Post by Deleted on Jul 17, 2019 1:21:59 GMT -5
First off, lets address why this is happening and it's a rather simple reason: I don't abide assholes, threats or lies. All three of these have happened. One by one, shall we?
First the lies: There was no cheating. What there was, however was emotional abuse. You know what it's like to spend the last four years feeling completely worthless? Unloved? Ugly? Dirty? Honestly, Hope you don't but let me tell you: It's fucking horrible. You know what happens when you try to leave? He goes on and on again and again about how he couldn't stand it, he'd kill himself. Your own fear of blood on your hands and the fact that someone you geniunly love, despite how they make you feel used against you. Throw in all the extra shit like never wanting to be with her, gas lightning, refusing to find a real job, making constant excuses on why they shouldn't move out of the house of the mother he treats like fucking dirt. She wanted to leave for a long time but was scared and held emotionally hostage.
She tried to leave multiple times. But it always went back to the above. After awhile, she just shut down and gave up. As for the actual accusastion of cheating? Bullshit. Utterly. Kayla didn't date for three months after the break up. Me and a few others once we learned what was actually going on and how she really felt simply were the support to urge her to leave and get some place safe. I'm the reason she sprung it and left. She wanted to talk it out and do it over weeks, i encouraged her to just get it done and leave. You know why? Because her safety. Ray was unstable enough to threaten to kill himself if she left. That is not mentally stable. I feared he'd do something to her. Ray started saying she cheated to make himself feel better because even now he can't accept the fact that his shitty actions are what caused him to lose her. Because clearly, he is a saint and only an absolute "Crazy bitch" (Was that the quote Sana?) could trample all over his perfect little trophy life. But, I'm sure Zack was completely upfront and honest about all this and none of this is news to anyone because I'm sure such an upstanding guy would have provided a completely fair and honest assesment of what happened.
But hey, guy can be mad and upset. I get it. That's not why any of this is happening entirely, it's just the foundation of the thing. Truly, could give a fuck less what some self-loathing prick thinks. So lets roll into the threats.
Threats: Really man? Threatening to release private pictures and having Sana just smear her with screenshots? I mean there is petty and frankly disgusting. It's one thing to have a private vendette and venting to close friends, its another entirely to drag someone through the mud publically, with the context of the above lies, just to boost your hilarously large ego. But truth be told, I'm more dissapointed in Sana out of anyone. I mean, pretending to still be on good terms, just so you can sneak screenshots to have a laugh about? My god, that is some high school level valley girl style bullying. Hopefully, for her own sake, I hope she doesn't find out the full extent of how low you are. She really liked you. Now going back to Ray, to his credit he didn't follow through:Not that I could find and trust me. I looked and I will keep looking. So, hey. Credit where credit is do. Doesn't mean it's not worth mentioning, if anything it speaks wonders about your character. Hell, I doubt anyone is going to believe any of this anyway, you're so popular I'm sure tribalism will trump truth: But you know. I know. Now you know that I know. Good enough for me.
Last point, being an asshole: Now, to be fair I'm also being an asshole here, but I've also wanted to do something ranging from telling the truth to punching Zach in the jaw when I was in town a few months ago (Well drove through town I suppose but that is neither here nor there.) I mean can you blame the desire, all considered? Lots of bottled up anger. But all in all, this is just all so...sad, Zack. It really is. You could have just moved on, you could have realized why the things that happened did happen, better yourself, get a nice life and use these lessons to do better in your next relationship. But yah didn't. You instead have chosen to be a prick, to try and hurt someone I care about and used your goddamn lackies to do it. I mean I wasn't fooled. Kaga sucks at lying (I mean really man? How much more transparent do you have to be other than asking for like who exactly I was?) but I never trusted Sana's intentions to begin with. I mean she's basically your wife, you paid more attention to her than you did Kayla lol. I ignored it though because speaking with her made Kayla happy. But the longer it went on the more I just got sick to the stomach..so I went to confirm my suspicions, hoping to be wrong.
We both know what I found. I mean the saddest part is you call her crazy just because of a kink and the very thing you make fun of is the one thing she wanted you to buy her most back when things were happy. Just a small, cheap token that could bring so much joy in an absolute instant and even that you just refused and now you mock it? At this point I'm not even sure what here pisses me off the most..but my god does it.
I know, in the end this will not seem to accomplish much. No one on the website will care, this will get taken down pretty fast I imagine and the few little things I do to set some stuff back will get quickly fixed. But the one thing it will do, is get a message through. Hopefully a strong one. I've got more than enough to do what I want for awhile. Keep your nose clean, Zack. I'll do the same. Move on with your life. Get happy. Get a girlfriend, don't repeat the same mistakes over and over again.
This is a very small shot across the bow. How about we keep it that way?
First the lies: There was no cheating. What there was, however was emotional abuse. You know what it's like to spend the last four years feeling completely worthless? Unloved? Ugly? Dirty? Honestly, Hope you don't but let me tell you: It's fucking horrible. You know what happens when you try to leave? He goes on and on again and again about how he couldn't stand it, he'd kill himself. Your own fear of blood on your hands and the fact that someone you geniunly love, despite how they make you feel used against you. Throw in all the extra shit like never wanting to be with her, gas lightning, refusing to find a real job, making constant excuses on why they shouldn't move out of the house of the mother he treats like fucking dirt. She wanted to leave for a long time but was scared and held emotionally hostage.
She tried to leave multiple times. But it always went back to the above. After awhile, she just shut down and gave up. As for the actual accusastion of cheating? Bullshit. Utterly. Kayla didn't date for three months after the break up. Me and a few others once we learned what was actually going on and how she really felt simply were the support to urge her to leave and get some place safe. I'm the reason she sprung it and left. She wanted to talk it out and do it over weeks, i encouraged her to just get it done and leave. You know why? Because her safety. Ray was unstable enough to threaten to kill himself if she left. That is not mentally stable. I feared he'd do something to her. Ray started saying she cheated to make himself feel better because even now he can't accept the fact that his shitty actions are what caused him to lose her. Because clearly, he is a saint and only an absolute "Crazy bitch" (Was that the quote Sana?) could trample all over his perfect little trophy life. But, I'm sure Zack was completely upfront and honest about all this and none of this is news to anyone because I'm sure such an upstanding guy would have provided a completely fair and honest assesment of what happened.
But hey, guy can be mad and upset. I get it. That's not why any of this is happening entirely, it's just the foundation of the thing. Truly, could give a fuck less what some self-loathing prick thinks. So lets roll into the threats.
Threats: Really man? Threatening to release private pictures and having Sana just smear her with screenshots? I mean there is petty and frankly disgusting. It's one thing to have a private vendette and venting to close friends, its another entirely to drag someone through the mud publically, with the context of the above lies, just to boost your hilarously large ego. But truth be told, I'm more dissapointed in Sana out of anyone. I mean, pretending to still be on good terms, just so you can sneak screenshots to have a laugh about? My god, that is some high school level valley girl style bullying. Hopefully, for her own sake, I hope she doesn't find out the full extent of how low you are. She really liked you. Now going back to Ray, to his credit he didn't follow through:Not that I could find and trust me. I looked and I will keep looking. So, hey. Credit where credit is do. Doesn't mean it's not worth mentioning, if anything it speaks wonders about your character. Hell, I doubt anyone is going to believe any of this anyway, you're so popular I'm sure tribalism will trump truth: But you know. I know. Now you know that I know. Good enough for me.
Last point, being an asshole: Now, to be fair I'm also being an asshole here, but I've also wanted to do something ranging from telling the truth to punching Zach in the jaw when I was in town a few months ago (Well drove through town I suppose but that is neither here nor there.) I mean can you blame the desire, all considered? Lots of bottled up anger. But all in all, this is just all so...sad, Zack. It really is. You could have just moved on, you could have realized why the things that happened did happen, better yourself, get a nice life and use these lessons to do better in your next relationship. But yah didn't. You instead have chosen to be a prick, to try and hurt someone I care about and used your goddamn lackies to do it. I mean I wasn't fooled. Kaga sucks at lying (I mean really man? How much more transparent do you have to be other than asking for like who exactly I was?) but I never trusted Sana's intentions to begin with. I mean she's basically your wife, you paid more attention to her than you did Kayla lol. I ignored it though because speaking with her made Kayla happy. But the longer it went on the more I just got sick to the stomach..so I went to confirm my suspicions, hoping to be wrong.
We both know what I found. I mean the saddest part is you call her crazy just because of a kink and the very thing you make fun of is the one thing she wanted you to buy her most back when things were happy. Just a small, cheap token that could bring so much joy in an absolute instant and even that you just refused and now you mock it? At this point I'm not even sure what here pisses me off the most..but my god does it.
I know, in the end this will not seem to accomplish much. No one on the website will care, this will get taken down pretty fast I imagine and the few little things I do to set some stuff back will get quickly fixed. But the one thing it will do, is get a message through. Hopefully a strong one. I've got more than enough to do what I want for awhile. Keep your nose clean, Zack. I'll do the same. Move on with your life. Get happy. Get a girlfriend, don't repeat the same mistakes over and over again.
This is a very small shot across the bow. How about we keep it that way?
