Post by Arantima Kawada on Jul 30, 2017 18:14:08 GMT -5
(CTP please)
Arantima walked the Edges of the Academy, Having recovered through his stay in the Squad 4 Hospital. He was Lost, and he could feel it, the lack of something that had been a part of himself for so long but now was.. gone. The strange part that he was now here to contemplate however was the fact that he could not recall when he had received the Blade in the first place. He had arrived in the soul society with a set of Knuckle dusters, but no.. those were lost to him around the time he had found the Blade he now knew to be Rasen naga.
The Blade was Cracked and broken.. And had just.. Been there with him? The dusters were first and then the transition to blade was Like he woke up one day and the dusters were a sword and he.. Was ok with it? He had never questioned the change until now, until the blade was gone and out of his hands. He could feel something Nagging at the back of his mind that something was wrong about the entire situation. And then he stood, wide eyes and sweating, his first interaction with Rasen Naga had been one of subservience, one of.. Being beaten down..
He Looks at his hands and down at the scar at his chest and then looks up to the sky He Didn't feel any stronger without Rasen naga, but he knew that something wasn't Taken his power away from him. For the first time in his life he felt whole, He felt like there was something.. Something he was pouring his power into, and not because he didn't want to, but because he knew that by doing so he created a balance in his own soul, in his own body. That something just wasn't finished yet, and that something ould be elegant.
He Looked around and nodded once more for himself than anything before flash stepping away, One step took him to the Squad 10 Barracks, 2 Steps to the Squad 11 Barracks from there, and a third Step taking him All the Way to the Senzaikyu Tower. He lands at the outskirts of the hill adjacent to the tower and Stands with his back to it, kneeling down and looking out over the Seireitei and the people moving down below himself and then out into the seemingly endless horizon. His gaze was deep and yet glazed over, he was meditating on what the lack of loss he felt when he lost rasen naga meant.
When the Blade was reforged within Astaroth he did not feel a re-connection, when he picked up the blade and used it to slay the Demon he did not feel like that blade belonged to him any longer.. he did not in-fact feel any soul within the blade at all. The World felt fine, his soul felt whole still, but unused. He Felt like a being that was free of a burden he had been carrying though. Something was lifting about himself and he was free to discover himself once more. He had spent so long trying to force a Release from that broken Sword that he had never once thought was that HIS Sword.
Arantima walked the Edges of the Academy, Having recovered through his stay in the Squad 4 Hospital. He was Lost, and he could feel it, the lack of something that had been a part of himself for so long but now was.. gone. The strange part that he was now here to contemplate however was the fact that he could not recall when he had received the Blade in the first place. He had arrived in the soul society with a set of Knuckle dusters, but no.. those were lost to him around the time he had found the Blade he now knew to be Rasen naga.
The Blade was Cracked and broken.. And had just.. Been there with him? The dusters were first and then the transition to blade was Like he woke up one day and the dusters were a sword and he.. Was ok with it? He had never questioned the change until now, until the blade was gone and out of his hands. He could feel something Nagging at the back of his mind that something was wrong about the entire situation. And then he stood, wide eyes and sweating, his first interaction with Rasen Naga had been one of subservience, one of.. Being beaten down..
He Looks at his hands and down at the scar at his chest and then looks up to the sky He Didn't feel any stronger without Rasen naga, but he knew that something wasn't Taken his power away from him. For the first time in his life he felt whole, He felt like there was something.. Something he was pouring his power into, and not because he didn't want to, but because he knew that by doing so he created a balance in his own soul, in his own body. That something just wasn't finished yet, and that something ould be elegant.
He Looked around and nodded once more for himself than anything before flash stepping away, One step took him to the Squad 10 Barracks, 2 Steps to the Squad 11 Barracks from there, and a third Step taking him All the Way to the Senzaikyu Tower. He lands at the outskirts of the hill adjacent to the tower and Stands with his back to it, kneeling down and looking out over the Seireitei and the people moving down below himself and then out into the seemingly endless horizon. His gaze was deep and yet glazed over, he was meditating on what the lack of loss he felt when he lost rasen naga meant.
When the Blade was reforged within Astaroth he did not feel a re-connection, when he picked up the blade and used it to slay the Demon he did not feel like that blade belonged to him any longer.. he did not in-fact feel any soul within the blade at all. The World felt fine, his soul felt whole still, but unused. He Felt like a being that was free of a burden he had been carrying though. Something was lifting about himself and he was free to discover himself once more. He had spent so long trying to force a Release from that broken Sword that he had never once thought was that HIS Sword.