Post by Ruhe Krieger on Mar 30, 2023 1:25:21 GMT -5
The young Ruhiger was never one for airs of power and self importance. If anything, she felt as if her own value was less than she could possibly imagine. Her worth and value was decided upon by others. Her superiors, her peers, her God. For what was one without the acknowledgement of their grace? Their lord? She'd found herself tending to her small garden, as she looked out into the distance. It felt good having others look at you with veneration and praise. It felt bliss.
Though for Ruhiger who kept most of her powers hidden, she lived in the Vreich with raised brows. Survivor of a battle against the wanted Asmoskon. Said to be a pupil of some sorts, looked at with raised brow by Priscilla and Amalia at one point or another. Two captain supervisors. She was self conscious about every stare. Though if one only looked at a surface glance, she seemed stagnant. Minus the revelation of her power to Lucien.
They were the meek. The weakened. The ones that embodied the desire of the Emperor's will. Not his violence, through they might enforce it if needed, but his true will. She had explored her powers, some more of her capabilities, and had found herself wary by the nature of the power she held. The credence she held, the life she sought to live. It felt empty and unfulfilling, mainly because she felt as if she stood alone. It was hard not to think that way, as she saw the white world around her, hidden in shadows.
Not as if she didn't feel that others might not feel that way also. No, she was sure there were countless others, even in the higher echelons that might feel as she was right now. That was perhaps some small comfort. The small girl shined her boots, her necklace, and made her way in hopes of self improvement. She couldn't be the best, she was certain, but it didn't mean she couldn't strive to be the best her she could be. So, she would. No matter what that might entail.
"I made a splash, but found I'm not free. A fish out of water, bound to the sea." She said to herself absentmindedly. Though with such little words, she found herself seeking something a bit more. Thus, she head forth from the barracks to that of a familiar location. The training yard. Her steps were graceful, steady, and while her features were soft, almost angelic in a way, she was lost in thought. Even as she began to form her bow along her left hand.
Though for Ruhiger who kept most of her powers hidden, she lived in the Vreich with raised brows. Survivor of a battle against the wanted Asmoskon. Said to be a pupil of some sorts, looked at with raised brow by Priscilla and Amalia at one point or another. Two captain supervisors. She was self conscious about every stare. Though if one only looked at a surface glance, she seemed stagnant. Minus the revelation of her power to Lucien.
They were the meek. The weakened. The ones that embodied the desire of the Emperor's will. Not his violence, through they might enforce it if needed, but his true will. She had explored her powers, some more of her capabilities, and had found herself wary by the nature of the power she held. The credence she held, the life she sought to live. It felt empty and unfulfilling, mainly because she felt as if she stood alone. It was hard not to think that way, as she saw the white world around her, hidden in shadows.
Not as if she didn't feel that others might not feel that way also. No, she was sure there were countless others, even in the higher echelons that might feel as she was right now. That was perhaps some small comfort. The small girl shined her boots, her necklace, and made her way in hopes of self improvement. She couldn't be the best, she was certain, but it didn't mean she couldn't strive to be the best her she could be. So, she would. No matter what that might entail.
"I made a splash, but found I'm not free. A fish out of water, bound to the sea." She said to herself absentmindedly. Though with such little words, she found herself seeking something a bit more. Thus, she head forth from the barracks to that of a familiar location. The training yard. Her steps were graceful, steady, and while her features were soft, almost angelic in a way, she was lost in thought. Even as she began to form her bow along her left hand.