Post by Shizuyoko Toraumi on Apr 15, 2019 19:55:16 GMT -5
Shizuyoko blinked abit at that, but simply nodded along as it seemed Yetsuna had her own ideas about how these things worked. All in all, it seemed that the woman had her mind made up about it. She knew the symptoms. No asurance of consideration, no pause to contemplate what had been said to her. she simply formed her rebuttal. And She did take a moment to think it over, looking out the window. She did hear Yetsuna's murmured apologies, and recognized the look she had.
How unsightly.
Shizuyoko looked outside for a moment and could not help but feel an uncertainty. And a fear. Yetsuna was the only shinigami that had never dissappointed her. She had to have faith, yes? But her zanpaku'to simply bled it's own dissappointment, and she knew that it was pointless to reply. She had hoped that Yetsuna was above all of this. She had been calm. Careless. Without the fixations that so many shinigami suffered from. So very much like Raion. but she too....it seemed. Was falling for it. And Shizu could not help but feel, that just like Raion. Just like herself. Yetsuna too would be destroyed by this insipid 'love'.
And what could she say? She had already made her core argument. And the simple of it was that Yetsuna simply was out to explore her feelings. And that was a curiosity that shizuyoko couldn't just talk her out of. No matter the experience, she was still just a child. And with a woman of Shizuyoko's age. The difference was felt heavily. She closed her eyes and took a slow, deep breath, sighing for a moment and then chuckling just a little. A soft and somber laugh.
"I certainly hope you get what you're looking for. And I hope it doesn't destroy you." She noted and then stood up, rubbing her temple. She paused and eyed Yetsuna for a moment. Considering the woman's earlier offer. but honestly she wasn't sure she was really in the mood to go soaking in too-hot water as it were. "It was lovely to catch up and refamiliarize myself with you, Yetsuna. And certainly, if you ever want. You can have your chance to even our score. But for now. I think I'm going to turn in for the night."