Post by Tsajara Dread on Dec 14, 2015 23:54:00 GMT -5
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It had been....interesting. Redesigning her room. The space was....so very large. And tall. Looking up into that darkness that was....eventually, the ceiling, she could only tinker about.... moving things about with her reiatsu as instructed. And yet, when she felt that little cryst behind her ear. The piece of th quartz tree that she had taken from the desert....well....she didn't take much longer to decide. She knew what sort of place her room would be.
She lit up the entire room. The floor covered in grass, brilliant crystal blades that glowed a soft blue, filling the room from end to end. And in the center, a crystal tree that rose up through the center. At first it would appear that her room had gotten wider, having absorbed the bathroom and closet. But up in those branches....well....everything she needed was up there. A platform in which a birdbath was. So very high up that it was very much private despite no walls blocking her view of the ground below. The tree itself reaching to what she imagined MUST be close to the top, though she never DID see the ceiling. And of course... at the very top. Was a massive ball of twisted, woven branches and twigs, all made of that quartz, woven into a very large nest. All of her clothing, her 'bed', everything was in there. All she would ever need.{Spoiler}
It had been ages since she had felt so very....comfortable. The menos forest had heights, but there was always the constant worry of Gillian. And the Sands had far fewer hollows, but even thinking about having any place with heights in those milling sands was a fool's dream. This was...paradise. Laying in that bed of soft down, having shed plenty of it to make her little bed, mixing it with that crystal, she lay on her back, thinking about her situation. And the decision she was to make.
She knew that Sargon had much to offer her. But she was not blind. No matter how odd and unusual he was, no matter how protective. He had ambitions. He had goals. And with the quincy.....the akki......the shinigami? She was going to get pulled into some stupid, pointless fight for 'glory' or 'prestige' or some foolish young-man's crusade. Of course.....she expected that eventually.... there was no escaping that. Time and time again, she had found stupid men to try and fill her head with ideas of grandeur. Sargon would no doubt have them as well. And as....understanding as he was. She wasn't sure there would be anything she could do to dissuade this.
Her power would be his....and that meant... a lot of things. She frowned, sighing softly as she....closed her eyes. That such a place reclused from the chaos outside....should simply have it's own brand of.....silliness. There was no mistaking that there would be other espada. And the system being what it was? She would meet them, and they too, no doubt, might try to exort her to their whims and goals. She would not be any safer..... the conditions of her safety were simply....different. More....complicated.
Looking up at that quasi-sky..... drinking in the glow of her new room. She knew that this was all it was. A glowing mirage. A freedom she probably would never truly have.
She would regain her power....yes. But....at what cost? Slowly, she shook her head, thinking back to....different times. When arrancar.....at least....some of them. Had been.....different. They had had civility. Understanding. And had reached beyond the...conqueror's nature of the hollow. And so very long ago....the stories....of the Desert King... and that shattered blade. Alas.....merely stories.
She sighed to herself and closed her eyes.
She was not sure entirely when she had drifted off, as it was so very rarely that she was not disturbed when trying to rest. But when she awoke, she took a moment to realize where she was, and to simply sink into the feeling of....belonging. However false. Sargon's words flitted into her mind and she paused, staring for a moment into the roofless section of her nest and up into that dark sky. She had a feeling it would be no...leisurely foray into the desert, nor any peaceful tour of Las Noches. She knew very well what he would likely have in store for her. He would appeal to her as one would appeal to any arrancar..... the promise of power. And to fortify that promise.....she knew. He would demonstrate his strength. Wether directly or indirectly, she knew it was coming. And so....at least for now, until he arrived. She roosted. It would be a shame....to wake up early from such a wonderful dream.