Post by Kaiya Yamamoto on Jun 2, 2019 9:08:02 GMT -5
--Kaiya Yamamoto--
Member's Discord Name (include nicknames): Fax Machine#2338
Password 1: Black Hole
Password 2: Moon Pray
Type: Type V: "Roughneck"
Squad: Squad 11, Primary Attack Squad
Rank: Aiming for Captain
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-Basic Information-
Name: Yamamoto, Kaiya ("Mountain, Forgiveness")
Age of Death: Kaiya is a Pure Soul and was born in the Soul Society
Real Age/Age of Appearance: 340, appearing 26-28
Birthday (Month/Day): 15th March
Blood Type: O+
{Kaiya's Roleplay Sample in Spoiler}They had left her alone all morning. The barracks was already empty, all the men and women of Squad 11 already having filed out to the courtyard and taken up their seats as close as could be safely permitted. Kaiya alone dwelt within, examining her uniform for what felt like the ten-thousandth time in the full-length mirror before her. Each second dragged on longer than the last as the appointed hour drew ever-closer, dilating into impossible and tense lengths.
Questioning the authority of a Captain was something done by only the brave or the foolish. Or the rarified few who happened to know their Captain in more close and intimate enough terms to take such liberties of language with them. Captains were rarely if ever second-guessed, at least to their faces. Rarely second-guessed and even more rarely challenged. Yet here she was, mere minutes away from doing just that.
Captain Francis Grin had received her challenge 71 and 2/3 hours ago. He read it out loud, leveled his gaze at her, reflexively flexed his reiatsu so she would know what she was inviting, and accepted. He had this grin on his face, this grin that 'The Smiling Man' had made so famous in his prior years. A sick sort of joy at the thought of cutting someone that she could appreciate all too well, but she did not answer with her own. All she had to offer him was a cold, judgmental glower. She wasn't happy to challenge him, but she was looking forward to doing her duty.
Personal ambitions aside, the Seireitei deserved a Captain with more decorum and a more elevated mind for matters of leadership beyond 'I fight real good'. Of course, Squad 11 required a...special touch. But, she had the respect of many of the officers already. Those who did not see her potential would come to feel differently soon enough. Septuple-checking the orchid-colored ribbon that secured her hair, Kaiya quietly left the barracks and stepped out into the high noon sun to meet her destiny.
As soon as the challenger emerged the crowd fell silent. The normally boisterous and rowdy fellas of the Primary Attack Squad had reserved their daily alotment of sacred respect for exactly such an occasion. This was sacrosanct. This was everything. The right and authority to lay it all on the line in a test of martial strength was exactly the type of thing each and every one of them aspired to one day be able to participate in. To say they were there and go to see this sacred ritual take place? That was a great start for most of them. Their silence lent an order of magnitude to the already pounding heartbeat in her chest as she walked forward.
Her eyes roaming the crowd, side to side, she read the faces of her witnesses. Many regarded her with snides and smirks; it was foolish to go against Grin. Many regarded her with confident nods; they trust she knew what she was doing. More still displayed only the passive indifference of a true spectator, betraying no feelings one way or the other but merely absorbing the spectacle of it all. They had hoped for a good show, a clean show. Whichever side won today, the Seireitei would be better for it despite what they lost in doing so.
Captain Francis Grin was already waiting at the far end of the courtyard, sitting on a bench and picking at his blood red signature gloves. "Yamamoto Kaiya, I gotta say, I'm surprised you're going through with this", the considerably shorter man bellowed with avoice that carried well beyond what his frame might suggest.
"You honor me by accepting my challenge." Even she responded. Despite his baiting statement, she would be sticking to expected decorum today.
Captain Grin smiled as his challenger put her hand on her Zanapakutou. He rose from the bench and declared, "This is a challenge against the Captain of the 11th. The challenge will conclude when one is either incapacitated and cannot continue, or yields by death. No releases. No Kido. Just you and me, Kaiya."
Kaiya answered by popping her katana free of its sheath. The Captain did the same.
The two ran at each other, steel clanging against steel as the first slash of their battle rang out through the courtyard. They thrust, parried, danced around each other as Kaiya fought with her signature one-handed style. It was clear that she was the superior swordsman as she backed Captain Grin down, putting him on the defensive and sending him backpedaling as she picked up aggression. But then, locked in a blow with each other, his sweaty look of borderline exasperation turned upside down and he brought out his signature full-toothed smile.
Grabbing her by the gem of her robe, he used his free hand hip tosses her onto her back and wrench her left arm so hard that the snap and twist of her tendons and bone were loud enough to stand out against her scream. Broken, in an instant, she had lost the use of her arm.
Somehow wrenching herself free, possibly at the amused mercy of her Captain, she withdrew and regrouped as she assessed her arm hoping that ab abundance of concern would reveal it to be a simple strain or hyperextension rather than the much worse thing it felt like. Kaiya could tell right away from the uneven way her shihakusho fell on her arm, the strange out of place bumps, that something was broken. It was difficult to parse through the bleary eyes the pain had given her, but, she would have to hang on.
Breathing deeply she re-engaged, charging the Captain and clashing with him once again. Exploiting the now far more open flank of his challenger, Francis delivered body blow after body blow in between parried blades, macerating and beating up the woman's chest like some sort of stubborn pinata. Three solid strikes later and Kaiya was coughing up spittled of blood that sprayed onto the sun-baked tiles at their feet and onto the haori of her Captain. This only made him smile bigger.
The crowd, once skeptical and uncertain of this woman's potential had not yet turned on her, but it was clear to them where this was headed. Grin's supporters were cheering now, jeering at her with each flat-handed strike to her ribs. Yelling at each other in celebration at each spasm of her diaphragm as she struggled to maintain her breathing. They were all looking at him and heaping their joy. And they were all looking at her and heaping their pity.
She hated pity.
Gathering the blood in her mouth, she spits what she could expel into her Captain's face and flourished clockwise, slicing the side of his calf wide open as she finally bought herself some space. He got lazy when he got the upper hand. Thought he had put her away. But this dog still had a bite. She settled backward, lowering her stance to minimize her utterly useless flank, and waited for his rage to take over.
With a hobbled charge, the two clashed again. This time, the Captain's uneven weight and her open stance left them more easily matched. Grin was slower to bring fists around on her open side; slow enough that she could better deflect or entirely avoid the strikes. Without his weight to put behind and add to his explosive power, he was beatable.
Clashing more intensely with each exchange, Kaiya began to yell and scream with each exchange as she mustered the will necessary to grip the hilt of her katana with a second hand. Reaching up high she brought her blade down in a massive overhead slam that saw the Captain take a huge gash across his chest from left collar bone down to the right hip. Blood sprayed skyward like some sort of crimson fountain before the droplets rained down onto the dry dusty courtyard.
The momentary burst of adrenaline having bought her a precious few extra moments of tolerance, she slapped the Captain's hand with the flat of her blade while he was stunned and exposed from the blow and send his sword clattering away. Francis stood, mouth agape, then fell backward.
"This is over." She looked to the crowd, those solemn words on her lips. The handful of medics that were in attendance rushed to the fallen Captain to examine his vitals, check his state. He was still alive, the resilient bastard that he was. But he had lost today. He was not the first person to make the mistake of pitying her, and he would most certainly not be the last.
Questioning the authority of a Captain was something done by only the brave or the foolish. Or the rarified few who happened to know their Captain in more close and intimate enough terms to take such liberties of language with them. Captains were rarely if ever second-guessed, at least to their faces. Rarely second-guessed and even more rarely challenged. Yet here she was, mere minutes away from doing just that.
Captain Francis Grin had received her challenge 71 and 2/3 hours ago. He read it out loud, leveled his gaze at her, reflexively flexed his reiatsu so she would know what she was inviting, and accepted. He had this grin on his face, this grin that 'The Smiling Man' had made so famous in his prior years. A sick sort of joy at the thought of cutting someone that she could appreciate all too well, but she did not answer with her own. All she had to offer him was a cold, judgmental glower. She wasn't happy to challenge him, but she was looking forward to doing her duty.
Personal ambitions aside, the Seireitei deserved a Captain with more decorum and a more elevated mind for matters of leadership beyond 'I fight real good'. Of course, Squad 11 required a...special touch. But, she had the respect of many of the officers already. Those who did not see her potential would come to feel differently soon enough. Septuple-checking the orchid-colored ribbon that secured her hair, Kaiya quietly left the barracks and stepped out into the high noon sun to meet her destiny.
As soon as the challenger emerged the crowd fell silent. The normally boisterous and rowdy fellas of the Primary Attack Squad had reserved their daily alotment of sacred respect for exactly such an occasion. This was sacrosanct. This was everything. The right and authority to lay it all on the line in a test of martial strength was exactly the type of thing each and every one of them aspired to one day be able to participate in. To say they were there and go to see this sacred ritual take place? That was a great start for most of them. Their silence lent an order of magnitude to the already pounding heartbeat in her chest as she walked forward.
Her eyes roaming the crowd, side to side, she read the faces of her witnesses. Many regarded her with snides and smirks; it was foolish to go against Grin. Many regarded her with confident nods; they trust she knew what she was doing. More still displayed only the passive indifference of a true spectator, betraying no feelings one way or the other but merely absorbing the spectacle of it all. They had hoped for a good show, a clean show. Whichever side won today, the Seireitei would be better for it despite what they lost in doing so.
Captain Francis Grin was already waiting at the far end of the courtyard, sitting on a bench and picking at his blood red signature gloves. "Yamamoto Kaiya, I gotta say, I'm surprised you're going through with this", the considerably shorter man bellowed with avoice that carried well beyond what his frame might suggest.
"You honor me by accepting my challenge." Even she responded. Despite his baiting statement, she would be sticking to expected decorum today.
Captain Grin smiled as his challenger put her hand on her Zanapakutou. He rose from the bench and declared, "This is a challenge against the Captain of the 11th. The challenge will conclude when one is either incapacitated and cannot continue, or yields by death. No releases. No Kido. Just you and me, Kaiya."
Kaiya answered by popping her katana free of its sheath. The Captain did the same.
The two ran at each other, steel clanging against steel as the first slash of their battle rang out through the courtyard. They thrust, parried, danced around each other as Kaiya fought with her signature one-handed style. It was clear that she was the superior swordsman as she backed Captain Grin down, putting him on the defensive and sending him backpedaling as she picked up aggression. But then, locked in a blow with each other, his sweaty look of borderline exasperation turned upside down and he brought out his signature full-toothed smile.
Grabbing her by the gem of her robe, he used his free hand hip tosses her onto her back and wrench her left arm so hard that the snap and twist of her tendons and bone were loud enough to stand out against her scream. Broken, in an instant, she had lost the use of her arm.
Somehow wrenching herself free, possibly at the amused mercy of her Captain, she withdrew and regrouped as she assessed her arm hoping that ab abundance of concern would reveal it to be a simple strain or hyperextension rather than the much worse thing it felt like. Kaiya could tell right away from the uneven way her shihakusho fell on her arm, the strange out of place bumps, that something was broken. It was difficult to parse through the bleary eyes the pain had given her, but, she would have to hang on.
Breathing deeply she re-engaged, charging the Captain and clashing with him once again. Exploiting the now far more open flank of his challenger, Francis delivered body blow after body blow in between parried blades, macerating and beating up the woman's chest like some sort of stubborn pinata. Three solid strikes later and Kaiya was coughing up spittled of blood that sprayed onto the sun-baked tiles at their feet and onto the haori of her Captain. This only made him smile bigger.
The crowd, once skeptical and uncertain of this woman's potential had not yet turned on her, but it was clear to them where this was headed. Grin's supporters were cheering now, jeering at her with each flat-handed strike to her ribs. Yelling at each other in celebration at each spasm of her diaphragm as she struggled to maintain her breathing. They were all looking at him and heaping their joy. And they were all looking at her and heaping their pity.
She hated pity.
Gathering the blood in her mouth, she spits what she could expel into her Captain's face and flourished clockwise, slicing the side of his calf wide open as she finally bought herself some space. He got lazy when he got the upper hand. Thought he had put her away. But this dog still had a bite. She settled backward, lowering her stance to minimize her utterly useless flank, and waited for his rage to take over.
With a hobbled charge, the two clashed again. This time, the Captain's uneven weight and her open stance left them more easily matched. Grin was slower to bring fists around on her open side; slow enough that she could better deflect or entirely avoid the strikes. Without his weight to put behind and add to his explosive power, he was beatable.
Clashing more intensely with each exchange, Kaiya began to yell and scream with each exchange as she mustered the will necessary to grip the hilt of her katana with a second hand. Reaching up high she brought her blade down in a massive overhead slam that saw the Captain take a huge gash across his chest from left collar bone down to the right hip. Blood sprayed skyward like some sort of crimson fountain before the droplets rained down onto the dry dusty courtyard.
The momentary burst of adrenaline having bought her a precious few extra moments of tolerance, she slapped the Captain's hand with the flat of her blade while he was stunned and exposed from the blow and send his sword clattering away. Francis stood, mouth agape, then fell backward.
"This is over." She looked to the crowd, those solemn words on her lips. The handful of medics that were in attendance rushed to the fallen Captain to examine his vitals, check his state. He was still alive, the resilient bastard that he was. But he had lost today. He was not the first person to make the mistake of pitying her, and he would most certainly not be the last.
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-Appearance-
Height/Weight: 5'11" and approximately 145lbs
Physical Description: Kaiya is a tall, full figured, stern-looking woman appearing to be in her late twenties.
Most often noticed first, her long, glossy, slightly wavy, raven black hair is usually pulled up into a bun of loose braids which are then pinned together ornamentally. Long metal pins made of dark metals or silvers plated with ornate filigree patterns do the job of holding her mass of hair in place. Yet other times, at her home or in a more casual setting, she'll hold things in steady with something as simple as a set of pencils pushed through her top bun as convenience dictates. Wavy bangs are allowed to hang down, framing the sharp and somewhat harsh angles of her carefully sculpted face. A strong jawline, high cheek bones, all of this comes together to bring the woman an aura of intensity upon first glance. Her lips, full and slightly pouty in contrast to the rest of her hard lines, are most often adorned with dark shades of lipstick such as a purple or a crimson.
Her skin, naturally olive toned and a bit ruddy, is generally without blemish or imperfection save for a short scar that crosses just above her right eye, through the outer-most edge of her eyebrow, and continuing another half-inch up her brow. Often times, this scar is covered by bangs. But just as often, the bangs may be told to take a hike and she make no attempt to his the imperfection beyond the simplest makeup.
Kaiya's eyes are naturally a marbled and very dark hazel. Set upon her stern countenance like some sort of orbs of jade nestled within an imposing statue, the eyes of the Captain bore into whomever or whatever she regards with judgment and criticality. Like a surgeon with a scalpel, imaging herself shaving off every facade, every nicety, every inhibition from her target until she arrives at the true meat beneath their exterior. Stylistically, her eyes are encircled by heavy eyeliners and complimentary smoky eye-shadows. When called to action, her eyes deepen and intensify in color as she uses her powers or channels her energy through her lithe form, turning an even darker shade of green yes still surging with energy and vibrance.
Beyond the face, Kaiya is a woman of seductive curves and an athletic tone. Her silhouette is that of an hourglass and she measures 36-26-36. In spite of this, her musculature and posture presents the undeniable form of a natural athlete. Feminine, light, lean, yet powerful. A graceful package for a gifted killer. Further in spite of her form and what it suggests, Kaiya loves to present herself in warm and classically feminine ways. Most often she wears her standard uniform which has been modified to reveal some of her ample 34C cleavage. She prefers having her shoulders and upper arms either unburdened by material or limited minimally straps or other conventions of her station. Because of this, Kaiya has often adopted the backless uniform afforded to some members of the Omnitsukido when she is heading somewhere she expects to engage an enemy. Rarely if ever will she show a truly scandalous amount of flesh beyond what has been described, but, in private or in moments of abandon such as combat all bets are off and she will shed whatever happens to be getting in her way.
With regards to body language, Kaiya stands with a noble and almost regal demeanor and rigid posture. Straightened up as tall as she can project, shoulders pinned back and square, chin up; she's worked long and hard at capturing an aura of authority and class from which she can look down and judge others and she will damn well use it as part of her station. Although her gaze could most certainly be described as stern, she is usually hiding the most subtle of smirks in the corner of her mouth rather than anything like a more threatening glower at her subordinates.
As far as accessories go, Kaiya enjoys multiple piercings and pieces of jewelry that accentuate her style. On her right ear, she has three piercings including one in the helix. One her left ear, just two both in the lobe. Each of these specific pieces can vary from day to day depending on her mood or because of other reasons such as the expectation of her company. Most often these piercings are filled with simple gold or silver loops, narrow and without dangling charms. However, as the seasons and her moods change, she goes through long streaks of fondness for studded earrings and simple gemstones such as topaz and tourmaline. On the left side of her nose, she keeps a small, simple nose ring in whenever style permits. It is almost always silver in color and generally understated.
On each of her hands she wears multiple rings of brass, gold, and silver with heavily filigreed patterns and adornments; curiously, no gems of any sort are embedded in any of these rings and you will never find one on her hand until the day some big dumb brute convinced her to wear an engagement ring. Her left hand also sports a thumb ring, simple and titanium, although her right thumb has no such band. Her left wrist is wrapped in a brass bangle about one inch wide. And around her neck, a black silk choker connected with a silver loop rounds out her heavy compliment of accessories.
During leisure time, Kaiya enjoys wearing much more simple clothing although she tends to remain every bit as accessorized as normal. When not in the robes of her station, she commonly prefers well fitted and stylish jeans, common to an American woman in her twenties. Simple t-shirts, halter tops, crop tops with inoffensive designs in muted colors. Simple leather jackets to cover during cooler months. Sometimes during the summers when the sun is at its hottest she'll lounge around in a bathing suit underneath shorts and a t-shirt, eagerly awaiting an excuse to go swimming and be free of the heat. Time like this, when she can really relax and enjoy the beach or the water, are the only times you'll find her stripped of her rings and bangle. She's not sure if this is because she values her rings so much or because she values the beach and the water so much.
Kaiya's aura and her spiritual presence is a large, turbulent, whirling mass of chaotic energy that tosses and churns like a sea in a storm. Vibrant purples and blues mixed and separate and mix again as they roll around her in an iridescent rage. This presence was described by one of her long-time friends as "Like tossing 10 gallons of glitter into a tornado." An apt description if ever there were.
Kaiya's Faceclaim is Lulu from Final Fantasy X
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-Personality-
Dislikes:
» Falsehood || Perhaps it's a fine line to draw, but Ms. Yamamoto doesn't mind lies of omission; she minds being lied to when asking direct things. 'White lies', social contracts, and other things like that can be forgiven and allowed; after all they have their place in a polite society. But offering a falsehood, to either her or in an official capacity? Simply intolerable. It's the fastest way to make her shit list.
"It's better to offer no excuse than a bad one."
» Excess || It's an entirely different matter to go into 'overkill' when you don't know what will be necessary. But to surround yourself with the habits and trappings of someone who lives, works, and plays to excess is a sign of personal and moral failing. Of utter inability to control yourself or manage your own fate. While Kaiya certainly looks down on this behavior, she oddly doesn't extend such mistakes or scrutiny to the realms of people who drink or find comfort in other such activities. Private excess and excess that effects other people are entirely separate ideas.
"It's the sign of a great person to dislike greatness itself and to prefer things in measure over things in excess."
» Indifference || One of the greatest signs of weakness a person can give off is either the refusal to take a side or the density to think you are not best served by taking one. Sometimes, yes, that side is "neither" but it should still be a choice. To stay your hand and idly await a fate determined or support by anyone else but yourself is the definition of folly. It's cruel to your own past and your own legacy to allow such a failing to stand. Because of this, she encourages others to critically examine a great many issues, even at the cost of other things they should be doing that might rank more important.
"The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference. The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference."
» Grandstanding || Speeches, rallies, talking. It's all so trite and often meaningless. People deserve direct, curt communication that succinctly captures feelings and intentions. Big long speeches are the refuge of politicians and the weak-minded to give and take comfort in careful measure. Kaiya very much prefers a life led by example both for herself and for the men and women she serves with. Actions, most definitely, speak louder than any word.
"All of it was so noble, so stirring! Yet utterly unrelated to the heart of the matter."
» Breaking Rank || Hierarchy should be observed. People have obtained or been appointed to their station because of an establish order that works, and that established order should always be respected. Always. Whether it be listening to the opinions of your elders when they are offered, or whether it be accepting the commands of your XO without question, the order of things is very important. In order for society to succeed and thrive, there must be a stratification of man. Thankfully, Kaiya's place is near the top.
"Hierarchies are celestial, divine. In hell, all are equal."
» Giving Up || Why in the nine hells would you stop after coming this far? If you were not committed to seeing a thing through, you never should have begun in the first place. To be fair, sometimes the natural conclusion of a thing is that you will lose and loses should be cut. But, there's no reason to stop fighting so long as you bear even the slightest odds in your favor. Battles may be lost, but may you never be accused of having given up on the war.
"If you quit on the process, you are quitting on the result."
» Public Intimacy || Intimacy is an expression of love for another person, and as such it's none of my business to get in between a thing intended for two others. Kaiya kindly reminds people that their DNA swapping belongs behind closed doors or at the least well away from prying eyes whenever possible, even in places that society might deign to call acceptable. A candlelight dinner at a romantic restaurant? Okay, nuzzle a bit if you must. She'll pass on the rest.
"Real intimacy is a sacred experience. It never exposes its trust and belonging to voyeurs."
» Excuses || Hand in hand with her dislike of people giving up, excuses are a great source of frustration for the Shinigami. While some things can be excuseable, an excuse itself almost never is. It's far better to save face with her by admitting failure or owning the reasons for your failure as a tool for self-improvement, but to put them between you and reality like some sort of a shield that will protect you? That's the fastest way to have her cleave both it and you in twain.
"Ninety-nine percent of failures come from people with a habit of making excuses."
» Artists || While she appreciates art and the results it produces, and what it does for society, she is deeply disappointed in the life and times of an 'artist' in and of itself. Wasting time laying around thinking about ideas and intangible concepts and how to make them tangible...it's all so romantic and it's all so fake and empty. What a vapid way to live your life in the day by day. Art should come in fitful and fevered bouts of inspiration! Painted or created with a fevered dream trapped inside of you that must be purged. Go big or go home.
"Artists are electric with delusion, trapped in between moments of perfectly valid inspiration."
» Dumb Luck || Fate often conspires to make a good story and Kaiya has been the victim of this 'universal philosophy' more than once. That may sound like an excuse, and it is, but the times that 'dumb luck' has screwed her over it's never caused her to quit or give up. She pushes on in spite of the cosmos itself reaching up yanking on her braids, giving her a tough time. What a happy mess reality is, and she hates it.
"Luck has a way of evaporating when on you lean on it, and precipitating when you know you can't."
» Beta Personalities || Shy, emotionally responsible, and moderate. Three of Kaiya's least favorite words altogether in one personality. Easily embarrassed, unsure and insecure about their personality and looks. All of these things combine into something that is really...unattractive to the Shinigami. This isn't to say she goes out of her way to spite them or to avoid them or making life any more difficult for people of this persuasion, merely that she will never consider one of such stock to truly be her equal. However their one redeeming feature is that they are pieces on the board she loves to move.
"Once bitten twice shy? Sure. But why not get a bigger dog and bite them back?"
» Runners || Specifically those who engage opponents through 'avoidance'. Those quick little nimble hoppers that dodge, dodge, dodge rather than standing and meeting a challenge. Situations where she finds herself pursuing types like these or competing against types like these bring out the worst in her with little difficult. Even worse are people who outright run away rather than fighting. Retreating tactically is a move she can respect but to not even pretend to stand for something? Pathetic.
"Yeah, you can run. But sooner or later I'll make sure you run out of places to run to."
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Likes:
» Good Literature || A window into another world, or another mind, or another life. Kaiya loves all literature of both modern and classic penning. She loves to study its diversity, especially in stories where the words on the page might age but the sentiment endures, evolving into a timeless message that goes well beyond the confines in which it was written. While few contemporary works catch her interest, there is always some degree hope for the modern masters.
"Good friends, good books, and a sleepy conscience are my ideal life."
» Mentoring || Weak links really bother her. Not so much the idea of weak links, but the idea of being surrounded by them. And in a squad and division where you are not only expected to trust others to have your back, but required to do so as a way of life, she goes out of her way to prevent such traps. Kaiya is very positive about imparting her knowledge onto others and pushing her squad-mates to not only improve individually but refine themselves as a unit. She tries to extend this point of view to all facets of her life, seeking to better the things and people she relies upon.
"Training costs less than incompetence. Substantially less."
» Playfulness || Often trying to merely sustain her sense of humor rather than let it run wild, Kaiya enjoys joking with others, playing card games and bonding with the fellas, laughing at stories and telling a few of her own. She also enjoys partaking in sports or organized athletic events, or otherwise just being as jovial as she can afford to be given her job. As a dealer of death, sometimes it's all she can do to keep smiling from day to day.
She values the same approach in others and it's an easy way to bond with her.
"A little nonsense, now and then, keeps anyone young."
» Resilience || Faith is important to her. Passing tests against it even more so. You can spit in her face, kick her down, take her wealth and well-being, wound her pride. And she may bend, but she will never break. Her certainty in herself and in her mission is a source of great strength for her and maybe even those around her. Finding inspiration and strength in things beyond yourself in order to stand strong is the surest way to win her most confident respect.
"Resilience is accepting your new reality, even if it's less good than the one you had before. You can scream about what you've lost, or you can accept that and try to put together something that's good."
» Superstition || Perhaps partially a comforting placebo effect, Kaiya indulges in specific rituals that she believes gives specific results. Most of this conduct is self-reinforcing, since it's all in her head anyway, and the 'high' she earns by complying makes for a dangerous loop. While this behavior doesn't expressly interfere with her actions minute by minute, it does occasionally short-circuit her logic and lead to undue risks. Because of this, routine is important for her and she believes all of her warriors and officers should strive to find one of their own, as well as keep other customs in mind.
"The root of all superstition is that men observe when a thing hits, but not when it misses."
» Sonder || Sometimes you just need to feel small. Kaiya enjoys big cities, or strolling around the Seireitei or the Rukongai incognito, observing people and watching life unfold. The confluence of all of the personalities, creeds, beliefs, and all the other messy pieces that make humans unique collide and shape themselves into something so beauty and endlessly interesting. So long as she's watching from a comfortable distance, that is. Things are easier to appreciate at an arm's length.
"Humanity is a beautiful ocean. A few drops of dirty water does not taint the whole."
» Ikebana || Sometimes traditional, sometimes more Western in approach, Kaiya loves to set aside time every morning to savor the art of flower arranging. She allows for very few true 'creature comforts' in her private life, so inviting a bit of beauty, a bit of class, and a bit of the puzzle of creativity that comes with true Ikebana is a great way for her to get her juices flowing each day. It's also a delight for her to see the look on other people's faces when they realize that the arrangement on the table was made by her very own hand.
"The flower which is single need not envy the thorn which is numerous."
» Improvisation || The truest test of creativity and imagination, in her mind, is to be given both a set of parameters and then the total freedom and creative license to explore them. You can create a nearly endless litany of fun, exciting, weird, or just plain 'cool' things from the situations you find yourself in. Outside-of-the-box type thinking is a staple of her personal repertoire and she deeply respects those who can tap that same vein, both friend and foe. In fact, such creavitity is a trait she looks to foster as she selects her officers. Those who remain bound by 'the book' can only do where the book says they go.
"Self-study and self-awareness leads to improvisation. Improvisation drives evolution."
» Baseball || Her favorite passtime to observe and take in on a lazy, summery afternoon. Kaiya loves the game of baseball and has occasionally participated in recreational leagues between both Japan and America, as her duties and sabatical have allowed her to do.
"Baseball is like church; many attend, few understand."
» Cherry Blossoms || The simplistic beautify of the white, rose, and pink blossoms captivates both her senses and her imagination. She often models her fashion sense after these Japanese main-stays and tries to pay subtle tribute to the motif whenever possible. Having said that, the display is for her own enjoyment, not necessarily so she can be seen in such things. This leads to often subtle choices.
"What a strange thing, to be alive beneath the cherry blossoms!"
» Sparring || Constantly evaluating your own strengths, weaknesses, and mind for tactics is of vital importance to the mind of warrior. It is only in resting on our laurels and accepting that we know enough, or have nothing more to learn from those around us, that we allow ourselves to invite defeat. Sparring is akin to breathing for the true warrior.
"If you want to find real competition just look in the mirror. After awhile you'll see your rivals scrambling for second place."
» Competition || Objectively being slotted ahead of another is a great feeling, no matter what anyone else tries to tell you. Kaiya embraces this and savors the thrill of competition in virtually all the forms it takes. Sometimes that's racing to Mess, sometimes that's racking up a kill count in a battle. Hell, sometimes that's even in something so simple as who can tie their running shoes faster. Either way, it feels good to compete. Almost as good as winning.
"Competition is a rude but effective form of motivation. Especially for the self."
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Flaws:
» Single-Minded || Okay, so maybe she gets a bit of tunnel vision on some things, like the need to chase after a good, clean, honest fight that might jeopardize other duties on any given day. Despite her dedication to the mission, priorities become fuzzy when something is already in motion. She just likes to finish what he starts, okay? Unfortunately, this naughty habit is often reinforced by the attitude of some of her friends and squad-mates who like to see the grittiness that comes with it.
"The only thing more terrifying than a rampaging maniac with no goal is a rampaging maniac with just one."
» Brutality || If you wanted to be polite you could call it a rage problem, but it runs much deeper than that for Kaiya. There is a terrible, primal need within her that once unleashed is very difficult to get back into its cage - to rip and cut and tear and smash anything she can get her sword on - until everything in the vicinity has been relegated to goo and/or dust.
"I once heard someone say that civilization weakened natural selection. Well, I am to fix that."
» Sadism || Decades of being ignored, forgotten, overlooked took their toll on her. In her heart, Kaiya yearns to be remembered and to leave a lasting impression on those whose lives she enters. In her younger years, this was a much more healthy and positive interaction that saw her striving to add joy and hope, but this sentiment turned to ash in her mouth as she discovered her talent for inflicting pain. You see, fear, pain, terror...these things last much longer and stain much more deeply than the lighter tones. She'll be remembered by all those that cross her path.
"The healthy man does not torture others. It is the tortured who turns into the torturer."
» Prideful || She's done some stuff and she's not shy about taking credit for that. Kaiya is a good looking woman with a bright future, a good career track, and the skills to pay the bills. She tries not to be vain about it but it takes very little time for her to relapse into a less humble woman than she should be. Because of this pride, it's not much of a stretch to see her as cocky although a trained eye might be able to understand that the bravado is motivated by something more than mere confidence.
"You aren't born with a walk like this - you have to earn it."
» Bottled Up || All the gregarious, friendly, extroverted qualities aside, Kaiya is genuinely rattled by the risks associated with everyday life and the career she commits to. Thoughts of oblivion, of lost friends, and of the murder inflicted lurk in the back of her mind somewhere deep - but only if she lets them. If she ever stopped, she might actually have to face them! And that's just...well..that's just not okay. She finds release at the bottom of a bottle or at the end of her sword.
"I try not to let my head tell me what to do any more than I have to. That fucker gives up too easily."
» Impersonal Curiosity || Casual and willful disregard for another's personal boundaries and limits. Questions need answers and if a question is important enough to be asked then the answer should be worth pursuing, regardless of the personal discomfort necessary to see it through. You never know what good may come from temporary physical, emotional, or mental pain in the pursuit of something greater. Often times, this line of thinking can be short-sighted but on the other hand...it's also saved her a ton of time over the years.
"I should not be limited by what already know, but rather what questions I am willing to answer."
» Utilitarian || While not strictly a flaw, Kaiya values the philosophy of Utilitarianism in all of her professional dealings. The greatest good at the least cost to the body of the whole. This often means that she tends to either undervalue or overvalue any single individual's worth based on the task at hand, often at the cost of others. She expects that each and every person in her charge be willing to lay down their lives should the Gotei and Fate conspire to demand it of them, self included. Thankfully for her she's far too effective at her job to ever let herself be put into that position. At least for now. Perhaps it's a bit hypocritical, maybe a lot, but she's willing to make these hard choices without batting an eye.
"By any measure, all men must live and then die. It is in the name, the family, the deed that a hero lives on forever."
» Aloof || The way Kaiya's mind works, it's often difficult for her to seem genuinely interested in interpersonal matters, or with the plight of 'humanity' as a whole. True, she enjoys camaraderie and fostering togetherness but she always, always, maintains a professional distance about her own matters. It's her duty as an officer and her duty as a woman of 'good birth' that she should be above the petty dramas and squabbles of her lesser Shinigami. Unfortunately, rather than knowing how to actually draw that line she simply turns that side of herself off.
"Something terrible could happen to your right now and wipe you off the face of the three realms. And while I might be sad for you for a little while? Neither I nor the universe would really bad an eye."
» Predictability || Something she acknowledges as a fault, if only privately, is just how obvious Kaiya can be to someone looking at her. She tends to swing exactly where it looks like she is swinging, to run exactly where it appears she is heading, and say exactly what her words were intended to convey. But for her, it also means that a promise is a promise - if she tells you that she will be there to bail your unit out in five minutes, well, set your watch. This isn't to say she is unimaginative or incapable of improvising, merely that deceit just doesn't show up in her playbook in professional matters.
"Ironically, engaging people with just what they expect from you is the best way to get a predictable response. I want you to think I'm predictable. At all times."
» Shameless || One of the core tenets of reform and self-improvement is to acknowledge the bad features about yourself, the bad behaviors, and to feel regret, shame, or remorse at expressing them. While Kaiya does recognize that parts of the self need improving, even in her refined case, she simply will never be made to feel shame about them by an outsider. By someone who doesn't understand her. So to this end, her process has been greatly slowed by careful adherence to this artificial barrier. Her conduct, he outfits, her battlefield 'etiquette'...she feels no shame.
» Busybody || Kaiya is not at all interested in sharing her own social or private woes with her acquaintances or subordinates. But she is deeply and genuinely interested in sticking her nose into whomever else's business she can get her hands on. Knowing the ins and outs of other people's relationships is of great use in manipulating the dynamics of her division or the politics of the Soul Society in general. Knowing who is emotionally compromised, knowing who could be, knowing who cannot afford to be...all of these things add up to create a full picture that she finds very valuable to have during both times of war and of peace.
» Indulgent || There is always time for spectacle, for gamesmanship. Kaiya enjoys her vices and the routines that come along with them. Honoring the dead by drinking or celebrating to their names. Playing drinking games. Offering opponent's sporting chances. Entertaining ridiculous pleas from subordinates and making them into even further games. All of these things add up to a convoluted collection of personal rules that she can get away with imposing or using simply because she is the one with the upper hand in the power dynamic in her Division. And in places where she isn't? She uses these same rules to try to engage the other person and bring them into her dynamic actively. What's the worst they can do? Say no?
---------------------------------------------------"Shame is an ornament for the young and the disgrace of the old."
» Busybody || Kaiya is not at all interested in sharing her own social or private woes with her acquaintances or subordinates. But she is deeply and genuinely interested in sticking her nose into whomever else's business she can get her hands on. Knowing the ins and outs of other people's relationships is of great use in manipulating the dynamics of her division or the politics of the Soul Society in general. Knowing who is emotionally compromised, knowing who could be, knowing who cannot afford to be...all of these things add up to create a full picture that she finds very valuable to have during both times of war and of peace.
"Only a few people care; the rest are just curious."
» Indulgent || There is always time for spectacle, for gamesmanship. Kaiya enjoys her vices and the routines that come along with them. Honoring the dead by drinking or celebrating to their names. Playing drinking games. Offering opponent's sporting chances. Entertaining ridiculous pleas from subordinates and making them into even further games. All of these things add up to a convoluted collection of personal rules that she can get away with imposing or using simply because she is the one with the upper hand in the power dynamic in her Division. And in places where she isn't? She uses these same rules to try to engage the other person and bring them into her dynamic actively. What's the worst they can do? Say no?
"The only way to rid yourself of temptation is to yield to it."
Habits:
» Yoga || Often accused of being quick to adopt modern and Western styles of fashion and sensibility, Kaiya has certainly embraced yoga and made it a part of her daily routine. Every morning involves ritual stretching and flexibility training through yoga which then transitions into a short Tai Chi exercise to center herself for the day.
» Gourmand || While this falls short of excess, as evidenced by her still slender figure, Ms. Yamamoto very much enjoys the foods and cultures of the world. Searching out interesting meals and enjoying them in their intended manner is one of her greatest delights, so much so that it's how she prefers to spend the majority of the vacation time that she takes. Many of her interactions with the men and women of her division involve group meals or being hosted in the homes of her officers where they may share a meal together. She'll try just about any good at least once, and is even an okay cook in her own right.
» Karaoke Star || Something of an open secret is Kaiya's love of Earthly music. While she's old enough to have this interest 'evolve' over time and include some very old music, she loves the reality that music turns over so often and seems to live and breathe in concert with the modern times. Pop, hip hop, a bit of country, bit of rock...She's liable to be singing something virtually any time she gets engaged on a task that requires less than her full concentration. Alternatively, she also sings when she's genuinely having fun; a mixed blessing for her opponents as she pummels them into submission while screaming NSYNC.
» Colorful || Although she always wears the 'required' elements of her uniform, Kaiya loves to add accents and splashes of color that constitute her personal touch. Chiefly, she ties her shihakusho with a light pink silk sash decorated with cherry blossoms. If she's in situation where the uniform is not required but she wants to add the color all the same, she may tie her hair up using that same sash.
» Fingernails || When one or both of her hands are idle she almost immediately begins playing with and digging at her nails. The reality of a life of swordplay means that they never grow too long and never look quite right, so with the rare exception of times she pampers herself with day trips to the spa, manicures, and other feminine indulgences, she is constantly playing with, picking at, or even sometimes chewing her nails.
Fears:
» Disappointment || More precisely disappointing her family. Kaiya's earliest seeded complex involves the persistent and ever-present fear of measuring up against her siblings, her cousins, and her parents and coming up short. As a youth she always strove to be recognized, given even the smallest morsel of attention and praise for her achievements, but she was denied. As she aged, rather than being offered the help and aid of her family necessary for her to achieve she was instead shown only cold indifference. The day she finally broke through that and earned recognition was the single sweetest taste in her entire storied life. Unfortunately, the lasting effect of that only made her failures taste all the more sour.
» Being Forgotten || Related to the above, Kaiya strives to build a legacy that will survive beyond her death and shape the future for generations to come. But more than merely striving to be remembered, she deeply yearns for people who will be there to remember her, in addition to having noteworthy deeds. A husband, children, a successful career. The respect of her co-workers, the fear of her enemies. All of these are tools she craves to wrap around her finger as she pursues a legacy. It would be one thing if she were after these elements because she genuinely wanted the fulfillment they bring. Instead, she fears not having them at all. If she were to ever achieve a portion of security against this fear, it would merely morph into something more--the crippling fear of losing what she had managed to gain.
» Exposure || Although she is chiefly and supremely confident in her abilities as a leader, as a warrior, and as a Shinigami of the Gotei...Kaiya has a corner of her psyche that nurtures the subtle worry that one day someone may come along and soundly embarrass her as a warrior, exposing her as some sort of childish and disappointing fraud. It's an unreasonable fear, but to her it would spell the end of everything she feels she has become since she stepped into her own.
Goals:
» Achievement || Recognition from peers, enemies, and allies as one of the strongest and most potent Shinigami to have ever lived. It is her intention to dwarf even the most optimistic expectations of her family and show them the error of their ways. And in so achieving this end, she will force them to admit they had always believed in her and known she had the potential, even if that's a lie.
» Legacy || To be worthy of a husband and a family in spite of her true nature. The natural mechanisms of love and acceptance, denied her for so long, will be hers to freely give one day. Having said this, it's not enough that she simply find a willing partner she can tolerate. The idea of a true love isn't something she denies, but it's also not something she accepts. There are standards to uphold if society is to benefit from her legacy at all. Best not to start things off on the wrong foot.
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Alignment: Lawful Evil. Kaiya, despite being a generally free-spirited and optimistic person when examined in a bubble, relies upon systems of order and law in order to methodically and intentionally pursue her own interests and the agenda of her allies. These tactics often come at the cost of the well-being or success of others, and seek to manipulate legal and systemic advantages in order to remain in power, or in control of a power dynamic.
Overall Personality: Yamamoto Kaiya is a starkly beautiful contrast in both poise and passion.
Thanks in large part to the pomp and pagentry of the family she was born in to, Kaiya was taught how to blend into the background and appear only as a child to be seen first and foremost. A background accessory to the prestige and story of her parents and their primary heirs, she was but another in a long string of children that didn't seem to look quite how her parents had hoped, therefore she was cast aside.
From this vantage point in the background she learned posture, social endurance, and observed endless lessons in etiquette and the navigation of interpersonal politics while watching brothers and sisters. She learned so much, in fact, that she became entirely certain of her hatred for such things, although she would never let them see the resentment that she harbored deep within.
As she aged and developed physically she began to demonstrate her strengths. Physical talents came easily to her; she had watched and observed her family doing these things too and was able to hit the ground running when instructors finally deemed it time for her to learn such things, if for no other reason than to not be an embarrassment to the family name. Naturally an athlete, she excelled at wrestling and martial arts, showed natural aptitude for the sword, and was a gifted swimmer.
After having come of age, the young woman known as Kaiya was able to combined both of these journeys of her youth and create the earliest version of the woman we see today. A quiet, observant politician who spoke only at very carefully chosen times, and a dextrous and capable warrior who could defend herself when challenged.
In more modern times, Kaiya has refined and iterated herself several times over. Much of the timidity she had learned as a youth had been thrown away; she now rushes to share observations and feedback with but superiors and subordinates because she knows just how valuable and critical early feedback is. Additionally, she now possesses the necessary confidence to know that her opinion is both right and worth hearing. Sometimes her confidence bites her too hard in the other direction, drowning out perfectly reasonable things that people might say in their own defense simply because it doesn't conform to her own evaluation.
To outsiders, Kaiya is a stern, exacting, somewhat shrewd woman who chooses her language very succinctly. Almost to the point of being blunt, avoiding many nicesties of protocol, she cuts to the heart of many matters in plain language that avoids flowery metaphors and meandering thoughts.
To those around her, co-workers and acquaintences, she is a well-meaning but still very serious woman who simply wants the best for her fellows and the Gotei and is willing to do what she can to bring about the change she believes in needed. Truly, here, to people she has less to prove to but that also do not owe her anything, she is closer to her true self. The social currency of the opinion of her fellow Shinigami matters a lot to her and so she takes it very seriously. She likes to be seen and perceived as tough but fair. She likes to be thought of as approachable but tolerating minimal nonsense.
And to those few who actually know her and count themselves among her inner circle, yet another facet of the woman is shown. Within this scarce company, Kaiya allows frequent and candid glances into her surface level thoughts. Gone is her filter, gone is the calculated sentence boiled down to its most powerful message. Instead, these few are able to glimpse a lonely, slightly worried, outgoing woman who doesn't actually know how to let anyone in even closer.
All of these facets combine to make a many-layered officer of the Gotei who is very good at her job of leading Squad 11 into the future.
Outside of the office and away from commonly civilized situations, Kaiya allows a number of other traits to bubble to her surface that she knows better than to show among decent company. Love, Combat, and War are all battlefields that she considers to be separate arenas from the above, and so she adjusts herself accordingly.
In Combat Kaiya, like her language, is very direct. She does not hide behind poetic words or grand gestures and theatricality, she very simply goes for what it is she wants to accomplish in direct and tangible ways. Violence is how she speaks and she will most certainly be heard. In war, this way of thinking ascends to a higher level but the core message remains the same. Guiding her forces to target vulnerable points, she leads troops to strike deep and true and definitely where it will be felt the hardest. Morale is one of the most valuable currencies any warrior could carry and she will extract her toll. And in Love, Kaiya cannot help but to hang on to some of these same philosophies. Exposing her heart to the frustrations of artfully dodging opponents, she often announces early and clearly her intentions so both parties don't waste time. Or, when refuting suitors, she cleaves their character with her signature bruality to make sure they know exactly where they fall short.
Simultaneously clinical and passionate, Kaiya is a study in the dichotomy of a warrior's mind. Warrior poet? Hardly. Just a girl with a sword and no time for bullshit.
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