Post by Elke Sia on Sept 26, 2018 4:54:17 GMT -5
Training fo' CTP first hue:
Hadn't been that long since she started taking residence in Karakura. Silbern wasn't a place she could return to after all that had happened there a few months ago. Everything that she strove to be; to be a regular Human girl despite her unkindly appearance among so many of the faithful. How they were all raised, some part of her already knew that she wouldn't be accepted. Their discontent from their families, their hate filled eyes at something that was alien to them, passed down to their kids. They, who would inherit the same anger, hurt El. The Sinner already knew that she wouldn't be accepted. It didn't matter how hard she tried. What efforts she put into trying to fit in with the group did nothing for her. Her horns stood out, even as she grew her hair and hid them beneath layers of fabric and wool. No matter how much she succeeded, it did not seem to make them happy. Instead, it only served her fello' Vandenreich friends even more hate. As if she was insulting them with her successes. Only because she wasn't like them at all. She wasn't a Human being. She wasn't a member of the Vandenreich at all.
For this reason she had to escape to Karakura. A central hub for all things spiritual..err... freaky. Those who were suppose to be there to support her, to tell her that everything was going to be okay, even they abandoned her. No, that wasn't it. It wasn't abandonment if they were never on her side to begin with. None of them were ever on her side. So there was no sort of betrayal from their end. If that was the case, then there shouldn't be any hard feelings towards it all, right? If that was the case, then why did she feel her chest about to burst open? Why did she spend those first few nights in Karakura crying over something that she should have known better? Why spill tears for something that was never going to be? Why did she expect anything more from all of them? Especially from her.....
She didn't have anyone around her long enough to call friends or family. El spent a majority of her life on the move, or simply detached from everyone else in her life. That was the whole entire point about her existence. All that Elke was born for was to fight. For her to be told what to do, obey, eat, sleep.... fight, and then repeat. That was all they really wanted her to do. A pattern that she chose not to acknowledge until now. Maybe she wanted to protect the image, the dream that she always wanted. Looking at all the other kids playing with their parents, with other children, is something that she wanted to be a part of. Elke always wanted to be one who could talk to other people, to the other kids about her parents. Talk to friends about things at home, or to her Mom about how things went at school. Something ordinary.
Elke's eyes fluttered open, awakening from the dark depths of her voided dreams. She spent her days wandering Karakura aimlessly since there really wasn't a place for her to go. Home, pft, yeah right. Living with some possible friendly Humans, fat chance in that happening. The Sinner wasn't one to be openly friendly with other people, let alone Humans. Not that many people could honestly see her. Well, not the spiritual parts that make her up. Mainly her Human features are what a lot of people see on a day to day basis. So, she can pass for a regular Human being for the most part. However, there is an exception to that as well. When angered, or just unbalanced, her spiritual features can be easily exposed. A few incidents have already happened when she first came to Karakura. But beyond that, only those who have the "special" awareness can truly see her added characteristics. Characteristics that she doesn't have love for in the slightest.
Waking up in the alley way, her stomach grumbled loudly. Obviously, the girl was starving. The darkness of the night sky remained as the Moon was at its highest. Her oversized baggy hoody kept her nice and warm as she went about looking for food. The only food that she had particular interest was sweets. It helped to keep her going while moving place to place instead of regular food. Hence the late night walks to find another place to reside in for the night. Which was why she wasn't particularly caring for when she broke into a candy shop. A lead pipe to the glass window and she was already in. Treats left and right for her snack on to keep her blood sugar up. Not the healthy choice, but it was what she needed to keep her going. Some chocolate Kisses, Cherry flavored Sour Strips, Peanut Butter Cups, the works. Lots of them were refrigerated, so they were well kept and preserved.
Like the Vandenreich, El already knew that those who would try to protect and enforce their laws would come shortly. She couldn't stay around for long. Glass shards littered the floor both inside and out of the store. Wrappers of numerous candy bars scattered everywhere. A somewhat of a full stomach, with many more Snickers tucked away in her worn-out pockets. The Sinner just stole and robbed a Candy store. So, anyone's guess as to why she was a Sinner to begin with.