Post by Ailene Haschiro on Jul 14, 2022 15:11:37 GMT -5
The White Desert. The endless stretches of sand sitting under the soothing glow of an eternal moon. A breeding ground where Hollows' festered, fighting for domination over one each. Each of them had only one singular goal in mind. Evolution. It was what Hollows existed for. To rise through the food chain and eventually attain the status of Vasto Lorde. Many Hollows would take it a step further. Through continuous endeavors they could eventually shed their mask. A mask that bound them to an eternal hunger. Hollows who cast off their mask would become the pinnacle of hollowkind. Arrancar. A hollow who attained the powers of a Shinigami.
Hollows, weak and strong alike, strove for this goal. They'd kill and maim one another for the privilege of getting to devour the defeated. They would act as steppingstones to those that showed the resolve and ferocity to surpass their limits. It was truly a realm of kill or be killed. Despite their animosity and desire to evolve, however, there was one place that most dared not go. Its mighty form loomed in the distance, casting a great shadow. The fortress known only as Las Noches. The home of the King of Las Noches and his Espada. It was a place where only the strong resided. Those that represented the most powerful of hollowkind. Among their ranks was one Arrancar who was an utterly rejected the ways of not only Arrancar, but of Hollows.
The Septima Espada known as Ailene Haschiro. She was a self-proclaimed pacifist. A diplomat who would choose the path of least resistance. This very Arrancar would be sitting atop the dome of Las Noches, resting upon the canopy of the fortress. She sat there, bathed in the cool moonlight, looking upon the endless expanses that stretched into darkness in the distance. The occasional Hollow caught her attention. Hollows who would stalk in the distance. Preying on the weak. Hollows who attacked the strong normally hunted in tight packs. These were minor distractions as Ailene merely reminisced, staring off into the distance most of the time.
Has it been weeks? Or was it already months since she had her first meeting with the Primera Espada, Charlotte Buckner. The woman who had been the first to ever ask her what she sought within the Espada. Most assumed that Ailene chose the Espada for the same reasons as any other. Th strong wished to have every opportunity to show off such incredible ability. They wanted to find themselves in situations where they could crush those, they deemed weaker than themselves. Perhaps it was even just the ego? To be one of the nine strongest in Hueco Mundo. To be feared across the three realms. However, none of these truly represented Ailene's motivations.
It was to Charlotte that Ailene revealed the truth. She simply had no other place to go. Hollows, especially Arrancar such as the Espada, were always considered threats among the Quincy and Soul Society alike. Neither the World of the Living nor Soul Society would offer much respite to even the most benevolent of Arrancar. Hueco Mundo was, at the time, the only home that she had left. The only place she could reasonably fit in. Being among the Espada just seemed like a natural progression. Yet even among them, Ailene would find little joy. Most Espada represented the callous and brutal nature of hollowkind. They were engines of destruction. Cruel and vicious. Each one of their actions made it more and more difficult for Ailene to be accepted elsewhere.
This alone was not damning, however. Ailene in her admission had unveiled a taboo. She loathed being an Arrancar. In fact, it sickened her. This shocked the Primera Espada. She could not believe that one of Ailene's qualities, someone of her position, could willingly hope for anything else. She held power that others in the Three Realms could only dream of. She who possessed such a potent spirit that it more needed to be sealed within her Zanpakutō. In fact, it was this very fact that prevented her from fitting in. Her powerful spirit was molded into another form. Unlike most Arrancar, she possessed a Zanpakutō that not only held her power, but it also housed another soul. A wicked side of herself that arose during her Resurrección. This was the model Arrancar that everyone wished of the Septima. Ailene, however, was anything but that.
She was empathetic. Understanding. She could hold a conversation with anyone if they had even the slightest bit of manners. By contrast, her Resurrección unveiled the demon within. A soul who sought to play with her food. Who sought to devour those that she fought. Ailene did not fear much, but this wayward soul was a notable exception. She stood in opposition to everything that Ailene stood for. Every now and then, the beast would emerge to her. She'd do her best to convince Ailene of the truth. She was a Hollow. Nothing could ever change that. This is what worried Ailene most. Could she be right? For someone in her position... it was troubling.
As if to echo that thought once more, Ailene felt a presence behind her. It slowly drifted beside her, sitting down. Out of the corner of her eye, Ailene noticed blackened scales and felt an aura that sent shivers up her spine. Soon she'd hear a gentle reptilian voice. "Wasting your time up here again?" She'd chuckle softly as Ailene did her best to ignore her. A small scowl formed on her maw. Rising her to her feet, she'd look outward in the distance. The scowl would become a grin. "Come on! There's some Hollows out there. Ripe for consumption. It saddens me to see you so dignified all the time Ailene..." Turning around, she'd walk towards the Espada, circling around her as a wolf approaches prey. She'd stop for a moment, looking downward.
"We are Arrancar, Ailene. Hollows. We've moved past the hard part. We've ascended. We've become stronger. Better than ever before! We can reap the rewards! The fact that I exist means that there is some part of you that relishes being a Hollow! Admit it, Ailene!" The Arrancar sighed, looking up to meet the purple orbits of the other soul. "Do you ever shut up?" Her voice was cold. "You think that I welcome your existence? You truly believe that somewhere, deep down, I enjoy this life." She rose to her feet, narrowing her eyes somewhat. "Perhaps at one point I did. Those days are long since over. Now that I have Rēgīna, I don't need the Espada anymore. Hell, I don't need you anymore!"
Despite her words, a smirk arose that made Ailene raise an eyebrow. "Oh, that is where you are wrong dearest Ailene. You may have that little tea shop. You may think that you've spared yourself a life of slaughter, but you're so delusional." She'd look down upon the Arrancar, bringing her clawed hand to Ailene's cheek. Her razor-sharp talon dragging along Ailene's flesh. Ailene merely winced as she felt the talon dig into her flesh briefly, fresh blood dripping onto the talon. The vision could hardly interact with others, but it could certainly harm Ailene. Their difference in strength was as great as the distance between heaven and earth. She could only stand there, frozen, as she brought her talon before Ailene.
"Try as hard as you might, but this blood will always flow through your veins. The essence of a Hollow. Where you try to present yourself as different, others will see a wolf in sheep's clothing. They will always grow to hate you. To despise us. The sooner you come to terms with that, the sooner you will save yourself from the lie you are living. This path was chosen for us long ago. Charlotte is right about one thing. It's not worth giving up this power. We can't change what we are. We can only ever work with what we have. We, Ailene. We are killing machines. You saw how Luca treated us. It's how we will always be treated. That can never change." With that, the apparition smirked and faded away as if she were just an illusion.
Here Ailene stood, forced to contemplate what her other half had said. Would she always be treated like this? With hate and malice? Sure, Ailene had found a way to masquerade herself as Human. She'd utilize the principles of Resurrección and apply them differently. Just as she knew to draw the power out, so had she learnt to seal it in. Her Hollow reiatsu would disperse into the blade. At times, she felt truly human. However, each night, when she unsealed her Zanpakutō once more, the opening Hollow hole and Mask Fragment served as a cruel reminder of her facade. In a way, she truly was a wolf in sheep's-clothing. She gently rubbed the Mask Fragment that resided on her forehead. She groaned and curled her hand into a fist. "There has to be some way to rid myself of this curse..."