Post by Arantima Kawada on Apr 27, 2018 12:13:53 GMT -5
(I'd Like CTP please)
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Arantima sat under a Waterfall he had found somewhere out in the wilds, it wasn't massive or heavy just a tool to help him meditate. He was working on himself, mentally and physically getting stronger so that he may one day be able to take control back from Tenryu. He was running things through his mind as he sat there under the waterfall getting hammered by the water in a constant stream. "Why does the sky have to cry when I was having so much fun? That's not fair!" The little crying shout of the most adorable cat he has ever met rips through his mind. He Recalled how feeble he was then, how he could barely see and yet he saw her more clearly. She was Exuberant and alive, even if she was just a plush now that he remembers her.
She was the first person he had met in the world of the living and he smiled at that memory, having nothing to his name having no rank no title and at that time no squad even. He was a bit lost but he enjoyed teaching her that she was more than she thought.. That was what started all of this his desire to make others feel stronger than they were.. To show them that anyone can become strong if they try hard enough, even someone as Weak as himself. "I wanna be strong and help people, too! I wanna protect Wynne from more than just bad dreams!" He Remembered her Shining face and how excited she was about being able to help her friend more and more.. "I did it! I did it! Look Timmy, I made a shiny thing!" He let out a soft laugh at her Excitement, remembering how much she danced with the orb when he taught her.
He pushed away a horrid thought, how would he protect her like he is now.. a Monster capable of only destruction and pain when he really went into it.. He was still too weak to protect people when he wasn't released and when he was released he was a killing machine incapable of showing restraint and not caring about collateral damage. His Ability Lay in that massive strength not this new body.. he was still like a Shinigami fresh out of the academy.. A Third seat would be capable of taking him on handily. And yet to show his true power he would risk killing them, he may even kill them just to prove himself.. That was not What Tima wanted. And that is why he was here, to Try and find that middle ground of Strength with restraint.. There were foes that required him to let go of course. He recalled Adrastos and how that fight had gone.. But there were times when he needed to maintain himself and still be able to fight on equal footing with other shinigami.
The Thoughts of How to push himself higher and higher were cascading all around himself and shattering as they all introduced new power to little else but his released self. He looked forward and saw nothing but open grass and the mist of the Waterfall. He Turns and Looks back to the waterfall how its immense pressure came from doing nothing but existing, he thrust his hand into it and felt the hammering. And then touched the cool water below, it was soft even though it was roiling every bit as heavily as the water above it. He Stood for a long time like that, thinking about how he could become like the water below instead of the crashing and cascading water above.
He Then recalled what happens when he releases, All of his Gravitational pressure ceases.. It is Sucked into his form.. He Smirks to himself and nods before sitting back down and Meditating. He must first Control his Raging Nature, the Massive amount of pressure he exerts on the world must be calmed. He Focuses inward on taking in his pressure but not so explosively, just taking it in deeper and and deeper into himself to prevent it from ripping the world around him. He Concentrated on keeping his mind at peace, his inner world like a sea of glass water such that not even he could ripple it's surface. His Body was a Vessel for Immense power when he was released and so he knew he could absorb it all.
When he opened his eyes once more he was unimpressed at first.. After a Few moments he felt the breeze.. it was calm and soothing, kissing his face and bringing with it the sweet scent of water spray in the air and he sat in the calm. He was at peace, a creature of peace and quiet and he heard it then a Disgusted sigh coming from within himself, from his inner world. What is that sort of crappy mentality?! You want to be the bridge to show people they can be as strong as they want if they only train?! Well here you sit the gap closer, the bridge that walks among the sheep and the weak to transform into a world breaking dragon to defend them?! What more do you want Arantima?! And so what if i have to take control to do it, your body is a vessel for this power and until you can defeat me?! You aren't worthy of controlling it. But you have impressed me enough to give you it when you call my name.. So be happy with what we have hmm? Unless you want to challenge me again?
Listen to start
Arantima sat under a Waterfall he had found somewhere out in the wilds, it wasn't massive or heavy just a tool to help him meditate. He was working on himself, mentally and physically getting stronger so that he may one day be able to take control back from Tenryu. He was running things through his mind as he sat there under the waterfall getting hammered by the water in a constant stream. "Why does the sky have to cry when I was having so much fun? That's not fair!" The little crying shout of the most adorable cat he has ever met rips through his mind. He Recalled how feeble he was then, how he could barely see and yet he saw her more clearly. She was Exuberant and alive, even if she was just a plush now that he remembers her.
She was the first person he had met in the world of the living and he smiled at that memory, having nothing to his name having no rank no title and at that time no squad even. He was a bit lost but he enjoyed teaching her that she was more than she thought.. That was what started all of this his desire to make others feel stronger than they were.. To show them that anyone can become strong if they try hard enough, even someone as Weak as himself. "I wanna be strong and help people, too! I wanna protect Wynne from more than just bad dreams!" He Remembered her Shining face and how excited she was about being able to help her friend more and more.. "I did it! I did it! Look Timmy, I made a shiny thing!" He let out a soft laugh at her Excitement, remembering how much she danced with the orb when he taught her.
He pushed away a horrid thought, how would he protect her like he is now.. a Monster capable of only destruction and pain when he really went into it.. He was still too weak to protect people when he wasn't released and when he was released he was a killing machine incapable of showing restraint and not caring about collateral damage. His Ability Lay in that massive strength not this new body.. he was still like a Shinigami fresh out of the academy.. A Third seat would be capable of taking him on handily. And yet to show his true power he would risk killing them, he may even kill them just to prove himself.. That was not What Tima wanted. And that is why he was here, to Try and find that middle ground of Strength with restraint.. There were foes that required him to let go of course. He recalled Adrastos and how that fight had gone.. But there were times when he needed to maintain himself and still be able to fight on equal footing with other shinigami.
The Thoughts of How to push himself higher and higher were cascading all around himself and shattering as they all introduced new power to little else but his released self. He looked forward and saw nothing but open grass and the mist of the Waterfall. He Turns and Looks back to the waterfall how its immense pressure came from doing nothing but existing, he thrust his hand into it and felt the hammering. And then touched the cool water below, it was soft even though it was roiling every bit as heavily as the water above it. He Stood for a long time like that, thinking about how he could become like the water below instead of the crashing and cascading water above.
He Then recalled what happens when he releases, All of his Gravitational pressure ceases.. It is Sucked into his form.. He Smirks to himself and nods before sitting back down and Meditating. He must first Control his Raging Nature, the Massive amount of pressure he exerts on the world must be calmed. He Focuses inward on taking in his pressure but not so explosively, just taking it in deeper and and deeper into himself to prevent it from ripping the world around him. He Concentrated on keeping his mind at peace, his inner world like a sea of glass water such that not even he could ripple it's surface. His Body was a Vessel for Immense power when he was released and so he knew he could absorb it all.
When he opened his eyes once more he was unimpressed at first.. After a Few moments he felt the breeze.. it was calm and soothing, kissing his face and bringing with it the sweet scent of water spray in the air and he sat in the calm. He was at peace, a creature of peace and quiet and he heard it then a Disgusted sigh coming from within himself, from his inner world. What is that sort of crappy mentality?! You want to be the bridge to show people they can be as strong as they want if they only train?! Well here you sit the gap closer, the bridge that walks among the sheep and the weak to transform into a world breaking dragon to defend them?! What more do you want Arantima?! And so what if i have to take control to do it, your body is a vessel for this power and until you can defeat me?! You aren't worthy of controlling it. But you have impressed me enough to give you it when you call my name.. So be happy with what we have hmm? Unless you want to challenge me again?
