Post by Alicia Maine on Nov 4, 2024 1:06:04 GMT -5
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Type: [Freak]
Affiliation: [Vandenreich]
Rank: [Captain- Sternritter "O"]
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-Basic Information-
Name: [Alicia Maine]
Age: [26]
Birthday (Month/Day): [10/23]
Blood Type: [B+]
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-Appearance-
Height/Weight: [5'7"/123 lbs]
Physical Description:
Sick in more than one way Alicia is what most Psychologists consider to be "Insane." Or the more latent terms for others "that crazy bitch." Well, she certainly has earned that reputation since an early age, though, not truly considered insane. Back then, the people considered it self-defense or possibly repressed anger and sorrow. Which one it is doesn't speak good news at all for this gal. Sentenced to heavy duty refining and psychological treatment, Alicia spent a majority of her time being locked away in Asylums and Institutions. Technically referred to as "Hospitals" but the real purpose of them was all the same. Quite a lot of time being locked away Alicia had no choice but to retreat into that "insanity."
Growing up as a child, half Japanese and German, Alicia spent much time indoors for obvious reasons. Such a term in her life spent bound in unfavorable dwellings have done some damage to the skin. Void from the natural light Alicia's skin began to lose its luscious complexion and shift to a more pale white. Though the texture remained smooth somehow it didn't change the fact that her skin lost some of its nutrients. Cast away in the shadows while the doctors were "treating" her, the skin lost its natural color and became that of what it is today. The Germans didn't really have good manners when it came to murdering a few of their own.
But noooo, who cares, no one wanted to hear her side of the story. Similar to her skin the girl's hair lost its color as well. Once was a full Jet Black now became a Pearl White. Seemingly untouched by the creator himself Alicia's white hair grew out to point where it descends past her hips at her kneecaps. Cutting it was out of the question as those who attempted to restrain the girl often find themselves with shears inching closer to their faces. Only to scare them of course, as going any further would bore her. She got the same reactions over and over again, which only proved to her that the so called "Doctors" never really cared at all. Only following orders that someone else gave to them. With no hint of self being applied into their work, no desire to really help people, Alicia found the very act of killing them to be... boring. Although it would help her by not having to see their faces anymore.
Pacing around in her room shackled by that restraint coat didn't give her much options than to fight. Struggle, struggle, and more struggling. That's pretty much all she was able to do. Learning how to dislocate her shoulders and arms, to actually toning her body as she did so, the Quincy girl found it to be enjoyable. Hell, even the restraint jacket seemed to be fun having on. Proved a bit of a challenge. As a matter of fact, she couldn't help but laugh. Just laughing. Laughing in that dark room all by herself as she struggled. Could be the reason why she wears a cheery smile on her face. And why her red eyes seem to be distant as well as fatigued.
Stuck as to where she was Alicia had been put on a strict diet. The boring hospital food that made anyone want to puke. She did at times, puking at least. Most of the time she kept it in. She had the best care to help maintain all of her looks, besides her hair. But the funniest thing was that when the Doctors came to evaluate her physic she would seem to be more toned then the last time. Both arms slender and pale white. Yet, the muscles were shaped and reinforced with the body fat and carbs that she was taking into herself. She literally was using up all the nutrients to physically shape herself up. This continued on even after she got out of the Hospital and into the Vandenreich.
She was born as a Quincy, with parents who were a part of the Empire. So there wouldn't be anything strange when bringing someone like her in. Bbuttt, there are exceptions. Alicia happens to be one of them. Turns out that Alicia was the one who murdered her own parents. They were never killed by the Shinigami or by the Hollows. Nor were they convicted of treason. The girl responds, "Because they were annoying." That was her answer. Now there is more to the stiry, but that will be it for now.
Her hair is long and messy, but straightened and smoothed as her japanese characteristics reveal it to be. Brows tweased and maintained properly, can have em bushy brows now. Yet while her body seems to be fine, a closer inspection of her arms show healed scars. Scars that were left behind from deep lacerations and from tight bindings. No no noo, Alicia didn't make them, on purpose anyhow. These were from toying with her restraints as she made many attempts in slipping them. These scars are twisted and wrap around the surface of her arms from the elbow joint down to her wrists. The same pattern is healed gashes can be seen on her palms and back hand.
Banging against sharp corners will do that to you when playing with restraints. But the worst gashe's were from the syringes that she was poked with constantly. Okay now these were her fault. With her body flailing about the Doctors had little to no choice as to risk a black eye or possible dismissal from his job entirely, and boy, he got many black eyes. But thankfully her nails remain crisp and perfect. However the excitement does not stop there.
Slyly shifting the eyes downwards her physique is something to ponder about. Now she did all the flailing and personal training in the narrow space that was her room. Training as in eating and toning, but the vast majority of hee training was held within the Vandenreich Empire. You see, after she murdered her parents the Quincy bEgan looking for her. It took some time, like 5 years, before she was found and brough into the fold. Can't say that her attitude improved as much since many students were beaten and threatened by this girl.
Her robust figure is something to gawk at when her two "B"s go to "C"s when donning her clothes. But that's for something else. A slim stomach with no definite muscles openly expressed. But they're there alright. Hell, she can still pass herself off as a recent graduate too. Especially with those baby cheeks of hers. Digressing, so moving on her legs which have to be most succulent. With a round firm booty, it only defines the qualitis that the booty and her legs have with each other.
Still pale white obviously, her legs share the same markings that her arms did. Tied down and bound to her bed and tabkes, Alicia always struggled with a smile across her face, and laughing too. Her thighs down to the ankles bear the same patterns as the ones on her arms. More syringes and binds, this Quincy was the essence of trouble when it came dealing with people. This does suggest as to how many restraints were used to keep her settled. Regardless, hee legs and feet are impressive and we'll rounded to keeping balance. A good foundation was built based on pacing around in her vacant room. Her toes are nothing special like her hands. But that is besides the point that she still rocks people's socks off with what she has to work with.
Which leaves us to her attire. Strangely enough Alicia grabs herself with what appears to be a single piece body suit. Heavily altered there are few pieces of her uniform that ties her to the Quincies. First off is the collar she wears around her neck. Almost like a turtle neck infused with a prisoner's choke collar. With its belt design its tightness can be adjusted according to the girls desired comfort level. And to add on it covers the base of her collar bone and primed around her neck to be threaded together with her top piece.
Now even though it is, by very means a latex body suit, the top piece of it resembles a tunic. A vest, "x" shaped tunic, which shoulder straps are indeed weaved onto the girls choker. This design does expose a bit of her cleavage and underarms before continuing onwards in covering the girl. Though this opening of her chest is partly covered by the 3 inch chain that hangs loosely over the area. Hehe, it is more than likely them pervs will be starin' at, considering that the each of thsee pieced are skin tight too.
Now for the sleeves. They are indwed connected to Alicia's chest piece by via belt strap and a thick connection of fabric tied to the sides of her biceps. Her sleeves too are skin tight, so that everyone can marvel at her firm toned body. No designs on them, and a clear white color which is the same as the chest tunic. Except, when coming to the forearms the sleeve changes. As it gets closer to the wrist the pieces rightness begins to loosen up and open up outwardly lime flower petals. This section of her sleeves are dyed in a twist of black and red colors. However, that isn't what is really draws the eyes to the ends. Because it is the three harness straps attached to the end of her sleeves that kind of spook people out. Like bung back at the Asylum these straps look more like restraints. Well that's because they are. When crossing her arms around her chest, she can press them against herself to attachieve the sleeves to her chest tunic piece. Makes it look like a restraint jacket once more.
Moon further down the line anyone can see the opening that exposes her belly button. It's soon adorable and clear. Nothing g but that compressed belly and pale white skin. All this leading to being crossed by two utility belts that help carry minimal supplies crossing over her hips and pelvis area. Matching the color scheme to the sleeves, the belts help make a cool additions to her attire. But nothing is better than the lower areas.
The body continental down until it reaches the ankles, but it won't matter. That is due to the knee high boots that partly covers her lower thigh. The same color scheme as the belts and sleeves too. The soles of these boots are neither elevated or reinforced with extra padding. Instead, the bottom of the soles are completely flat, and are indeed reinforced with a thick flexible fiber.
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-Personality-
Dislikes:
1. Interference :
"No one. Absolutely no one gets in my way. No one understands the bond between me and Senpai-kun. How dare tbey try and put them selves between us. I'll render them bare until only the bones remain. I'll make them scream until nothing comes out. How dare they... Only I am suitable for Senpai. Me, and only ME!"
2. Paperwork :
"Uggghhh, it's so boring. I can be doing something better with my time. *sighs* Why is there so much of it, and why do I need to do this anyways? There is always going to be more anyhow, and if this continues then I won't be able to see my Senpai. Damn it. Damn it damnitdamnit...SHIITTT! "
3. No Camera :
"Oh nooo. How could I have forgotter my camera. All of the precious moments that I could be recording and taking pictures of... gone.. wasted. *cries* Why you do this to meee? I just wanted to have parts of Senpai's with me forever. Is that too much to ask for?" *Cries*
4. Failure :
"Please forgive me. I tried my best, so please don't be angry. I'll try harder next time. Please say that you'll still love me. Please don't go anywhere. I'll do anything. *mentally imaginating her failure* Ugh, that would be a nightmare. Senpai may not like me anymore. That would be bad."
5. Long boring days :
"I hate days like this. Nothing to do but work. Senapi isn't around and people keep saying that they're busy with things. Besides that I have all of these nonimportant people trying to talk to me. How stupid. *Whines* SENPAI WHERE ARE YOU!?"
6. No Senpai :
"Oh no, the worst of the worst has happened. *Gasp* Senpai isn't here *cries*. No Senpai means that the day is going to be terrible. No Senpai means that life has no meaning. Senapi... Senpai.. Senpaisenpaisenpaisenpai. With you gone everything might as well die. I'll make sure of that."
7. Competition :
"Fluuzies and whores. Trying to seduce MY Senpai. Unforgivable. How dare they try and steal him away. I was in love with him long before those sluts. I'll show them. All show them all what happens when they try and get between our love. I'll make sure that it will forever be branded on theor minds."
8. Laziness :
"So much to do, so much to do. I can't stay in bed to rest. I need to develop my pictures. I have to buy more film and extra batteries too. After that I need to check on my cameras in Senpai's room. Then I need to make sure Senpai is alright and no one else is following him. So much to do so much to do."
9. Short Days :
"Aawwwwww. There isn't much time in the day. That sucks. I was only able to follow Senpai for half the day. There is just not enough time in the days now. ARRGGHHH! Oh wait, perhaps I can sneak in when Senpai is sleeping."
10. Long Speechs :
" The answer if the day is .. *sleeps*. Enough said. Why? Well it's boring everyone sits there and do nothing. Sermons are the same ugh. Yeah yeah I know I know. But I can't help it, they just put me to sleep. So can you blame me?"
11. The Vandenreich :
"I don't particularly hate them, but I don't like them either. Everyone here draw to some old fart who says he is like a King or something. None of my business as long as Senpai is here hehehe."
12. Lower Ranks :
"Sternritters P to Z can go screw themselves. Hmph, they are no Senpai of mine. They are those annoying people I talked about earlier. They follow me like roaches and never go away. It'll be better if I was able to have them simply vanish. I think that would be the best action here. Wouldn't you agree?
Likes:
1. Senpai :
"Senpai senpai senpai. I can't get enough of Senpai. He or she, no matter what. I want to smell theor hair. Bathe in their sweat and odor. I want to know everything about him and her. I want to be a part of them. Mmmmmmph, oohhhh Senpai, I want you to make me melt hehehe."
2. Her Notebook :
"My precciousss. Give me the precious. It is my precious. All of the information on Senpai is in here. I love to write in it everyday and as much as possible. Everything that Senpai does and eats. I can't get enough. *Giggles* I want more of Senpai. Not just a lock of hair or a wrapper from theor food. I want more.
3. Her Shrines :
"They my prized possessions. It is not an obsession, it is love. I have their pictures and the leftover food that they've eaten displayed. Scented candoes and fabrics of the clothes that they've worn. Mmmmm it isn't enough. I can't get enough of it. It is so beautiful and gorgeous. I need more stuff to decorate them with. One day I hope to show Senpai my room. My shrine."
4. Watching :
"I must keep an eye on Senpai. I love watching Senpai. It's like wathing a magestic animal in its own natural habitat. Fuefuefue, I hope Senpai can feel my love. I hope they know that they have a guardian angel, like me, Watchung over them. Oh, I must write what Senpai is doing in my notebook."
5. Collecting :
"It isnt stealing at all. I'm only taking what they don't need. Senpai doesn't need those extra shirts. They've grown out of those bras. They were finished with their meal. Heeeheheee. It's not stealing. Besides, I need more things for my shrines too. Senpai will know my love."
6. Fruit :
"It's so sugary and sweet and there is plenty to go around. They come in so many shapes and sizes that I don't know which to start with. Strawberries, blueberries, or maybe a Pineapple. Oh, my personal favorite are Watermelons. Each one of em have that watery drip to it that smears all over your lips. And with each bite only makes you want to take another one. Not like other foods it will take a lot of fruits to fill you up too. So I can have as many as I want.
7. Higher Ranks :
"Ooooohhh, they are sooooo cool. They are my Senpais. Letters A to N are so awesome that everyone around them simply drops to their knees. They are my idols. Huh? What about the Emperor? Who cares, because I don't. I'm here for my Senpais, not for someone who has a King fetish. Old pervert. But I'll keep doing what I do if it means I can stay with my Senpais. Anything else I don't really need it, nor want it.
8. Stalking :
"I like to follow people, especially Senpai. It helps me learn about them even more since they are not on guard when they believe that they are alone. Oh yes, how many interesting things that I can see when they do believe in that. So many interesting little details come flying out like no tomorrow that it should be on television. But no. They are my little secrets. Mine and mine alone. No one can take them away from me. No one."
9. Sen-Pai :
senpai
Flaws:
1. Obsessed :
A one track mind. After everything that she has been exposed to, after everything she was force to endure Alicia's mind has been warped to allow itself to survive. In order to maintain what sanity remained she chose to focus it on a subject matter that allowed her to really put some inspiration. To make her feel something once more. After that, after leaving the Asylums it had been the older members, the Sternritters that allowed her to feel something once again. So now she puts forth all of her attention on them. To no ends.
2. Sadist :
The Asylum. The shots. The Doctors. Those rape loving Assistants. Left alone in a room. Parents who wanted her to become like them. They forced their ideals and objectives on her as if she wanted any of it. So much screaming and clawing at the door. So many people put her away under their foot, but no longer. Enough of being the victim. That is why before leaving the Asylum she made an example of them. She made sure that the walls were littered with them. All for the sake of protecting some glimmer of humanity left.
3. Misery Fetish :
Yeah, this is self spoken. She likes the pain and she loves the misery. Practically the only means for her to feel anything at all these days, aside from Senpai. The bigger the blow to her the greater she can feel something fuzzy inside. That tantalizing fear that grows and swirls around inside is something exciting. That and gotta include when it is something that is not able to be achieved. Makes it all the more desirable, and makes Alicia all the more hungry for it. It helps to drive her. So much that she will inflict it upon herself if need be.
4. SENPAI :
Well, if you haven't got it yet, then how about a repeat.
"NOTICE ME!"
5. Uncommitted :
No offense to the Vandenreich, but what a bunch of wack jobs. Seriously, a single man wrote a book and now he is dead. No tales of resurrections or anything of the sort. All there is a bunch of people gathering together to form a cult of some sort. Her parents did the same. They tried to force her into coming something like them. She didn't want it. If she was going to do something, then let it be of her own free will. She doesn't do the jobs for the Empire, she does it for Senpai.
6. Contradictive :
"Oh I'm sorry, didn't anyone tell you... I'm very contradicting." That is indeed a fact. Where to do the lies end and the truth begins with Alicia? What does she hide by doing so? Beneath the layers of hysteria resides something that most people resort to when enduring traumatic experiences. Does this girl really want to kill? Is she so closed off from the world that nothing affects her state of mind anymore? Are the words that she spouts out true, or false? Or, is it a means to push those away who would attempt to do her harm? A trial of some sort that Alicia herself has devised, and forgotten.
7. Easily Manipulated :
All for the sake of being accepted by her superiors. It doesn't matter what the task requires; kill people, torture, ransack homes and pillage, or play nice and put up a front. It doesn't matter really to her. Whatever Senpai wants Senpai will get. It's all that she lives for at this time unless someone can show her differently. With that said she is indeed single minded. All for their sake and not her own. She is more than driven to accomplish what she must if it means to please them. How childish.
Habits:
1. Smiling :
After going through what she did how can she not smile? It's a front obviously if anyone has ever seen one. Everyday of almost every minute Alicia wears that smile across her face. That and given her child-like behavior makes people think if she is in the right mind at all. But hell, if she can endure all that crap then surely she can put up with everything else. Like really, she lost everything so why not put on a smile. Like as if there is anything else she can lose.
2. Laughing :
Well, it's better to laugh when there is nothing else to do. In all honesty there really isn't anything for to do. After everything was said and done, being left with nothing is actually pretty funny. Not only that but where she ended up to is very funny. Her parents never gave her a choice as to becoming a Vandenreich member. The Doctors forced their treatments on her over and over again. Those Aids raped her over and over again agains her will. How many times did her dignity and livelyhood die. How much of her life has been spent dying? It really is a joke. And all of it, she never had a choice in the matter. So, she laughs.
3. Humming :
The best means to pass the time and calm her down. Something that beats not doing anything. Though they are mostly lullabies, they serve as a means to travel back through time. Almost as if she wants to relive it again. But she can't, and she knows that. So she sings for a dream that will never come true.
4. Writing :
Always gotta keep that book updated. You never know what you are going to find when you wander about or stalk Senpai. So many interesting things can happen in such a short time span that it will be a mistake in not having it to write in. That is the reason why she keeps it with her, and why she writes in it. Always have to know and learn what Senpai does like and what Senpai doesn't like.
5. Sitting :
It isn't remotely her sitting down that is the habit. Like everyone pretty much does that already. No no no, it is how she sits. Curling back her legs into her chest while facing forward is how she sits down. In other words the fetal position. Something aboutit helps her. Almost like she is comforting herself or thinking. Like as if she is hugging herself or defending her personal space. Could be one or the other but not entirely sure. She just feels more comfortable like that.
6. Nawing :
Baring down the delicate pearly whites, the girl chews on knuckle of her fingers. Just small chewing motions that are not too hard or too soft. Just a moderate level to help her think and piece things together. And of course she does make the "Hmmmmmm" sound while she is at it too. Only helps her overall bringing both the amount of background noise needed to move her thoughts along, and to distract her from reality to think.
Fears:
1. Senpai :
To lose Senpai is to lose her way of finding herself. It is the Sternritters that she looks up to. They are the ones who at least give her a choice rather than bein forceful. Well, elyeah they can be many of times, but either way she still has the freedom to choose damn it. It's the only reason why she joined in the first place. By being among theor ranks she can discover something more about herself, and possibly discover something that may have been lost for a long time.
2. Unloved :
Now that is something she desires. To be loved and how fully resurrect herself. And no not that beyond dimensions sort of love that the suppose Dr Kaiser has for his followers. None of that trash, but a physical face to face love. That fear of losing what little remains of herself before losing herself completely to the madness she has already been driven into.
3. Nothing :
There us really nothing else that she is afraid of. She has been beaten before. Molested by the Aids at the Asylums. Left alone in the pure darkness with no one to turn to. Held down against her will. Shackled down unable to move. Left for dead. Starving. You name it she has been through it. Thus is the reason why the girl has given up. Well, not enitrely, but she has surrendered herself over to what comes. Doesn't mean that she'll just die so easily. If that was the case, then she would have done herself in a long time ago.
Goals:
1. A Senpai Harem :
Somewhere along that twisted little dream of hers is a path she can take to fund her answers. The very answer that may put her back together. A means to restore what she has lost. Who knows? Other than that it is purely out of fun. What kind of gal wouldn't want to be with her Senpai?
2. A Good Housewife :
Something that she dreamt one night. Being with her special someone who treats her right and was able to look past all of her. To truly see what resides within. A possible future with the Senpai that was able to use their experience to look past who she was outside. Beyond her soul.
3. A Future:
It is something that she has always dwelled on. Is she really a bad person? Was all that happened her own fault. She is a sinner. This wasn't the life she wanted for herself. She just wanted to be normal. Was the reason she is in hot pursuit because she wanted to take what she wants? Or is merely a face that she made to cover up the scared girl that is trapped inside? Maybe. She doesn't know if who she is.. is actually the real Alicia. She wants the nightmare to end. She wants to go to a place that she can call home. A place that she can be free. The other goals don't matter as long as she can fulfill this one. "Please, someone... anyone... Please find me. Take me away from here. I don't want it."
Alignment: Passive Evil
Overall Personality
Unparalleled among her peers of the Vandenreich, Alicia is an entity beyond what their little minds can comprehend. Although she has lived half of the years that most of them have she had been one subjected to the cruelties of the world. Events that were forced upon her and continued down the line like that of dominoes. Each of those events stockpiling to what formed Alicia into the woman she is today. Layer upon layer of horrid experiences Alicia's psyche plummet to its lowest depths. With the tide of swirling madness engulfing her there had been only one solution to prevent her losing her own life to it. Embracing another side to herself.
Locking away the hope and innocence of who she was Alicia made the very madness of her life as her own being. To love the pain and fear that came with the lack of control the Quincy cast away what she deemed to be humanity. All of its rules and customs Alicia turned to her own instincts and worldly rules to push herself forward. Now that doesn't mean that she is unaware of the rules that society has. Its natural laws and systems do not allude her, it is simply the fact that she doesn't care for them. She knows of what she does and what she is, yet she continues on with her activities despite her knowledge. In fact, she is probably more self aware then any other individual stands beside her.
This indicates that Alicia is beyond being open minded. While at the same time narrow minded. She speaks of knowing and understanding circumstances, that humans can never be perfect, nor perfection is truly real. Life itself is merely a dream and death is an illusion. Heaven and Hell do not exist, and yet they are weaved together in the reality that they live in. But obviously, all of these are merely a shell. A series of shells that cover and protect what lies inside of herself. A walking contradiction is what Alicia is known to be. From her words to her actions nothing of what she does truly connects with the other. This in term does make her rather difficult to predict in many occasions.
But first off it is what makes up that contradiction. Alicia portrays herself to be a sweet innocent girl. Childish in nature almost reflecting the time before being pressured, before being shoved into a corner by her parents, by society. A time in which she desires to replay over and over again before having to take action. In such a state Alicia is bubbly and oozing with confidence. Not to mention that she does get pouty when she is upset and reckless when it comes to the unknown. From anyone's point of view it would seem that she is reckless if not stupid. That is far from it. Really, all of it is merely a shroud of what is beneath the innocence that is infused with the madness. This too, this childish act is nothing more than a play act before unveiling the truth of her past.
Which is why she clings to the idea of following those better than herself. As if attempting to discover a new path to rewrite the life she endured, Alicia seeks those with experience to find what it means to really have a choice. An incredible desire to learn and venture out into the unknown, and to risk her own life in the process shows that she is determined to fulfill that wish of hers. Not that she understands it completely herself, it does show on a subconscious level. More than likely a truth coiled in the threads of lies that is difficult to separate until someone can find it. This is where Alicia is weak. Still that fragile little girl being covered by the years of violence and despair that toyed with her mind and spirit until it left her with a choice.
All of that confidence and recklessness is the result of the mentality that she doesn't care. The lack of fear and embracing the reality dealt to her. If she had played by the rules layed out by social norms, then her life would feel rather empty. An utter lie to herself that would have eaten away at her bit by bit. These thoughts of being trapped in a hurricane of misery and helplessness forced the girl's hand. Meaning that she isn't one to hesitate. Alicia is a fighter in both heart and spirit. Even those traits are carried over in her new persona as a Yandere. Now it is stronger than ever. Unfortunately that fighting spirit is now warped, turned mad to the point as though she has already given up. Her heart and desire has left her very being, and as such, her very being personifies being one of the dead.
One with no fear nor desire to carry on, but instead, goes with the flow. An individual that does not find itself restricted to the world around it and acts upon instinct. Which is the reason why her eyes seem very distant. When looking into her eyes it isn't that she is staring back. Nope, she is simply staring beyond the person. Analyzing the individual beyond the flesh. Which does mean that Alicia has a very curious mind. Always analyzing and computing what makes a person operate the way that it does. No no, not the inner workings like blood and organs. But what makes the person who they are. That is what Alicia looks into. And although her skills may not be able to dive into the person's souls to find that out, she does have her ways. And one of those ways is primary the way that she acts.
This itself can go one of two ways. When studying someone Alicia makes up her mind almost instantaneous after they've shown who they really are. Option one; they are someone who is very closed minded and will do nothing but waster her time. Or option two; someone who will be able to push beyond the physical plane and open themselves to something more than what they are. This is what Alicia is looking for. At this point in her life Alicia is self serving. Which is the reason why she is so drawn in by those who are better than her. Or rather who have more life experience but not narrow minded. Those people will only hinder her in the long run. This is the drive of her obsession to those she refers to as "Senpai."
A title in which she gives to people as those she marks as potential partners. Life partners? Could be. But really, a partner to help her unveil herself, and give her another opportunity at life. To relive the years that she spent locked away and abused. A real means to start over. That is what Alicia desires, that is what lies beneath the layers of madness. Though, it is really the madness that remains the trial. The trial to see if a person is worth her time, and to eliminate those that will hinder her means of salvation. All the more reason why she is studious of her "Senpais." It is the reason why she won't allow anyone to screw her over. All the more reason that she is ready to kill.
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