Post by Brother Jeremiah on May 19, 2011 22:12:39 GMT -5
I walk across the floor to her, she is beautiful. To me she is all i can see, though i broke her heart pushing her away, she still loves me. We feel when each other is near, that spark which is ever constant in us. I brush the bangs from my eyes and begin to speak, but only a breath comes out. She looks at me with those eyes, those knowing eyes. She is happy to see me but miserable all the while. The back that is around her eyes, her black blouse and trip pants with purple trim. Burgundy lipstick the color of fresh blood. Her name falls from my lips, "Snow..."
She smiles though it isn't as real as i would like it to be, she is sad to see me i can tell. "Yes? Did you need something Will?" I feel like it is all my fault, she is all i want. Yet i am a monster, and no girl like her deserves a monster. I look her over and though i know its stupid, because she would never say yes to it but i ask anyway, "Will you dance with me?" Her eyes light up and her smile is more brilliant and real. "I'd love to..."
I take her by the hand and lead her to the floor, uncertainly putting my hands around her waist, she smiles and puts her hands around my neck. It feels like there is a current running through my body where she is touching me, it's what i want more then anything. Just to have her in my arms. She sighs and leans in putting her head on my shoulder as we revolve,"I know you stayed away for a reason, I know your good inside Will. I just wish you saw it, like i do."
I feel warm inside and yet it feels like ice is creeping into my heart, I want to tell her i love her and sometimes by the look in our eyes it seems she wants to say the same thing. Is it what stops her that what stops me? I'm afraid of what she'll say, i left her broken that night, she could never want me. As if she is reading my thoughts she whispers to me, "I don't know why even after that night i feel like were connected, that we'll always be connected. You will always be mine, and I will always be yours."
I felt like i was flying, i pulled her close to me and held her tight. I wouldn't smile it was just too perfect and yet i didn't deserve this, let alone this moment, I feel like i should leave and yet i want to be no where else but holding snow here in this moment. The chorus of the song Careless Whisper plays, feeling as if it is mocking us in this moment of happiness.
"I love you Snow..."
To me it is the best moment in my life.
She smiles though it isn't as real as i would like it to be, she is sad to see me i can tell. "Yes? Did you need something Will?" I feel like it is all my fault, she is all i want. Yet i am a monster, and no girl like her deserves a monster. I look her over and though i know its stupid, because she would never say yes to it but i ask anyway, "Will you dance with me?" Her eyes light up and her smile is more brilliant and real. "I'd love to..."
I take her by the hand and lead her to the floor, uncertainly putting my hands around her waist, she smiles and puts her hands around my neck. It feels like there is a current running through my body where she is touching me, it's what i want more then anything. Just to have her in my arms. She sighs and leans in putting her head on my shoulder as we revolve,"I know you stayed away for a reason, I know your good inside Will. I just wish you saw it, like i do."
I feel warm inside and yet it feels like ice is creeping into my heart, I want to tell her i love her and sometimes by the look in our eyes it seems she wants to say the same thing. Is it what stops her that what stops me? I'm afraid of what she'll say, i left her broken that night, she could never want me. As if she is reading my thoughts she whispers to me, "I don't know why even after that night i feel like were connected, that we'll always be connected. You will always be mine, and I will always be yours."
I felt like i was flying, i pulled her close to me and held her tight. I wouldn't smile it was just too perfect and yet i didn't deserve this, let alone this moment, I feel like i should leave and yet i want to be no where else but holding snow here in this moment. The chorus of the song Careless Whisper plays, feeling as if it is mocking us in this moment of happiness.
"I love you Snow..."
To me it is the best moment in my life.