Post by Tsukuyomi Kawada on May 22, 2023 18:55:19 GMT -5
Managing to get away from the Seireitei had been getting harder and harder, not only did he have his duties as the Vice Captain of the Eleventh, but his grandfather hardly allowed him enough time to actually accomplish the bare minimum in that duty. To most of the Division Tsukuyomi has a whole would seemingly hardly be present. He’d gone from one of the smallest members, but one that couldn’t be denied due to his constant training regiment along with the constant help he sought to give others. Then out of nowhere it would be like he was stolen away or killed, hardly ever appearing now.
Almost the middle of the day now with the sun high giving bright light across the whole of Seireitei and the close Rukongai Districts, the black haired Shinigami traversed the dirt roads of the forth district in the west. So many places in his short life as a Shinigami had played host to life endangering situations, places he’d fought to keep everyone safe. Why, though? It was his job as a Shinigami right, so why did he receive nothing beyond failure, judgment and punishment. His body hurts more now everyday then he would have thought possible without suffering immediate damage in combat.
Months and months of constant torture at the hands of his grandfather had changed Tsukuyomi. Although physically he didn’t appear all that different. Bruises, cuts, sunken eyes and dry skin he looked like a teenager that’d been beaten up after staying awake for several nights with no sleep. The smell was palpable to everyone within an arm's reach of him. Bathing was a form of pleasure, something he didn’t deserve, instead he received a bucket of cold water to be dropped on him while in his cell. He was a prisoner not just in name now. Even now after escaping from the Kawada compound he was certain the Phoenix Force was watching him.
He didn’t know why, but for the moment his grandfather was allowing him to roam. If he stepped out of line though he wasn’t certain he’d be allowed to repent again. In the words of his grandfather he’d failed to many times before, he was a disgrace that only suited the family with the position he’d been allowed to claim. A weakling that was going to hold the position long enough for another true Kawada to rise up. Fresh air felt nice now after only picking up on his own scent for several days.
Practicing with Mikoto and Honshitsu was the only thing he wanted, just to use his zanpakuto once again. Going to the barracks of the Eleventh though meant he’d just have to handle more of the duties. He fought off the drive to visit the Seventh, knowing Captain Shihoin no longer led the Seventh, nor was she his captain. “Could she even do anything? Killing grandfather, it’d just start a war. One I’m not likely to survive.” Mumbling to himself now Tsukuyomi didn’t even realize he’d been wandering to an area of the district, one of solitude slightly away from the village in the grassy plains stretching out for miles. He could practice here away from others until eventually he’d be found and dragged back to his cell. Little did he know though he wasn’t the only one out here.
Almost the middle of the day now with the sun high giving bright light across the whole of Seireitei and the close Rukongai Districts, the black haired Shinigami traversed the dirt roads of the forth district in the west. So many places in his short life as a Shinigami had played host to life endangering situations, places he’d fought to keep everyone safe. Why, though? It was his job as a Shinigami right, so why did he receive nothing beyond failure, judgment and punishment. His body hurts more now everyday then he would have thought possible without suffering immediate damage in combat.
Months and months of constant torture at the hands of his grandfather had changed Tsukuyomi. Although physically he didn’t appear all that different. Bruises, cuts, sunken eyes and dry skin he looked like a teenager that’d been beaten up after staying awake for several nights with no sleep. The smell was palpable to everyone within an arm's reach of him. Bathing was a form of pleasure, something he didn’t deserve, instead he received a bucket of cold water to be dropped on him while in his cell. He was a prisoner not just in name now. Even now after escaping from the Kawada compound he was certain the Phoenix Force was watching him.
He didn’t know why, but for the moment his grandfather was allowing him to roam. If he stepped out of line though he wasn’t certain he’d be allowed to repent again. In the words of his grandfather he’d failed to many times before, he was a disgrace that only suited the family with the position he’d been allowed to claim. A weakling that was going to hold the position long enough for another true Kawada to rise up. Fresh air felt nice now after only picking up on his own scent for several days.
Practicing with Mikoto and Honshitsu was the only thing he wanted, just to use his zanpakuto once again. Going to the barracks of the Eleventh though meant he’d just have to handle more of the duties. He fought off the drive to visit the Seventh, knowing Captain Shihoin no longer led the Seventh, nor was she his captain. “Could she even do anything? Killing grandfather, it’d just start a war. One I’m not likely to survive.” Mumbling to himself now Tsukuyomi didn’t even realize he’d been wandering to an area of the district, one of solitude slightly away from the village in the grassy plains stretching out for miles. He could practice here away from others until eventually he’d be found and dragged back to his cell. Little did he know though he wasn’t the only one out here.