Post by Miranda Frost on Nov 1, 2022 22:19:11 GMT -5
((Solo for TP!))
A soldier's scars run deep, each one a memory that cannot be shaken free. These old wounds make the soldier, providing them skills, experience, and knowledge to overcome challenge after challenge. These challenges would only add to the number of marks upon the soldier's soul and psyche, further morphing them from where they started. Miranda herself was a shy, frail lass in her humblest beginnings. She obeyed her father and assisted her mother on the farm. It was a happy, content life, but was this all life had to offer the girl? Surely there were unknown horizons to be explored.
What was her parents hiding her from? Her first scars would be thrust upon her in her living days, witnessing the brutal murder of her family and friends by the giant hollows that tormented her dreams. Seeing their mangled, crushed bodies taught her that nothing is what it seems, that anything could happen at anytime. She'd run but be caught. No matter how much screaming and struggle could stop what was to come. This would teach the young woman that there is no outrunning destiny. Like her father, mother, siblings, friends, and fellow villagers, death would come in one shape or form.
Miranda recalled being left to hollowfy alone in a ruined village, with chains wrapped tightly around her soul's form and her chest. The pain was dull, everlasting, but otherwise tolerable. The weakness that wracked her from was not however. The cold Russian winter would set in and she'd be forced to endure, lying prone as the snow buried her beneath. Perhaps it was possible that she lasted years, but even her will would give out. She'd accept the fate destined for her, but it wouldn't happen as she had perhaps hoped. A man in black robes would save her, and her journey into the soul society would commence.
She'd learn that the darkest clouds have the most brilliant linings. Renewed in soul and hope she'd live amongst the impoverished of the outer rukongai districts with glee, for even the mundane life here was preferable to the fate she almost experienced. She took every opportunity to seek out new friends and family, and would be drawn into a corrupt cult. Donned in clean white robes she'd be taught the mythology of her home district and the reverence of the beastclan warriors of eld. It was fascinating, at first, but she would come to see the dagger hidden behind the priest's back.
After her indoctrination, the imprisonment would begin and she would see the cult's true colors. She'd be beaten and cut, defiled and made to beg for even the simplest act of kindness. She was made to bare the witness of her fellow sisters' torture, and in many cases, brutal sacrifices to their false god. At the time she didn't know what it all meant, why they were treated and slain in such a manner, but it didn't matter. This hope of hers gave her a burning desire to escape, and the first chance she got she would do just that.
She would come to learn later in her shinigami career that there will be times were sacrifices will have to be made for the better of all, and this moment would help her along that lesson. She'd learn that sometimes it was better to save oneself to fight another day than to let oneself be slaughtered needlessly. Miranda would never forget what she witnessed there in that cursed chapel, and this memory lit a fire within her heart. She'd become a shinigami and return to burn that whole district to the ground, and save whatever maidens like herself remained there.
The academy was difficult for her, but she was toughened through years of torture and horror to prepare herself. The physical aspect wasn't hard. She'd find herself besting many of her fellow academy students in tests of strength and endurance. Academically , she suffered. Shinigami schooling isn't the best place to start learning to read and write when many of the trials did have a knowledge portion to its curriculum. She'd persevere and rely on her developing stubborn nature to push her through to the end. This taught her that dedication would produce results if given enough time.
Joining the 13 court guard squads was perhaps her easiest time. No longer was the challenges externally generated, but internally. Bonding with her zanpakuto had become problematic and a premature release of her blade on the first day of joining Squad 10 had nearly killed her until she was saved by the Kawada Noble, Arantima. Her blade took on a new shape and her powers had strengthened upon healing up to full. She'd learn that action built experience and strength, but would come to build a twisted sense of honor.
This honor would get her into trouble more times than she could count. The hollow Jyuria had nearly turned her into one of her pawns upon overpowering her. Mariposa Serrato would kidnap her and whisk her away to the forest of a menos, keeping her in a cave as a mere plaything for the moth woman. The constant moans and screams of hollows while forced to watch this moth girl toy with herself for days would provide a new phobia and helplessness to the growing shinigami. Once again she'd be saved again like a stereotypical damsel in distress. Her trust and honor would be later crushed again by the Vandenreich scout Alexander.
All these lessons and memories allowed her to win the battle with her darker half, the spirit within that'd use her zanpakuto's power to destroy her soul's core. She'd shed this sense of honor, hope, and blind trust. She had become a colder woman, able to control her emotions to an unnerving degree if she chose to. Her new subordinates in the 1st division weren't as inspired as those in the 10th, who uplifted her at every chance. No, these soldiers were more wary around her, careful in action and word.
Their obedience served the new Lieutenant well.
A soldier's scars run deep, each one a memory that cannot be shaken free. These old wounds make the soldier, providing them skills, experience, and knowledge to overcome challenge after challenge. These challenges would only add to the number of marks upon the soldier's soul and psyche, further morphing them from where they started. Miranda herself was a shy, frail lass in her humblest beginnings. She obeyed her father and assisted her mother on the farm. It was a happy, content life, but was this all life had to offer the girl? Surely there were unknown horizons to be explored.
What was her parents hiding her from? Her first scars would be thrust upon her in her living days, witnessing the brutal murder of her family and friends by the giant hollows that tormented her dreams. Seeing their mangled, crushed bodies taught her that nothing is what it seems, that anything could happen at anytime. She'd run but be caught. No matter how much screaming and struggle could stop what was to come. This would teach the young woman that there is no outrunning destiny. Like her father, mother, siblings, friends, and fellow villagers, death would come in one shape or form.
Miranda recalled being left to hollowfy alone in a ruined village, with chains wrapped tightly around her soul's form and her chest. The pain was dull, everlasting, but otherwise tolerable. The weakness that wracked her from was not however. The cold Russian winter would set in and she'd be forced to endure, lying prone as the snow buried her beneath. Perhaps it was possible that she lasted years, but even her will would give out. She'd accept the fate destined for her, but it wouldn't happen as she had perhaps hoped. A man in black robes would save her, and her journey into the soul society would commence.
She'd learn that the darkest clouds have the most brilliant linings. Renewed in soul and hope she'd live amongst the impoverished of the outer rukongai districts with glee, for even the mundane life here was preferable to the fate she almost experienced. She took every opportunity to seek out new friends and family, and would be drawn into a corrupt cult. Donned in clean white robes she'd be taught the mythology of her home district and the reverence of the beastclan warriors of eld. It was fascinating, at first, but she would come to see the dagger hidden behind the priest's back.
After her indoctrination, the imprisonment would begin and she would see the cult's true colors. She'd be beaten and cut, defiled and made to beg for even the simplest act of kindness. She was made to bare the witness of her fellow sisters' torture, and in many cases, brutal sacrifices to their false god. At the time she didn't know what it all meant, why they were treated and slain in such a manner, but it didn't matter. This hope of hers gave her a burning desire to escape, and the first chance she got she would do just that.
She would come to learn later in her shinigami career that there will be times were sacrifices will have to be made for the better of all, and this moment would help her along that lesson. She'd learn that sometimes it was better to save oneself to fight another day than to let oneself be slaughtered needlessly. Miranda would never forget what she witnessed there in that cursed chapel, and this memory lit a fire within her heart. She'd become a shinigami and return to burn that whole district to the ground, and save whatever maidens like herself remained there.
The academy was difficult for her, but she was toughened through years of torture and horror to prepare herself. The physical aspect wasn't hard. She'd find herself besting many of her fellow academy students in tests of strength and endurance. Academically , she suffered. Shinigami schooling isn't the best place to start learning to read and write when many of the trials did have a knowledge portion to its curriculum. She'd persevere and rely on her developing stubborn nature to push her through to the end. This taught her that dedication would produce results if given enough time.
Joining the 13 court guard squads was perhaps her easiest time. No longer was the challenges externally generated, but internally. Bonding with her zanpakuto had become problematic and a premature release of her blade on the first day of joining Squad 10 had nearly killed her until she was saved by the Kawada Noble, Arantima. Her blade took on a new shape and her powers had strengthened upon healing up to full. She'd learn that action built experience and strength, but would come to build a twisted sense of honor.
This honor would get her into trouble more times than she could count. The hollow Jyuria had nearly turned her into one of her pawns upon overpowering her. Mariposa Serrato would kidnap her and whisk her away to the forest of a menos, keeping her in a cave as a mere plaything for the moth woman. The constant moans and screams of hollows while forced to watch this moth girl toy with herself for days would provide a new phobia and helplessness to the growing shinigami. Once again she'd be saved again like a stereotypical damsel in distress. Her trust and honor would be later crushed again by the Vandenreich scout Alexander.
All these lessons and memories allowed her to win the battle with her darker half, the spirit within that'd use her zanpakuto's power to destroy her soul's core. She'd shed this sense of honor, hope, and blind trust. She had become a colder woman, able to control her emotions to an unnerving degree if she chose to. Her new subordinates in the 1st division weren't as inspired as those in the 10th, who uplifted her at every chance. No, these soldiers were more wary around her, careful in action and word.
Their obedience served the new Lieutenant well.