Post by RayginX on Jan 28, 2016 1:02:00 GMT -5
-Training for TTP-
His breathing was haggard. No, it was more inhumane. It was strained, stressed, and full of pain. Droplets of saliva mixed with blood dripped from his open mouth, falling to the muddle of liquid below his head, pulled down by the Earths gravity. The Rogue was barely standing, legs threatening to buckle beneath him, only able to remain standing from a combination of using his sword as support and his unbreakable will. The Rogue took a single step, one that felt as if he was trying to support a mountain, which nearly brought him down to the ground. Swearing between his breaths, the Rogue forced himself to stand, a wave of pain surging through his body from his disturbed wounds. He let out a hiss from between clenched teeth, barely able to take it.
This night had been bad. Particularly bad. Not only did he have the horde to deal with, but two Gillians had appeared as well. If that had been the only thing then he could have managed to get by with at least minor injuries, but no, his luck was never that good. Not one, not two, but three Adjucha had arrived during the late hours of the night, when Garret was beginning to reach his limits. To say that the fighting was hard would be an understatement. Adjucha were the strongest level of Hollow that Garret experienced, and fighting a single one of them was like taking on at least a hundred normal Hollows. Their intelligence was unlike any Garret had faced before, and their powers equally so.
He had suffered quite the wound from that battle, a serious slash across his back that, somehow, managed to not damage his spinal column. While he had been grateful that it had not paralyzed him, the effects of both the blood loss and the poison that seeped into him was getting to him. Garret was no stranger to losing blood, he was one of the few warriors in the world that could handle it, but he had ended up worsening the condition of his body in his desperation to win.
He didn't have choice in the matter, being forced to give into the monster inside him. The repressed darkness within him coming forth, and releasing the power inside of him. The Bakkoto in his eye springing to life and cladding Garret in darkness that ended the pain of his wounds, he became an unstoppable monster. Driven by the darkness inside of him, he became the monster that the Adjuchas would fear. One by one he had cut them down, drinking in their pain and the sight of their blood, fueling the flames inside of him and satisfying his hatred and anger. That night he had given up his humanity, the first time he had to do so in some time. He became no different than the very things he sought to kill.
Using the Bakkoto was no easy task. Fighting without the inhibition of pain meant Garret went all out, worsening the wounds on his body. The poison was halted, at least, but now continued to rampage through his systems. Garret ground his teeth together, knowing that he was going to have to fight it immediately. He prayed to whatever listened that it would react like any other ability based poison. He began the process of flowing his reiatsu through his body, in hopes of fighting against the poison ever weakening him. His form became consumed in a fiery blaze, hiding his form and distorting it for the outside world, making him resemble the rage consumed monster that he really was.
It really did take a lot of reiatsu. Once it was over a new wave of exhaustion washed over him, threatening to collapse him yet again. But he knew he couldn't stop. He had to keep going. He needed to make distance between himself and this battlefield. He needed to treat his injuries. He needed to do something. So he pushed himself forward, pulling that gargantuan blade behind him as he walked. The crunch of the leaves beneath his feet was the only other sound outside of his breathing. His vision was blurry, and he felt dizzy, everything spinning around him.
You enjoyed it. You enjoyed killing them.
Not now..
You killed them all, just so you could let out your resentment. You enjoyed giving in, letting out the Beast.
Garret grit his teeth, struggling to suppress the voices inside of him.
You stink like them. Your stench is coming ever closer to theirs. Soon you will be one of them. A Beast.
He kept walking, doing his best to not pay attention to his inner darkness. No matter how hard he tried though, the voices kept pushing through. Garret struggled to keep it down, to keep his rage and hatred down, and to keep from feeding the darkness inside of him. He ground his teeth, irritation growing at his inability to keep his sanity from crumbling away. Yet no matter how hard he tried, those voices kept piercing through. They wouldn't stop.
Black, black....a Beast of Darkness..
Wait, something was wrong. Garret was...seeing something. To his left there was movement, a shape, something that shouldn't be there. It shimmered; it morphed, like some sort of mist trying to take shape. When he tried to look at it simply pushed itself away to the edges of his vision, so Garret could not get a good look at it. But what he saw made the swordsman feel...fear. It was shaped like a hound, a beast of blackness that whispered to him. He saw its eyes, two lightning shaped holes that were filled with the masks of countless Hollows. Monsters that Garret must have slain, a creature comprised of his hatred and anger. It kept speaking to him, not giving him any rest.
You thirst for it. You long to be this. You wish to burn away the restraints of your human heart. To be consumed by the anger, to burn them with your hatred. Why do you continue to resist? What point is there to holding it in anymore? You have nothing left but the fight.
"BE QUIET!"
Garret screamed, swinging his greatsword at the apparition, cutting through it and send it away, ending the voices in his head. But the result of that outburst cost him. The wounds exploded with blood, filling his body with a seizure of pain. He clenched up, losing his footing and found himself spiraling down the hill he had been walking along side of. At some point he lost his sword in the fall, unable to stop himself, and came to an incredible hard stop upon the rocky flooring of a river bank. Pain erupted in his arm, as the bones became dislocated from his shoulder. He let out a pained roar, grasping at his dangling left arm.
He knew he couldn't leave himself like this. Grabbing his wrist, Garrets breathing became erratic and panicked. If he screwed this up, he'd be in for a world of trouble. After taking a breath, Garret pulled. The pain was astounding, but he was given a satisfying pop as the bones popped back into place. But he couldn't celebrate, as the pain brought his face meeting the gravel floor, the swordsman let out gasps on air. He wasn't actually sure when he lost consciousness, but he did know that, for a time, the pain ended.
He also wasn't sure when he came to, the sound of a running creek pulling his hearing back into focus. He let out a groan, his eye slowly opening and taking in the sight of the gravel. He felt like he couldn't move, his body in such extreme levels of pain. The fighting, the Bakkoto, and the fall did a number on him. Honestly, part of him felt like this was it. This was going to be his last day. And he was going to spend it lying here in the dirt. Gritting his teeth, Garret could not accept that. His anger beginning to grow, the thought of dying like this began to force energy though his body. No...not like this...not until they're all dead...not until I have killed them all. Not until every single Hollow is dead! He gasped, grabbing at the ground and gripping it between his fingers. Not until they're all dead. Not until this anger is gone. Not...until...I've burned them all!