Post by Zahra on Jan 16, 2017 20:33:21 GMT -5
Zahra had just come back from trying to find a place with her own people. A place that she finally thought that she would belong. But....it turns out that she was treated there as she was treated here around the shinigami, an outcast. When she tried to tell the leader about what she had been through here, what it's like for Beast-Clan here and her own past, he would hear none of it. He completely ignored her.
He instead decided upon himself to curse her to be shunned by her people forever, until she learned to live in a group. But, the thing was, she already had her own little group. She had her mate. But, either he didn't care about that or he thought a pack of two wasn't good enough. She could go to their New World, but she would be shunned there. So, in her mind, what was the point of going to a place where you would get shunned?
So, she stormed off and came back to the only home she had ever known....Soul Society. She had no idea if any Beast-Clan from here actually went to live in the new Realm or not, but there was one thing she had to do first. She had to go home. Zahra was fuming as she left the gate and walked towards her home. Shinigami avoided her, since her fists were still steaming with heat. Her release was still active due to her anger over what happened.
She made her way to her little cave that she had made a home with her mate and frowned sadly. She knew that her mate wanted, above all else, to give more space and more land here to the Beast-Clan and at the moment she hated most of her kind. They stood and did nothing while she was cursed. They were too afraid to stand up and say something. She punched both of her fists into the cave wall, leaving fist shaped holes in the walls.
In her heart, she knew that he would do this forever and she didn't have it in her to help him anymore. Not with what they did to her. So, she tried her best to write out a note to him, telling him that she was cursed by the 'head Alpha' of their people to be shunned by them until she learned her lesson. Because of this, she couldn't help him with his cause or stay with him. The hate for the others was too raw and she couldn't do it.
With that note, she left it by the entrance and left, never looking back and planning to never see the otter she called her mate ever again. Let him lead a peaceful life without her curse hindering him in what he plans to do. But now, she needed to do something, go anywhere, to take her mind off what she's thinking. There was only one other Beast-Clan that she had met in Soul Society and she didn't seem the type to actually go to this meeting since she had a last name already.
She ran towards Rukongai, staying along the outskirts, since she didn't think the Beast-Clanswoman would be in the actual districts. Then again, she had a last name. Maybe she did go in there once in awhile to visit with someone? It was still a weird notion to her, but she found her in the outskirts. When the woman was alone, Zahra ran up to her and tapped her on the shoulder. If she noticed her, she would see that Zahra would start to softly cry. "Zahra need help."
He instead decided upon himself to curse her to be shunned by her people forever, until she learned to live in a group. But, the thing was, she already had her own little group. She had her mate. But, either he didn't care about that or he thought a pack of two wasn't good enough. She could go to their New World, but she would be shunned there. So, in her mind, what was the point of going to a place where you would get shunned?
So, she stormed off and came back to the only home she had ever known....Soul Society. She had no idea if any Beast-Clan from here actually went to live in the new Realm or not, but there was one thing she had to do first. She had to go home. Zahra was fuming as she left the gate and walked towards her home. Shinigami avoided her, since her fists were still steaming with heat. Her release was still active due to her anger over what happened.
She made her way to her little cave that she had made a home with her mate and frowned sadly. She knew that her mate wanted, above all else, to give more space and more land here to the Beast-Clan and at the moment she hated most of her kind. They stood and did nothing while she was cursed. They were too afraid to stand up and say something. She punched both of her fists into the cave wall, leaving fist shaped holes in the walls.
In her heart, she knew that he would do this forever and she didn't have it in her to help him anymore. Not with what they did to her. So, she tried her best to write out a note to him, telling him that she was cursed by the 'head Alpha' of their people to be shunned by them until she learned her lesson. Because of this, she couldn't help him with his cause or stay with him. The hate for the others was too raw and she couldn't do it.
With that note, she left it by the entrance and left, never looking back and planning to never see the otter she called her mate ever again. Let him lead a peaceful life without her curse hindering him in what he plans to do. But now, she needed to do something, go anywhere, to take her mind off what she's thinking. There was only one other Beast-Clan that she had met in Soul Society and she didn't seem the type to actually go to this meeting since she had a last name already.
She ran towards Rukongai, staying along the outskirts, since she didn't think the Beast-Clanswoman would be in the actual districts. Then again, she had a last name. Maybe she did go in there once in awhile to visit with someone? It was still a weird notion to her, but she found her in the outskirts. When the woman was alone, Zahra ran up to her and tapped her on the shoulder. If she noticed her, she would see that Zahra would start to softly cry. "Zahra need help."