and she is now also aware of the fact that her nightmares were not actually normal nightmares, but rather some kind of mental fabrication initiated by the being that was remaining within them. It explained why she had so much control over those dreams and why she seemingly had the ability to decide whether or not Kimiko could remember them all in their entirety. That wasn't even mentioning the fact that she would now be able to talk about this in detail with Celes, and they will potentially be able to find some way to make this entire situation much less problematic than it should be. For all she knows, this entire solution is now on the verge of being resolved over the course of the following years, and will potentially be resolved without any more bloodshed.

On the other hand, she was very displeased by the fact that she had been lied to by practically everyone that she trusted the most during all this time. During all this time, all of them knew what was afflicting her, and yet they said absolutely nothing all in an attempt to protect her from the truth. Celes did so by not explaining to her in detail what it was all about back when they went to that resort, Taishokukane did so by constantly refusing to explain to her what the Inner Hollow even was during the entirety of their training together... and even Shizukakane did so. The particular way he decided to hide it from her was perhaps the most hurtful of them all, as from the looks of it, he hid the truth not by simply sticking to short terms and veiled descriptions, but rather by feigning ignorance altogether. Never once did she believe that he was hiding something from her or a modicum of knowledge about the "dream", as he described.

In a way, she understood why they decided to do it. They all wanted her to feel safer, to not worry about such things and to just move onward without constantly living with the fact that this Inner Hollow could act at any given moment. Nevertheless, it all still bothered her so incredibly. She was not a child that unequivocally needed their protection from something that could harm her. She was not even just some random townsfolk of the Rukongai. No, she was a Shinigami. Not even just any Shinigami, but someone who was literally so powerful that she could actually use her Bankai, meaning a Shinigami who was about as powerful as perhaps one of the Captains of the Gotei 13. They should have told her. They all should have done so. They should have directly informed her about the Inner Hollow's existence without hesitation, and given her information about her so that she could have prepared for this in time instead of just feeling so terrible for so long.

This was why, as Celes spoke to Taishokukane, the Third Seat simply remained silent and said nothing as her wound healed and the ink that surrounded her faded away. There were too many emotions that plaguing her mind in this moment, and quite frankly, she felt that saying anything more would have simply caused more problems than anything else. In other words, she found no use in speaking any further for the time being, and it appeared as though neither did the silver shade despite his apparent attentiveness. He would allow the Captain to speak her words about his potential to share knowledge to others, about her will to eventually prove herself to him as a woman deserving of his teachings, and about the corrupted being named Yukito who tormented her and Yunorashi. Once she finished speaking, he would not say a thing, causing the area to simply remain silent for a short time. Eventually, however, he would simply huff again: "Like teacher, like student."

It was difficult to say whether this short observation was meant to be positive or negative, though it was clear that he aimed to reveal the similarities between Celes and Kimiko after he spoke it to them. Regardless, this would be the only one of these observations he would decide to give to them before he turned his back to them and started slowly walking forward into the forest. "Perhaps I will one day consider you worthy of my full attention. That day, however, has yet to come," he would tell the Captain as his body became more and more difficult to perceive as he walked. "Now leave this place. My patience shall not be tested further." He would continue to head onward for a few more meters before he would simply eventually disappear. His presence would no longer be felt and neither would his spiritual energy. It was as though, despite the damage that has been caused to the surrounding trees, he had never been there to begin with.

After the spirit left, Kimiko would simply stare in the direction from which the silver shade disappeared. She remained quiet, simply gazing at the many trunks of the enormous trees the shade supposedly used to vanish out of sight. Though she would ignore the changes in the environment in the moment, ti was hard to deny that the forest now bore the marks of battle once again. Many of the aforementioned trees have had their trunks heavily damaged by the powers that were so swiftly showcased. Some now held great craters which were created by spiritual might, while others instead bore scars of great blades pushing into their bark. It was a rather horrifying sight. Nevertheless, now that it was all over, it was hard to deny that there was a serenity to it all. Though the noise of the leaves above remained just as loud, the light in the distance had turned from its previous blood red to a calmer cloudy gray, and the tension in the air vanished.

The quietness of the Shinigami would remain for a time, though it would not last forever. Once a few seconds passed, she would turn towards the direction of the divide and start walking. "Let's go," she said, then moved onward, hoping that Celes would follow. With their main questions answered, there were no more reasons to remain here any longer, and so it would perhaps be better for them to indeed leave before Taishokukane suddenly becomes angry again. Besides, they needed to find Yunorashi; after all, she has not come to join them while they fought against the silver shade. Should they both proceed, they would pass by the many trees they have damaged during their fray, many of which were covered in stray blades of grass and splinters of wood that had flown into their trunk due to the winds Celes rose with her Astral Soul. All things considered, it was rather miraculous that none of the trees had fallen. Who knows what kind of damage this forest would have taken should such a thing have occurred.

Kimiko did not say a word during the trip, only looking towards the ground with a frown as she thought about all that's happened. It was only once the distant light of the sunny fields started to be seen in the distance that she would find herself leaving out a sigh. "That was... a lot," she said plainly, unsure of how to describe it all otherwise. She was not as frustrated anymore or even as tired, though she still wasn't particularly happy about being lied to. "I need some time to think."

[Celes Castellanos]

"Like teacher, like student." This made Celes chuckle a little. After her proclamation to grow strong enough to face Yukito... after showing some level of respect to the Zanpakutou Spirit with whom they had shared a short bout... this is all he had to say? Biting her lip, she let out a soft groan. For a moment though... she'd reminisce. She took Kimiko under her wing very early in her career as an Academy Student. They had known each other... trained together... for what must have been years. Maybe even decades? Sometimes forget where the time went. Regardess, she was sure that on some level... the two of them had rubbed off on one another. She didn't care whether it was out of spite or as a compliment... both interpretations had value after all.

Before she could give it more thought though, the Captain saw the shade turn his back, returning to the forest from where he once came. As he walked further and further, Celes would have a much more difficult time seeing the Zanpakutou Spirit. It was than just the darkened ambience of the Forest. Before she had time to explore it further, Taishokakune spoke brieflty. "Perhaps I will one day consider you worthy of my full attention. That day, however, has yet to come," A smirk grew on the Captain's lips as she continued to listen.  "Now leave this place. My patience shall not be tested further." With a small hop, Celes was back on her feet. She'd mutter softly under her breath. "Of course... I did give my word after all.." 

Mere moments after, Taishokakune disappeared from sight. More than that though, his spiritual pressure was nowhere to be found. The powerful surge of spirit energy that leapt forth from his body simply vanished. The only ones that Celes could sense and only briefly at that, were herself and Kimiko. Soon, Kimiko would begin making her way back to the divide from where they had arrived, her voice low and dispassionate. "Let's go," Celes nodded, moving swiftly next to her friend and making her way out of the Forest. As she did, the allowed her own spiritual pressure to settle down. In that moment, any reiatsu that once bled from her Shikai would simply cease. At the same time, Celes opened her hand as two twin katana formed once more, sheathing them seamlessly as they walk.

Celes sighed as her eyes darted across the landscape of the Forest. Each tree that they passed began to contrast the battlefield where they had faced off against Taishokakune. These trees stood strong without any blemishes to detract from the serene light breeze that began to blow as they drew closer and closer this worlds' end. It partly upset Celes... to deface an Inner World like this was akin to sacrilege in her eyes. Not towards Kimiko, but to herself. She was after all merely a guest. Someone she brought along on a search for answers. Now that they had them, the conversation between the two of them would grow silent. Finally... Kimiko would break the silence as the sight of the brightened sun became visible. 

"That was... a lot," Celes nodded silently. Her disciple was acting somewhat stoic. Her voice carried little joy with it. Nor did she sound upset. It was in that moment that Celes felt a pain. Not from a mere wound, no. The feeling of being lied to by everyone you hold dear. It was a sinking feeling that Celes was not sure if she liked. Actually, no. She hated it. It was rife with despair... filled with endless questions with seemingly no answer and grief. Celes began to wonder for a moment, her eyes darting over to the slow movements of her disciple. "Is this... coming from her?" Celes' heightened empathy did not provide her with much comfort in this situation.

"I think I need some time to think." Celes nodded. She wanted to try and comfort Kimiko. For a moment she even stopped. She'd hesitantly raise her hand, seemingly looking to reach towards Kimiko. Just as the hand lay before her chest, Celes stopped. Shortly after... her hand sank again and the Captain would simply follow behind Kimiko, not a single word coming from her. She didn't deserve to comfort the Third Seat. It was not her place at the moment. She had helped proliferate a lie. She allowed it to fester. In blissful ignorance, Celes tried to shift all conversations away from Kimiko's troubles. Her mind raced. "She tried to tell me about these problems... Why? Why didn't I listen more?" 

It was a haunting feeling for Celes. She even realized something else. Camila defected from Soul Society because she felt that nobody trusted her. There was nobody she felt that she could turn to. When Celes struggled with Yukito, she felt alone. As if she was the only one in all of Soul Society that could have this... leech latched into her. Celes felt that she couldn't talk to anyone about it and in a way... she really couldn't. By contrast, Celes had suspicions of Kimiko. Unlike her own situation, Celes could've been there for Kimiko. She could've told her earlier. She should have told her earlier. The Captain's heart sank at this revelation. She truly believed that she had failed her student and as penance, Celes would not offer a word of advice or a comforting hand. Instead, she'd just follow after Kimiko, quiet, as if a rainy cloud hung over their heads.

[Nakajima Kimiko]

Kimiko had no knowledge of Camila, of the woes she suffered, or the similarities to her she may possess. She had no idea of who that officer was supposed to be, and though the memories of her may long remind Celes of her failure to save her, they have never once reached the Third Seat and so had no effect on her mind. Nevertheless, it was true that those aforementioned similarities were more than just a little bit striking. They both were Shinigami afflicted by the same curse, they were both betrayed in a time of need by those who only wished to protect them, and they suffered in their own way from the grievances that last fact has arisen. Moreover, in a most ironic of fashion, they even shared physical similarities in the color of their hair and eyes, which was rather peculiar; after all, those with black hair and red eyes are a rare sight to behold in these times. Then again, so were those who sported green hair or other stranger features.

However, though the Third Seat was very much hurt by what she has gathered from Taishokukane, there was a difference between her and the one that Celes once called her friend. It could be felt within the energy that surrounded her as she proceeded onward towards the distant light of the fields. Unlike the other, she would progressively become... lighter. The weight that was once set upon her shoulders like a massive boulder that she could not remove had been lifted an inch, and the further she pondered about what she has learned, the further the weight was lifted from her being. It was not a particularly swift process and there was no guarantee it could continue without being interrupted or suddenly be sabotaged by any more news about her condition, but it allowed her to think more positively about all that she has learned. With the negatives of it all now out of the way, she could focus on the positives, and it brought her hope.

Yes, it was true that everyone who was aware of her condition had lied to her. Again, they should have informed her of its existence and they should have provided her resources for her to use so as to not feel as bad. However, as mentioned previously, she now knew what the problem was. There were no more unknowns about the matter or anything else that was hidden from her, only truth. As terrible as the fact these people have lied to her may be, they could no further hide it from her, and so now, she could face it in her own way. She did not need to worry about what it was supposed to be any further; now, she only needed to worry about what it could do to her and Shizukakane in the long run. She was going to prepare herself for the day that will come in which she will have to face this being head-on, and though this decision will mostly like ask that she sacrifices values she may hold dear, she nevertheless will be sure to persevere.

With this in mind, once they finally arrived at the divide, Kimiko's gaze rose and became less grave. The moment of anger and frustration had passed, leaving nothing behind but solemn consideration as she remained motionless, staring towards the fields. The grass which spanned infinitely into the distance appeared to be wet, almost as though it was stricken by a terrible rain only minutes earlier, but the skies above have been completely cleared from any clouds. They were now a bright sunny blue with a distant star that shone brightly and powerfully in whatever may be referred to as space in this realm. It made the picturesque view of the majestic fields they have visited only but an hour or so ago appear as beautiful as ever, but also sharp, strong, as though it had been specifically drawn so as to express determination and hope. There could not be a better representation of the feeling Kimiko currently felt in her heart.

As the rays of the sun shone brightly onto them, the Third Seat would step forward and let herself slide against the raised earth surrounding the side of the divide delimiting the forest. She would brave the rough and quiet winds within it, then climb onto the other side with a precise jump. Once she reached her destination, she awaited Celes so that she could proceed to do the same, then walked forward once again towards where she believed Shizukakane - and therefore, Yunorashi - would be located. Due to the wetness of the grass, the crunching of its blades beneath their feet felt somewhat more difficult to accomplish. It was more slippery, more difficult to stand onto, enough so that any moment of inattention could lead to a most unfortunate slip. Nevertheless, the sun shone so bright that it caused the area to be slightly hotter than usual. For all they know, it will not take very long for it all to become dry once again.

Since they were not heading forward into a sprint this time, this trip would take longer, allowing the two Shinigami to be bestowed once again the vast enormity of the forest that now stood behind them. At a walking pace, the trees barely became smaller as they moved further and further away from them. They were truly a most frightening wall. However, as they moved onward, their sight would not feel so intimidating anymore. The fog that inhabited the grounds surrounding their trunk became less threatening and now more so irrelevant, as though its existence was now accepted as being ultimately simply there. Even the trees, as monumental as they were in appearance, didn't feel as titanic anymore. Despite this, none of these things have changed. It almost felt like Kimiko's blossoming new view on what she now needs to accomplish was already starting to change her Inner World into something different. The differences were not exaggerated by any means. Some may even consider them imperceptible... but they were definitely there.

The walking would continue for a bit longer. During this time, Kimiko remained silent still, not bothering to take into vocally take into account the changes to her Inner World, as she felt that would have simply been strange. However, after a certain point, she would finally decide to speak. "I still am not sure of what an... Inner Hollow really is," she would say as she continued to walk onward, "but I'm not gonna let it kill me. I'm gonna continue becoming stronger, and once I get strong enough, I'll fight it back with all I've got." This was not a mere suggestion that she had decided to say in the moment. It was a full on declaration, a promise, and she wanted Celes to understand that to the fullest extent. Eventually, she would look over her shoulder towards her mentor, giving her that resolute gaze. "From now on... please, no more lies or cryptic talk. The same will go for the others. I don't think anyone can really help me fight this thing directly... but I can't pretend I can deal with this on my own anymore."

There was a lot of maturity in those words, enough so that she found herself briefly going mute once again as she looked onward. All of these things... They truly have changed her. She wasn't sure if it was for the better or worse, especially given that her anger was still just as potent in battle, but it felt like this was the step in the right direction.

[Celes Castellanos]

Walking towards the divide, sliding down, and enduring the harsh winds that almost seemed to cut away at the rock itself was not something that Celes particularly enjoyed. It was such a strange feature for an Inner World to have. Despite sharing an Inner World, the two Zanpakutou Spirits were night and day... at least on the surface. Both seemed to take their duties seriously and yet... Shizukakane had far better manners. It was more than that though. They could likely easily choose to cross the barrier and meet with one another, but they did not seem inclined to do so. In contrast, Yukito had walked through her Inner World countless times. Then again, he was an Inner Hollow. Celes was not too sure about the logistics of what it allowed him to do. Much like Yunorashi, he seemed bound to her spirit.

This minor distraction would shift her thoughts just enough that she would fall into a trance-like statement of movement. She'd follow Kimiko while not speaking a single word. Even as she came out of the trance, beginning to put the Forest behind them, Celes chose not to speak. Part of her didn't feel worthy in Kimiko's presence. She called herself a friend. A mentor to the Third Seat and yet she had betrayed her trust. It weighed heavy on Celes' mind as they walked along the bright Fields leisurely. Thankfully though, Celes would be able to notice the shift in the weather. It had become far brighter. Ominous clouds no longer swirled in the sky. It was a perfect day. The Captain smiled at Kimiko at this realization. 

Even her body language just seemed more content. As if she was inspired. As Kimiko finally took the moment to say something after the long period of silence, Celes listened to her words intently. "I still am not sure of what an... Inner Hollow really is," The Captain had to admit to herself. She did not fully understand the true nature behind the Inner Hollows that seemingly plagued them either. How could this happen? How could a Hollow latch on to the soul of a Shinigami? What motivated their callous actions? These were all questions that swirled through Celes' head. She was not sure if she really have a good answer for any of them. Anything would be pure speculation on her part. Before she had more time to think about it, Kimiko continued to speak. 

"But I'm not gonna let it kill me. I'm gonna continue becoming stronger, and once I get strong enough, I'll fight it back with all I've got." The tone of voice was instantly familiar to the Captain. It was declaration. She truly intended to fight back and ensure that she would reign supreme. The Captain smiled and nodded in response to this. Much like the determination that she had expressed when discussing her own Inner Hollow, so would Kimiko proclaim her own. It was... nice to hear. It seemed that there recent interactions had been riddled with uncertainty and misdirection. It was a good boost of morale to have a clear path forward. However, despite the celebrations, it was Kimiko's next comment that made Celes sigh. 

"From now on... please, no more lies or cryptic talk. The same will go for the others. I don't think anyone can really help me fight this thing directly... but I can't pretend I can deal with this on my own anymore." Celes bit her lip gently and for the first time in what felt like the last half hour, the Captain spoke. "Of course... Trust me, if I could help you with this, I'd not leave your side until this leech is eradicated along with my own..." There was a certain level of aggression to her voice before she eased up a little. She'd look down at the ground, tapping her shoulder for a moment. After a few more seconds of this, Celes looked at her disciple and spoke again. Now her voice was far softer.

"Look Kimiko... I understand if you feel some resentment towards me for lying and for turning a blind eye to everything..." She'd sigh for a moment, still walking. "As I once told you... Camila suffered from an Inner Hollow as we do now. At the time.. I pushed hard for the truth. I wanted to know what happened so I could advocate for her. In the end, I fear that my pushing her eventually helped to drive her away. Me... one of the last people that she felt she could trust. I fear that with you, I've done the opposite.." For a moment, Celes stopped walking. She'd bring her hands up to her chest, curling them into fists. The anger at herself was beginning to fester once more. As she tightened her fist, blood would gently drip her hands as she accidently dug her nails into her fist. "Despite my suspicions... despite all your efforts to confide in me... I hoped, no, I convinced myself that I was wrong. I hoped that by closing my eyes and waiting that the problem would go away on its own... and now here we are. Because I wasn't willing to pursue this. Because I, someone who you trust, lied to you." In that moment, Celes' voice broke a little. Her energy was spent. She felt hollow. As if she was a husk of her former self. There was no blissful smile on her face, no positivity to be felt from her.

With a shake of her head, she'd speak as she continued to walk forward at a slightly faster pace. "The point is, I'm sorry. I let my experiences with Camila blind me from your truth. I swear... that won't happen again." With that, Celes would go silent again as she continued to move forward. The slippery grass underneath disturbed her balance every now and then, but she didn't care. She'd just continue onward, still very little radiance felt from her. She was not sure how much time would pass until they found themselves back where Shizukakane and Yunorashi resided, likely still sitting at the chabudai. As it came into view more and more, the childish voice of Yunorashi could be heard, laughing. "-Shogi? You played Shogi with her till you gave her your name?!" The younger Zanpakutou Spirit chuckled as she took another sip of tea. "I've to admit, I've never been very good at Shogi. Celes tried to learn once, but I'm sure you've gathered that she isn't the most patient... Then again. Like teacher, like student." As the two Shinigami approached, Yunorashi looked over, grinning at the two of them. "Oh! Pleasant of you to join us again! I hope that everything went well?" Yunorashi spoke, clearly aware of Celes' body language, but choosing to take that up with her later, instead wanting to explore how the meeting between the two Shinigami and Taishokukane went as if she didn't have any idea... Her giggles gave away that she was feigning it.

[Nakajima Kimiko]

Kimiko's eyes remained on Celes as the Captain went on to explain why she had hidden away the truth about her condition from her. In summary, the reason which was told was the very same she had predicted only a few moments prior: she simply wanted to protect her from the harsh reality that came with the existence of an Inner Hollow. There were of course more details to it, such as the fact that she went too far to push this Camila to learn about the truth which in turn made her hesitate to do the same with the Third Seat, but at the end of it all, it boiled down to a wish to protect her. Once again, she understood why this wish was created. They are both friends, close friends, and so it is only natural that Celes would thus want to protect her. Hell, she was quite literally the Captain responsible for the defense of the whole celestial realm. You literally could not have someone that is more protective than that. Even so, it did not stop being bothersome to the Third Seat.

She would continue to listen to her friend as they proceeded onward. She would take in the fear that her friend felt when she first suspected the Third Seat of having an Inner Hollow, the hope of not having to deal with yet another of those beings including her own, and the foolish convincing that she has accomplished to make sure this hope was ascertained. She would also take the regret that her friend felt in her decision to hide it all away from her, and the melancholy that then followed. Obviously, the sight of seeing the Captain being so drained of the life she usually holds hurt Kimiko. It wasn't as frightening as the blank expression she showed back then while they were both at the spa resort, and it should have realistically been something that she should have striven to see after she had set off to make the Captain understand her mistake... but it was nevertheless something that she wished she could not have seen. It felt wrong to see something usually be so bright turn into something so dark, so wrong that it compelled her to look away.

An apology was then given. Celes would not let the fate of the other Shinigami harm her again. In a way, once again, that was what Kimiko had wanted to hear after she told her previous words. However, as they continued to proceed onward into the grassy fields, this feeling of righteousness that she felt should have come from this never came. It felt like, among the parties involved in this whole mess, only she and Taishokukane truly got anything out of it at this  very moment; after all, she liked to think that she had taken all of this better than she thought she would so far, and Taishokukane also seemed satisfied enough by the fact that he did not feel shackled by his task to the point he could not speak of the matter with her anymore. Shizukakane probably had a few positives out of this as well, even if it most likely hurt him. Celes, in comparison, simply got nothing out of it by complete regret. There were no positives for her as it stands, only utter negatives. For all Kimiko knows, her friend probably believed she could not trust her anymore.

With this in mind, as they proceeded onward, the Third Seat would continue looking onward towards the many hills ahead. It would appear at first as though she had nothing to say to the Captain as they passed by a few more of these hills. However, by the point they would find themselves nearing one of the many sakura trees which inhabited the fields, she would find the strength to express what she has been wanting to say ever since Celes mentioned the other officer: "I'm not Camila." It was another declaration told with conviction and determination, another matter of fact that she felt needed to be stated as the petals of the sakura tree flew down onto the grass below. "I'm sorry for... whatever happened to her. I'm sure she didn't deserve it. But I'm not her... and I won't end up like her. I'll make sure of it." After this was said, she would look over her shoulder with a calmer look. "So, yeah... Please don't be too depressed over this. I wasn't trying to make you sad or anything like that."

The delivery of her words were as awkward as usual. At this point, it was to be expected from someone who never specialized herself in socializing even to this day. Nevertheless, she meant her words, and she wanted to make sure Celes understood them completely. The last thing she wants out of this is for the Captain to suddenly become distant all of a sudden and to not want to see her again out of regret for all that's happened. She needed all the help that she needed from those she could trust, and in so doing, she needed everyone to be at their best whenever they offered their help, whether this help be granted through conversation or training. A depressed or sad Celes who would want to stay away from her solely because of the fact she regrets lying to her would unfortunately greatly undermine that goal. If there was any time in which she needs the mentor that has been guiding her ever since her very first days at the Academy, it was definitely now.

Once all was said and done, the two women then headed further onward, passing by a few more hills and trees. Eventually, they would be able to hear the distant laughter of a particularly-childish spirit. Their conversation was somewhat difficult to comprehend at first, though once they were close enough, Kimiko at the very least could hear an elderly spirit chuckle quietly as he took a sip of tea of his own. "Indeed, I have. I believed the game to be more entertaining for the both of us than plain swordplay," he jested as he then gave out a warm smile to his interlocutor. Of course, these spirits were respectively Yunorashi and Shizukakane. There was no doubt about it. They were even still sitting at that same table from before, which somehow appeared to not have at all been affected by the rain which has supposedly passed not that long ago. "Though it is true that it may be difficult to introduce your master to it, shogi allows one to develop their patience. I am quite sure that, should she decide to do so, Celes-san will become as skillful as Kimiko-chan, no matter how impatient she may appear to be now." 

The conversation and the overall atmosphere between the two spiritual beings appeared to be rather peaceful in hindsight, at the very least. They respected each other quite a fair bit, which in turn contributed to the making of a respectable friendship. Unfortunately, the sunny tone between the both of them would come to an end once they would notice the coming of the mentor and her student, as Shizukakane would take on a more reserved look. Kimiko noticed this, though she would first find herself focusing onto Yunorashi. It was rather unsurprising that she did; after all, she was definitely the loudest of the two spirits and the one who called for the most attention. "Weren't you supposed to come join us...?" She would ask with a comically-perplexed look at first, as though she was purposefully criticizing the girl's remark, then let out a sigh. "Anyway... I can't say that everything went perfectly, but... we got what we wanted out of it. That's all that matters."  

She would then find herself staring at the elder spirit, causing the two of them to simply remain quiet for one another. There was very much an air that was somewhat uncomfortable between the two. It was without tension or any intense energy, but it clearly felt as though there was something wrong and that it needed to be spoken out. Shizukakane would eventually be the first to find himself speaking amidst this air of uncertainty. "It would seem that he has told you the truth behind the dream's true identity," he calmly ascertained from the way Kimiko stared at him. She did not respond in the moment, but he could tell from the way she looked at him that he hit the nail right on the head. This would cause him to take a sip of his cup of tea in a solemn fashion before bowing his head forward, enough so that his face would be hidden from view. "My dearest apologies. My lies were not meant to bring you harm, only safety." 

Kimiko would stare at him in silence for a bit longer, though visibly felt discouraged by the bowing. To her... this was almost worse than Celes' saddened appearance. So much worse. However, she would remain strong nonetheless, feeling that it was at this point necessary. "How long have you been fighting her?" She would ask quietly, wanting to hear what he had to say about it.

There was another moment of quietness then, but eventually, the elder spirit would respond: "For many years even before the birth of the silver shade."

"Then from now on, if you fight her again... please tell me everything about it, alright? No more lies."

"... Of course."

The air was still heavy between the two, and it is clear that it will take time before Shizukakane retrieves his brighter attitude, it seemed that an understanding had been made. Like Kimiko has said before, that was all that mattered for the time being. After this was settled, she would look on over to the horizons of the fields, then let out a sigh. "I think that's enough for now. It feels like we've been here for just... hours," she would tell them all with a bit of a tired tone in her voice. All things considered, it at the very least sounded much less exhausted compared to the one she held before when she first arrived in this Inner World. If anything, despite all that's happened, she almost sounded downright revitalized. "Do you wanna go eat something, Celes...? I feel like we've skipped lunch."

[Celes Castellanos]

Opening up about her reasons for lying to Kimiko was something that did help Celes a little. She felt ashamed. A traitor to everything she tried to reach Kimiko. Despite that, as they walked under a solemn Sakura tree, the Third Seat finally addressed it. Celes waited in preparation. She could feel something coming. She deserved to be yelled at... to be told how wrong she was... at least that's how Celes felt she deserved to be treated. Yet as Kimiko spoke, her voice would be soft. Firm, but there would be no malice behind it. "I'm not Camila." It was declarative. Not unlike how Kimiko expressed her effort to face her Inner Hollow.  "I'm sorry for... whatever happened to her. I'm sure she didn't deserve it. But I'm not her... and I won't end up like her. I'll make sure of it." The Captain was utterly disarmed. There was nothing she felt she could say to this.

All her worries... all her fears trying to be washed away. As Kimiko turned to look over her shoulder, Celes saw only a soothing expression. "So, yeah... Please don't be too depressed over this. I wasn't trying to make you sad or anything like that." Celes couldn't believe it. She was not quite sure if it was forgiveness. Even if it wasn't, it was a start. The Captain's expression would improve by a great deal. Her eyebrows lifted, her cheeks flushed and she gave a slight smile. Without as much as a word, Celes simply nodded her head. It was all she needed to do. Her disposition would become... brighter again. It was not quite where it normally was, but she did not look so gloom anymore.

With that out of the way, Celes treaded on with an invigorated stride. They'd pass more hills and the occasional set of trees that decorated the landscape. It was there that they found that familiar chabudai where they had originally met with Shizakakune to seek answers. Just as they had left them, so would the two Zanpakutou Spirits sit there... talking. Celes did not catch much of it, but they seemed to be discussing... Shogi? She tilted her head as Shizakakune briefly explained his interest in Shogi and how even she herself could improve with time. Celes bit her lip. "Is she seriously talking about the time that I gave up and flipped the board?" Despite her annoyance, Celes would blush quite a bit as her cheeks flushed a pure red.

Soon though, Yunorashi would welcome them back with all the eloquence of a child. Suddenly, Kimiko made a snide comment that had Celes focus her own on her Zanpakutou Spirit. "Weren't you supposed to come join us...?" The younger Spirit simply looked at her as she sighed and spoke. "Anyway... I can't say that everything went perfectly, but... we got what we wanted out of it. That's all that matters." Suddenly a grin touched her lips. "Well, that is wonderful to hear. As for my absence well..." She'd look over at Shizakakune with a warm smile. "I'm afraid that he kept me busy. We were just sharing stories. You know, guiding you two through the perils of being a Shinigami." 

Celes rolled her eyes at the young Zapakutou Spirit as she simply gave a knowing grin. She'd gently tap her fingers against the table as the elderly Spirit commented on the situation. He knew that they had finally gotten the answers they sought. Though as he continued, one particular comment caught Celes' eye. "My dearest apologies. My lies were not meant to bring you harm, only safety." She blinked for a moment and sighed along with Kimiko. "So.. I guess he was in the same boat as me, but... no. He's too perceptive. He knew longer." Soon though, the conversation would take a turn. One where Kimiko finally confronted Shizakakune. "How long have you been fighting her?" The Captain's eyes drifted over to the Zanpakutou Spirit who would respond after a moment. "For many years even before the birth of the silver shade." Finally Kimiko would express her desire for no more lies. She wanted to be apprised of the situation to which it seemed that Shizakakune had no choice, but to concede.

The earlier comment did make Celes peer at Yunorashi, giving her a questioning look. She'd speak softly. "Yunor-" Before she had a chance to finish, the younger Spirit would wave her hand, speaking. "If you're meaning to ask whether I myself fought Yukito for years then you'll find yourself disappointed." She'd take a small sip from the tea. "I was aware of another presence long before Priscilla found her way into your Inner World, Celes. Normally he made himself scarce. It was not until a few years before that incident that I came to understand what he is." She set her cup down. "It is fortunate that despite how callous and cruel he can be when he needs to get through to you... he can be quite reasonable when among the right... company. Hell, from what I've heard of her Inner Hollow..." Yunorashi simply pointed at Kimiko. "I've an inkling that they would at least be able to understand one another if they ever found a way to meet." 

There was a foreboding air of mystery to the Spirit's words. It was as if she did not want to consider the repercussions to not only the Shinigami, but the world around them. She idly shook her head as Kimiko suddenly pipped up. "I think that's enough for now. It feels like we've been here for just... hours," Celes thought about it and sighed. It always did feel as though time moved so much quicker while immersed in the Inner World. "Do you wanna go eat something, Celes...? I feel like we've skipped lunch." The Captain blinked for a moment as the mention of food suddenly made her stomach growl. She sighed and groaned. "Well.. I guess it has been a little since we've eaten... relatively speaking, course." She'd smile brightly, somewhat returning to her old self. "Well I guess it wouldn't hurt after finally getting an answer to our questions..." Part of her would continue to radiate as one thought went through her head. "Just like old times..."

[Nakajima Kimiko]

Kimiko was glad that Shizukakane had not reacted intensely to the reveal. From the way he apologized so honestly and with such apparent shame, it was clear that he was not at all happy about the fact that he lied to her for so long only to accomplish something that was bound to eventually fall apart. It was once again admittedly not at all pleasant to witness him apologize so regretfully, but it ascertained that he was definitely not going to lie to her again, or at least not to do so for the time being. It will take time for the Third Seat to take everything he says as the complete truth once again. There is simply no doubt about that, especially given all that's happened between herself and Taishokukane in the forest, and the Inner Hollow over the course of the last few years. The same went for the aforementioned silver shade and the Captain of the Tenth. Nevertheless, she is sure that she will be able to do such a thing once again in due time.

Once this was said and done, the Third Seat would then bring her attention to the brief conversation held between Celes and Yunorashi out of modest interest for the subject they've shared. This interest would slowly grow as they spoke. From what she could gather, it seemed as though not all Inner Hollows reacted like hers, as the younger spirit has only been aware of this Yukito since a few years prior. She also apparently has only fought him once, whereas both Shizukakane and Taishokukane fought her own spirit apparently both more than once. This meant that, in essence, Inner Hollows had their own way of doing things as they are themselves seemingly their own individual. In other words, she could not really use Yukito as a reference to how to handle her Inner Hollow, as it was likely he was not going to act similarly to her. Hell, he might actually be much more peaceful in comparison, even if his goals are malevolent in nature. How disappointing.

There was, however, something that caught her full attention in this discussion. It happened once Yunorashi pointed at Kimiko. Seemingly out of the blue, the younger spirit would tell both she and Celes that if the two Inner Hollows they separately possessed would somehow meet in one way or another, then they would be able to understand each other to an extent. This would cause the Third Seat to blink quietly at first, almost as if she was surprised that that could even be a possibility. If such a thing can happen and these two nefarious entities can somehow find a way to cooperate, there is no way to tell what would happen thereafter. They could "take over" at the same time, whatever that was supposed to mean, to do something awful. Hell, they could potentially accomplish something worse, like attacking Shizukakane together and taking him out more rapidly. Such a thing would nothing short of an absolute disaster, and unfortunately, she wasn't sure anything could be done if they decide to do such a thing.

But even so, she did not lose her newfound will to fight in this moment. If such a cooperative moment is made, whether it be now or later, then they will need to fight back against it. They will need to prevent it from ever occurring to the best of their ability in the first place, and if it is successfully accomplished and they then try to do something together, they will need to bring it down. It is their celestial duty as Shinigami to prevent Hollows from harming others, and so far, the revitalized Kimiko has understood one thing: Inner Hollows are Hollows. They may be special Hollows, but in the end, they are what they are, and so they must be stopped or contained at worse, whatever the costs of these operations may be. "Then if they do, our job's to stop them together," she would ascertain the beliefs she held about this before she looked on over to Shizukakane who would nod quietly. It was a simple phrase, but it seemed enough like it was enough to convey what needed to be done.

The air of foreboding and brief tension would slowly dissipate once Kimiko would mention food. She admittedly was now starting to feel a bit tired by all of the seriousness that they have both gone through, and she needed to say something to clear the air, so to speak. Besides, she also felt as though it was time for them to leave. They have been there for quite some time now, and there was no doubt about the fact that her stomach felt as though it was on the verge of rumbling with hunger. Case in point, it rumbled the very moment Celes' stomach did, which caused her to appear much less serious and instead a bit shyer. "I... don't think it's just been a little while," she would mutter embarrassingly, looking away from the others as she tried her best to keep her stomach from rumbling any further. Fortunately for her, it would eventually stop, but by the time it finally decided to do so, everybody else near the chabudai knew of her hunger rather well.

Shizukakane's somewhat gloomy attitude would be interrupted by the rumbling as it was replaced by a simple look of incredulity. Eventually, however, his smile would return to him and the atmosphere around him would become as bright as it once was when they first met him. "You have come at a most difficult time of the day, quite sadly. I also unfortunately appear to be unable to cook. The last time I tried to do so, I served Kimiko-chan onigiri. I believed them to be quite comestible despite the burned rice, but well... she begged to differ," he would jest after the rumbling finally ended with a bit of a chuckle, which caused Kimiko to comically cringe from the memory. That day was definitely a dark one for all cooks out there. After he finished revealing this most awful skill of his, he would let out a sigh and give them all a warm smile. "I have learned many things today thanks to you all, especially you, Yunorashi-san. I look forward to our next meeting."

For a split-second, it would seem as though he would give a very swift and glance towards Yunorashi. It appeared as though he wanted to make sure subject of their previous conversation would remain a secret until the time comes to reveal it properly. However, Kimiko would not notice this. It was so fast that it seemed as though only spirits could achieve such speeds. In so doing, she would look on over to Celes, then give her a small smile. "Alright, well... You're the one who used that technique, so you're gonna have to, uh... deactivate it, I guess," she would tell her the best way she could, then look towards the bright sunny skies above that shone so powerfully over them all. "I know a pizzeria not far from Hikashi's shop called Johnson's. Let's go there. My treat."

[Celes Castellanos]

There was a foreboding nature to Yunorashi's words. It sounded as though she was speculating, but Celes knew quite well the strength of Inner Hollows. She had two instances in which the Hollow had pried control of her own body away from her. Both were extremely visceral experiences. It was as if a shadow had been casted over her, and she had suddenly become paralyzed, unable to command her own body to move. Among all of Yunorashi's discussion, it was one aspect that stood out to her. The young Zanpakutou Spirit declared that their respective Inner Hollows could get along if given the chance. The consequences of which would be utterly horrific. 

In that moment, a bead of sweat rolled down Celes' brow. She bit her lip at the thought of these two entities causing havoc in Soul Society. It was her duty... her realm to protect. The thought of two malicious entities utterly ransacking the place caused Celes to nearly dig her hands with all of her force into the chabudai. In that moment, Kimiko spoke up. "Then if they do, our job's to stop them together," The Captain's tensions were eased for a moment. She looked at her disciple with disbelief. This was not declarative. Instead, it seemed like a reminder. A reminder of where there duty lay. Celes' eyes blinked she nodded, speaking softly. "And so we shall."

Suddenly the conversation would take a turn. The mention of food made Celes stomach rumble. Almost as if on demand, Kimiko's rumbled in unison with hers. The Captain began to laugh softly as Kimiko was being her bashful self. Looking at the Shizakakune, it seemed that even he had been caught off guard by this. Yunorashi chuckled a little herself as the elderly Zanpakutou Spirit returned to a more gleeful disposition, commenting on his own cooking. "You have come at a most difficult time of the day, quite sadly. I also unfortunately appear to be unable to cook. The last time I tried to do so, I served Kimiko-chan onigiri. I believed them to be quite comestible despite the burned rice, but well... she begged to differ," This caused Celes to let out a benign chuckle. 

"I have learned many things today thanks to you all, especially you, Yunorashi-san. I look forward to our next meeting." Celes simply bowed her head respectfully to the Zanpakutou Spirit, valuing his presence. Yunorashi, meanwhile, would have a far more direct approach as she smiled. She'd walk up to the kneeling Zanpakutou Spirit and give him a heartfelt hug. It would only last for several seconds, but she grinned the whole way through. Stepping away after, the Spirit spoke. "It has been an honor getting to meet and reminisce with an honorable Spirit such as yourself. Kimiko is very lucky to have such a companion." A smile touched her lips, recognizing the short look that the elderly Spirit gave her after as if to solidify the secrecy of their conversation, as Celes' cheeks blushed somewhat at the display from the younger spirit. 

Regardless of her desire to want to get to know Shizakakune and Kimiko's Inner World more, she understood that she'd be overstepping her boundaries. "Alright, well... You're the one who used that technique, so you're gonna have to, uh... deactivate it, I guess," Celes chuckled at this a little bit. The two of them were linked. Any desire from either party would be able to break it. Regardless, she'd acquiesce and nod. "I know a pizzeria not far from Hikashi's shop called Johnson's. Let's go there. My treat." Celes raised an eyebrow for a moment, a smirk touching her lips. "Well... it seems that the learner has become the master, after all..." There was a hint of teasing in her voice as she sighed and closed her eyes. Yunorashi noticed this and quickly waved her hands to both, Kimiko and Shizakakune. "Bye! Till the next meeting. May it come sooner rather than later." Afterwards, Celes would slowly unbalance her resonance with the Third Seat. 

In mere moments, the forms of both her and the young Zanpakutou Spirits would glow. In a flash of red, the two of them would fade like a distant memory. As they did, Kimiko would likely feel her connection to Celes weaken until they were both gone and nothing could be felt, leaving both Kimiko and Shizakakune alone in their Inner World. The world had turned black for Celes as if she had lost consciousness. Just as she felt herself drift back to her physical body, she felt something. A new sense of direction. Kimiko had inspired her. It was time that she truly prove herself to the Third Seat once more. This, Celes would swear to herself...

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Opening her eyes, her movements sluggish and her mind foggy, the Captain simply stretched. The form of the Third Seat sitting before her peacefully until she returned from the Inner World. As soon as Kimiko roused from her stupor, Celes would grin and rise to her feet albeit slowly. Hopping off the rock, she groaned and looked at Kimiko. "Well, I've to admit that I am not too familiar with this Pizzeria, but it would be a nice change of pace.... Given much of the Rukongai was in ruins since the last invasion.." Celes sighed, her voice melancholy. Regardless, she'd push on into a new, brighter future with Kimiko. "So then, lead the way." She'd smile, prepared to follow Kimiko though she'd groan with every movement starting out. It seemed that the Jinzen had taken quite the toll on her...

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While Kimiko and Celes returned to their bodies, Yunorashi would shortly materialize in the Inner World. She smiled a little. Being with Shizakakune was certainly a rewarding experience, but this... this was home. With a casual stride, she'd make her way deeper into the forest that seemed to stretch for endless miles. As she did though, she heard a gentle whistling as the silhouette of a shadow appeared under the shade of the trees. The Hollow, Yukito, was whistling as he made his way through the forest. As he approached, Yunorashi eyed him carefully, keeping her twin blades close. As she did, the Hollow only let out a soft chuckle.

"Relax. I'm not here to get into a fight with you. You've caught me in a good mood..." He'd grin somewhat as he continued past Yunorashi, still whistling softly. The Zanpakutou Spirit had no idea what to make of this. What the hell could he be so pleased about?! Their temporary departure? Did he simply want the Inner World alone to himself? Yunorashi shook her head, easing her hands off of the blades and making her way through the forest again. Soon, she'd be upon the clearing where she liked to reside, but something was... different. She'd recognize it immediately. The rock that rested peacefully there was carved. She approached it cautiously though as she got closer, an uneasy feeling shot through her body. Seating for two would become visible around the rock and as she looked upon the boulder itself, she nearly dropped the Zanpakutou that rested against her person. A Shogi board! With a king in checkmate! Yunorashi simply looked back in the direction where Yukito had went as she spoke not above a whisper. "No... it couldn't be..." 

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[Nakajima Kimiko]

With the Shinigami and the younger spirit now preparing themselves to leave, Shizukakane would await their departure with that same warm smile. As unfortunately dramatic as the reveal of the existence of Kimiko's Inner Hollow was to everyone, it at the very least had gone moderately well. Taking into account the general behavior of the silver shade, both he and Kimiko knew it could have gone worse. So, so much worse. However, it didn't, and as she so eloquently said moments prior, it was really all that mattered in the end of it all. Now, they could all focus on the ultimate task that they should have been made aware of from the beginning, which was to drive away the Inner Hollows as much as they possibly could and then ultimately defeat them when the time comes to face them in proper battle. It was unclear how this was going to be achieved, but as long as they share Kimiko's newfound will, it is only a matter of time before they find a way to do so.

But before they would all leave, Yunorashi would suddenly step forward and give the elder a hug. It lasted for several seconds, during which the feudal spirit would blink in surprise from the sudden showing of affection. Needless to say, it did not seem as though he was used to such things and so wasn't sure of how to respond to it. However, once the younger one distanced herself from him and expressed her respect for him, he couldn't help but showcase a softer smile. "The honor is mine," he would tell the girl with an amicable and respectable tone. "May we meet again." From the looks of it, it would seem as though he has indeed made the right choice in trusting this one spirit to keep his secret away from the Third Seat and his mentor. Despite the childish and rather whimsical attitude she portrays at a first glance, she is most truthfully the kind of person who would not ever divulge such things without any good reasons.

With the farewells accomplished, Kimiko would then tell communicate her suggestion to Celes, after which the Captain would agree and then proceed to severe the connection between herself and the Third Seat. Slowly, the forms of the Shinigami and her spirit would lose their characteristics until they became nothing more than glowing shapes of spiritual red. With one final flash, they would then completely disappear from the Inner World, leaving both the Third Seat and Shizukakane on their own. The scarlet-eyed woman would watch as the process occurred, frowning a bit as she felt the uncomfortable disconnection occur within her soul, though once they were gone, she would then let out a long, perhaps even heavy sigh. "Alright... I guess that's it for now. I felt like I just went through a whole class..." she said quietly, letting her words reach the elder spirit who still sat at the chabudai. "I really do hope everything's going to be alright for us."

The spirit gave her a calm glance, staring at her with a solemn expression before he would then show a melancholic smile. "Regardless of what happens now, there is only one path ahead, and we shall brave it together." He took another sip of his tea as the sun above shone its rays onto his shoulders. "Now, go. Let us move on from today and prepare ourselves for what comes tomorrow."

Kimiko would stare at him quietly, not muttering a word at first, though eventually, she would find herself glancing away towards the grassy grounds with a soft smile. He was right. So much has happened today already. Now that she and Celes have learned the true nature of her problem, and that Shizukakane and Taishokukane have both promised that they will no longer lie to her in regards to this problem, then there were no more worries to be had about those things. It would indeed be best for her to settle this matter for now and keep it for the days to come. Besides, she has promised to Celes that they would go to that pizzeria. It would be rude of her to suddenly worry about all of this all over again and make the trip gloomier. "You're right... I've been worrying about this for so long already... I don't need to worry about this anymore for today," she would reply to the spirit, then take a deep breath. "Alright then. I'll see you later, Shizukakane."

The Third Seat would then nod towards the elder spirit before she would then begin to exit the Inner World. This would cause her form to lose all detail as well before it too would become a glowing shape of red like Celes and Yunorashi became shortly before. Not before long, she would then vanish, leaving Shizukakane alone at the chabudai. After she was gone, the old man would simply smile with clear happiness for all that's happened. He still felt deep regret for having lied to Kimiko, but to see her so confident again and so full of energy was enough to make him feel very well. However, not before long, his attention would turn towards the many white clouds which stood in the furthest horizon. Upon gazing at it, his eyes would slowly frown seriously towards the figure of white who stood in the darkness underneath them. "Most pitiful dream... Beware the fate that awaits you," he declared as he remained there at the chabudai. "It is only a matter of time before her power grows out of your reach."

A distant, yet soft laughter would then be heard in the air. It would be the only reply Shizukakane would get before he would then be left to drink his tea on his own.

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Outside of the Inner World, the Shinigami awoke from their slumber. As to be expected, the both of them were left rather exhausted by the use of the technique which connected them both to Kimiko's Inner World. It left them tense and stuff, as though they needed to be used to their true bodies once again. Though the Third Seat was very much used to the feeling as it is very common of her to conduct the Jinzen ritual twice a day - one to meet with Taishokukane and the other to meet with Shizukakane - it was one thing to simply reach her Inner World on her own and another to do so with somebody else. Even now, she could still feel the oddity of having her soul be disconnected from Celes'. It was rather bothersome and discomforting. "I'll never get used to the whole soul connection thing, I swear..." she would complain somewhat lightheartedly, doing so with a bit of a comically-grumpy look before she grabbed her swords and returned them to her obi sash.

After the both of them were off the rock they set themselves on for the ritual, Kimiko would stretch herself, then start leading Celes onward towards the famous pizzeria with a friendly smile on her face. She looked almost like a totally different person compared to the one who met the Captain this morning. "It shouldn't take us too long, maybe like... five minutes after leave the gates? Maybe ten," she promised her friend as they moved out of the barracks of the Tenth and onward towards the West Gate. "I'm sure you'll love it. The pizza they serve there is just... really, really good. Cheese crust, pepperoni, bacon... It's probably the best pizza I've ever eaten in my life."

And with that, the day was settled. The both of them would move on together from this day, learning things that will most definitely be important.

Hopefully, the future that lies ahead of them is brighter than the rock which now stains Celes' Inner World.

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