Post by Raion Souretsu on Dec 15, 2016 23:49:36 GMT -5
“We are gathered here to mourn the loss of a young woman, Mrs. Tomoe Souretsu.”
The air in the room was heavy, the atmosphere thick with grief and sorrow. The room chosen for the funeral was a large meeting hall within the Squad 9 Barracks, the place that Tomoe had once called home. The event was called together by the Squad 9 Captain, Raion Souretsu, and all members of the squad were expected to attend. Attendance was not exclusive to them, however; Tomoe’s family had gathered as well, along with several friends who were close to Raion, there to offer him support in his grief as he sat at the front of the room, his expression stony, almost vacant. He stared with that empty gaze at the coffin placed at the front of the room, the one that held the body of his recently-wedded wife, the woman to whom he had finally confessed his love, even as she lay dying.
“Tomoe Souretsu was known for her dutiful nature, her discipline, and her devotion to her Squad. Through her efforts, she made these fine people what they are today, guiding them with a firm hand even as she stood by her Captain, providing him support as his assistant and adviser even before they were brought together in loving union.”
An old friend of Raion’s had come to speak at the funeral, to serve as the official in charge of it. Alice served in this role, but instead of her summery blues and whites, she now wore a long black dress, modest in nature, and a thick veil that hung from a black hat lined with darkened roses. The spymaster, having heard of Tomoe’s death and knowing of the tragic events that had led up to it, had been more than happy to step up in support for the Captain. As a mother who had nearly lost her own daughter, she knew some of the pain he was feeling right now, and had been chosen to be the one to speak over Tomoe, to be the one to turn the final page in this sad chapter.
Yet all eyes were on Raion as he sat in the front row, a bench kept all to himself. He was more gaunt than usual, anyone would realize that at a glance. For such a heavy eater and an alcoholic, it was normal for him to be a little overweight and well-fleshed, yet the toll of having not eaten in almost a week was showing. His cheeks looked slightly gaunt, his eyes sunken, the lines of worry on his face deeper than anyone had ever seen them before. He didn’t cry, didn’t show sorrow or pain or anger. All that he showed was an emptiness, as though the spirit had been drained out of him and had left him with nothing, an empty vessel with no desire to really live.
It was said that until he had organized the funeral, only a day prior, Raion had shut himself inside his room, and had not come to greet anyone at the door. No one dared invade his privacy in his time of grief, and as a result, the lion had simply disappeared from view for most of a week. The Squad did its best to keep operations running, but without one of its chief organizers and its Captain, they could only do so much. Documents and requests for verification began to pile up, and eventually, all ground to a halt. For the time being, all they could do was wait and see if Captain Souretsu was still fit for his position. If not, however, he’d have to be replaced until the time came that he was ready to lead his squad again. Thankfully, the lion had come out of his hermitage the day before, his face worn, his eyes tired. He hadn’t slept since then, and many suggested he hadn’t slept at all since returning from his hunt for the Arrancar that had slain his wife. Many attributed his pallor to that, but few believed that was all to it.
“And so, as this chapter closes on a beautiful life, cut short and before its time, I would ask that Tomoe’s loving husband, our Captain Raion Souretsu, would step forward to say a few words.”
Raion stood as Alice invited him up to the front, but his walk was almost mechanical, his posture stiff. Slowly he made his way up to the front of the room, though he had to put one hand on the podium and lean against it. He looked a wretched sight, his mane barely combed to decency, his fur ungroomed, yet no one said a thing. They all understood that the normally-jovial Captain was experiencing a state that he had probably never been in before, and his friends and subordinates all respected the grief that he was feeling. Slowly, Raion pulled himself forward until he was behind the podium, resting both hands on it as he stood over Tomoe’s coffin. He looked as if he were ready to collapse.
“I don’t have a lot to say, I’m afraid.” Even Raion’s speech was cold and mechanical, the words stiff and formal enough to even drown out his normal accentuation. “There are no words to describe what I’ve lost. Nothing to express the sorrow of parting in a way that can be fully understood. All I can say is that Tomoe has brought me both the greatest happiness, and the most painful sorrow. She gave me the bright light and warmth of her love, and then it was snatched away, leaving nothing. I just...” For a moment he paused, looking for words, yet when he spoke, his voice was unshaken, the tears that should have been there did not exist. The expression that should have held sorrow at that moment lacked anything as his eyes continued to remain on the coffin before him.
“...I loved her, and I never will stop. There’s nothing else I can say. Thank you.” With that same stiff gait, Raion carefully stumbled his way back to his seat, where he sat down heavily and slumped, his expression looking even more dismal than before. No one said anything, unsure of how to react to his almost robotic speech, and for a few moments there was nothing but an awkward silence. Then Alice stepped to the podium, raising her voice once more.
“Thank you, all of you. Please, come pay your respects; we will be departing shortly.” Alice didn’t need to say it; they all knew that the hardest part of this experience was yet to come. The funeral march to take Tomoe’s body to the Shinigami graveyard, where she would be interred in a place of honor, a grave erected in her name to mark her bravery and dedication. Raion had already arranged the details, and all that was left was the walk and the burial. They all dreaded the burial, worried that it might be the snapping point that tore away the hollow facade that the Captain wore, leaving his grief to explode out in all its fury.
While others went to go pay their respects, Raion remained in his seat, apart yet in sight of the coffin. In this time, people would be able to approach him, yet none did; no one knew what to say, how to begin to console him. So instead, they said their prayers over Tomoe, and then went to wait out in the main hall of the Barracks for the funeral march to begin. Surely someone, anyone would step over to speak to Raion, to try and ease his pain, but not even Alice would approach. Even she kept a respectful distance, unable to comfort her close friend, though she remained as near as she dared, her eyes always on him. It was in this time that Raion sat alone. After all, who would dare to come to break the silence?
The air in the room was heavy, the atmosphere thick with grief and sorrow. The room chosen for the funeral was a large meeting hall within the Squad 9 Barracks, the place that Tomoe had once called home. The event was called together by the Squad 9 Captain, Raion Souretsu, and all members of the squad were expected to attend. Attendance was not exclusive to them, however; Tomoe’s family had gathered as well, along with several friends who were close to Raion, there to offer him support in his grief as he sat at the front of the room, his expression stony, almost vacant. He stared with that empty gaze at the coffin placed at the front of the room, the one that held the body of his recently-wedded wife, the woman to whom he had finally confessed his love, even as she lay dying.
“Tomoe Souretsu was known for her dutiful nature, her discipline, and her devotion to her Squad. Through her efforts, she made these fine people what they are today, guiding them with a firm hand even as she stood by her Captain, providing him support as his assistant and adviser even before they were brought together in loving union.”
An old friend of Raion’s had come to speak at the funeral, to serve as the official in charge of it. Alice served in this role, but instead of her summery blues and whites, she now wore a long black dress, modest in nature, and a thick veil that hung from a black hat lined with darkened roses. The spymaster, having heard of Tomoe’s death and knowing of the tragic events that had led up to it, had been more than happy to step up in support for the Captain. As a mother who had nearly lost her own daughter, she knew some of the pain he was feeling right now, and had been chosen to be the one to speak over Tomoe, to be the one to turn the final page in this sad chapter.
Yet all eyes were on Raion as he sat in the front row, a bench kept all to himself. He was more gaunt than usual, anyone would realize that at a glance. For such a heavy eater and an alcoholic, it was normal for him to be a little overweight and well-fleshed, yet the toll of having not eaten in almost a week was showing. His cheeks looked slightly gaunt, his eyes sunken, the lines of worry on his face deeper than anyone had ever seen them before. He didn’t cry, didn’t show sorrow or pain or anger. All that he showed was an emptiness, as though the spirit had been drained out of him and had left him with nothing, an empty vessel with no desire to really live.
It was said that until he had organized the funeral, only a day prior, Raion had shut himself inside his room, and had not come to greet anyone at the door. No one dared invade his privacy in his time of grief, and as a result, the lion had simply disappeared from view for most of a week. The Squad did its best to keep operations running, but without one of its chief organizers and its Captain, they could only do so much. Documents and requests for verification began to pile up, and eventually, all ground to a halt. For the time being, all they could do was wait and see if Captain Souretsu was still fit for his position. If not, however, he’d have to be replaced until the time came that he was ready to lead his squad again. Thankfully, the lion had come out of his hermitage the day before, his face worn, his eyes tired. He hadn’t slept since then, and many suggested he hadn’t slept at all since returning from his hunt for the Arrancar that had slain his wife. Many attributed his pallor to that, but few believed that was all to it.
“And so, as this chapter closes on a beautiful life, cut short and before its time, I would ask that Tomoe’s loving husband, our Captain Raion Souretsu, would step forward to say a few words.”
Raion stood as Alice invited him up to the front, but his walk was almost mechanical, his posture stiff. Slowly he made his way up to the front of the room, though he had to put one hand on the podium and lean against it. He looked a wretched sight, his mane barely combed to decency, his fur ungroomed, yet no one said a thing. They all understood that the normally-jovial Captain was experiencing a state that he had probably never been in before, and his friends and subordinates all respected the grief that he was feeling. Slowly, Raion pulled himself forward until he was behind the podium, resting both hands on it as he stood over Tomoe’s coffin. He looked as if he were ready to collapse.
“I don’t have a lot to say, I’m afraid.” Even Raion’s speech was cold and mechanical, the words stiff and formal enough to even drown out his normal accentuation. “There are no words to describe what I’ve lost. Nothing to express the sorrow of parting in a way that can be fully understood. All I can say is that Tomoe has brought me both the greatest happiness, and the most painful sorrow. She gave me the bright light and warmth of her love, and then it was snatched away, leaving nothing. I just...” For a moment he paused, looking for words, yet when he spoke, his voice was unshaken, the tears that should have been there did not exist. The expression that should have held sorrow at that moment lacked anything as his eyes continued to remain on the coffin before him.
“...I loved her, and I never will stop. There’s nothing else I can say. Thank you.” With that same stiff gait, Raion carefully stumbled his way back to his seat, where he sat down heavily and slumped, his expression looking even more dismal than before. No one said anything, unsure of how to react to his almost robotic speech, and for a few moments there was nothing but an awkward silence. Then Alice stepped to the podium, raising her voice once more.
“Thank you, all of you. Please, come pay your respects; we will be departing shortly.” Alice didn’t need to say it; they all knew that the hardest part of this experience was yet to come. The funeral march to take Tomoe’s body to the Shinigami graveyard, where she would be interred in a place of honor, a grave erected in her name to mark her bravery and dedication. Raion had already arranged the details, and all that was left was the walk and the burial. They all dreaded the burial, worried that it might be the snapping point that tore away the hollow facade that the Captain wore, leaving his grief to explode out in all its fury.
While others went to go pay their respects, Raion remained in his seat, apart yet in sight of the coffin. In this time, people would be able to approach him, yet none did; no one knew what to say, how to begin to console him. So instead, they said their prayers over Tomoe, and then went to wait out in the main hall of the Barracks for the funeral march to begin. Surely someone, anyone would step over to speak to Raion, to try and ease his pain, but not even Alice would approach. Even she kept a respectful distance, unable to comfort her close friend, though she remained as near as she dared, her eyes always on him. It was in this time that Raion sat alone. After all, who would dare to come to break the silence?