Post by Deleted on Mar 21, 2021 1:52:01 GMT -5
"How come ya hate the Soul Society so much? Never meet a Shingami so willing ta feed their own ta a Hollow. Not that I'm complaining about it." Well, she couldn't say that she was surprised by any means to hear a question like that to begin with. That being said, her emotions dropped from the cheery, bubbly personality she'd been keeping up to one more somber; one that likely felt more real to anyone trying to perceive her emotional state when it came to the situation.
"Guess it doesn't hurt to share," she said sitting down, crossing her legs and looking way up at Alacrán, "starting from the beginning, I've never really been fond of the Soul Society. While I was there I wasn't exactly treated the best; there were very few people I could confide in. I didn't feel like I could really trust anybody, and in the back of my mind, it kind of felt like everyone was out to get me. Fast-forward years later, and my suspicions were confirmed."
With those words, she sighed. "After having fought a rather powerful Arrancar that ended up sparing my life pretty recently, I made my return to Soul Society through one of those Garganta that y'all use, set up by that girl. Moment I entered, I was almost killed then and there once those on the other side saw who it was. No trial, no opportunity to share my story, nothing. It got to the point where I was under interrogation by the Vice Captain of the Defense Squad."
Remembering not only her fight with Ailene but that time she'd spent under Vice Captain Celes' watch brought forth rather unwanted emotions into Camila. She'd do little to hide the fact that these events have grown to be painful to remember. "Some words were said by both of us during that night, words that I'll regret until the day that I die again. After that, I more or less just stormed out. I've effectively sworn my life in order to tear down an organization that'd treat their own forces like they were expendable and be more than willing to cut down one of their own for seeming even slightly suspicious. They're supposedly the 'Vanguards of the Afterlife', but they're worse than the stigma put on hollows, from what I've seen."
Despite everything she'd been talking about, a smile rose to Camila's face. "With that said, though, I've found that even hollows and arrancar are far more gracious than other shinigami. You alone have treated me far better than pretty much any shinigami that I've interacted with, so for that, I thank you. I apologize for ranting about my situation like that, but I'm glad I was able to get all that crap off of my chest." She debated on telling him about her inner hollow problem, but didn't want to continue to overwhelm the poor scorpion after having to deal with her rambling on like that.
"Guess it doesn't hurt to share," she said sitting down, crossing her legs and looking way up at Alacrán, "starting from the beginning, I've never really been fond of the Soul Society. While I was there I wasn't exactly treated the best; there were very few people I could confide in. I didn't feel like I could really trust anybody, and in the back of my mind, it kind of felt like everyone was out to get me. Fast-forward years later, and my suspicions were confirmed."
With those words, she sighed. "After having fought a rather powerful Arrancar that ended up sparing my life pretty recently, I made my return to Soul Society through one of those Garganta that y'all use, set up by that girl. Moment I entered, I was almost killed then and there once those on the other side saw who it was. No trial, no opportunity to share my story, nothing. It got to the point where I was under interrogation by the Vice Captain of the Defense Squad."
Remembering not only her fight with Ailene but that time she'd spent under Vice Captain Celes' watch brought forth rather unwanted emotions into Camila. She'd do little to hide the fact that these events have grown to be painful to remember. "Some words were said by both of us during that night, words that I'll regret until the day that I die again. After that, I more or less just stormed out. I've effectively sworn my life in order to tear down an organization that'd treat their own forces like they were expendable and be more than willing to cut down one of their own for seeming even slightly suspicious. They're supposedly the 'Vanguards of the Afterlife', but they're worse than the stigma put on hollows, from what I've seen."
Despite everything she'd been talking about, a smile rose to Camila's face. "With that said, though, I've found that even hollows and arrancar are far more gracious than other shinigami. You alone have treated me far better than pretty much any shinigami that I've interacted with, so for that, I thank you. I apologize for ranting about my situation like that, but I'm glad I was able to get all that crap off of my chest." She debated on telling him about her inner hollow problem, but didn't want to continue to overwhelm the poor scorpion after having to deal with her rambling on like that.
{Reiatsu Pool & Blood Counters}
Reiatsu Pool: 6,700/8,000
Reiatsu Pool: 6,700/8,000
